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  • Ep. 6 | I think I am ready to get my life back
    2023/01/07
    *mental health links below* This week's episode:

    In this weeks episode I share that I am starting to have a little more energy. At least at the time of recording I was feeling like I was having a few “good” days in a row and I am ready to put in the “work” to try to get my life back. 

    I talk about my “ALL OR nothing” thinking. How I go from 0-100 really quick and it is not sustainable.

    I also talk about how I am sick of the life I am living. I want my life back, I want myself back. I don’t want OCD to continue to be in control all of the time. 

    Who am I:

    hello everyone, I am not a doctor or therapist. I talk about my personal stories and thoughts with the hopes of helping others. I think the best way to start to help each other is by talking about what we are going through. 

    I am 24 years old and suffer from OCD, anxiety, and I believe mild depression. 

    I want to share my story with the Intention to show others they are not alone. We are all unique and are going through something different. But I know it helps when I come across someone who lives in a similar way. 

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/ 

    *mental health links* United States Suicide Hotlines: 911

    If the situation is potentially life-threatening, get immediate emergency assistance by calling 911, which is available 24 hours a day.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    If you or someone you know is suicidal or in emotional distress, contact (call or text 988) the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    International Suicide Hotlines: https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/ links for OCD Help: https://iocdf.org links to help find a therapist:  https://www.psychologytoday.com/us Link to NOCD:

    https://www.treatmyocd.com

     

     

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    35 分
  • Ep.5 | Sucidal Ideation OCD, Drinking To Fell Better, Getting More Intense Help/Therapy
    2023/01/02
    I CAN NOT STRESS IT ENOUGH IF YOU ARE PLANNING ON HURTING OR HARMING YOURSELF, PLEASE REACH OUT FOR HELP. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT ARE THERE FOR YOU AND ARE WILLING TO HELP!  *mental health links below*  United States Suicide Hotlines: 911

    If the situation is potentially life-threatening, get immediate emergency assistance by calling 911, which is available 24 hours a day.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    If you or someone you know is suicidal or in emotional distress, contact (call or text 988) the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    International Suicide Hotlines: https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/ links for OCD Help: https://iocdf.org links to help find a therapist:  https://www.psychologytoday.com/us

     

    This week's episode:

    This week's episode may be hard for some to listen to.

    I know it wasn't super easy for me to record, and I have debated for many days whether or not I should post it.

    With that said, I have obviously posted it because I thought it is important for me to be honest and share what I am going though.

    I hope because I am sharing what I am going though it help others talk about what they are going through. 

    In this episode I talk about intrusive suicidal Ideation, Drinking "TO FEEL BETTER", and getting into a more aggressive therapy so I can get my life back.

    I do not believe I am suicidal, I was having intrusive thoughts.

    I CAN NOT STRESS IT ENOUGH IF YOU ARE PLANNING ON HURTING OR HARMING YOURSELF, PLEASE REACH OUT FOR HELP. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT ARE THERE FOR YOU AND ARE WILLING TO HELP! 

     

    hello everyone, I am not a doctor or therapist. I talk about my personal stories and thoughts with the hopes of helping others. I think the best way to start to help each other is by talking about what we are going through. 

    I am 24 years old and suffer from OCD, anxiety, and I believe mild depression. 

    I want to share my story with the Intention to show others they are not alone. We are all unique and are going through something different. But I know it helps when I come across someone who lives in a similar way. 

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/ 

    *mental health links* United States Suicide Hotlines: 911

    If the situation is potentially life-threatening, get immediate emergency assistance by calling 911, which is available 24 hours a day.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    If you or someone you know is suicidal or in emotional distress, contact (call or text 988) the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    International Suicide Hotlines: https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/ links for OCD Help: https://iocdf.org links to help find a therapist:  https://www.psychologytoday.com/us

     

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    33 分
  • Letting Go Of My OCD Is Hard
    2022/12/24

    *mental health links below* 

    hello everyone, I am not a doctor or therapist. I talk about my personal stories and thoughts with the hopes of helping others. I think the best way to start to help each other is by talking about what we are going through. 



    I am 24 years old and suffer from OCD, anxiety, and I believe mild depression. 

 I want to share my story with the Intention to show others they are not alone. We are all unique and are going through something different. But I know it helps when I come across someone who lives in a similar way. 

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/ 

    This week's episode:

    In this week's episode, I talk about “starting over again” and how I need to get back into doing the Exposer responses prevention work. I feel like I was putting in the work and seeing results, and then it felt like I hit a brick wall, and I need to start from the beginning again. 

    I also talk about how it’s hard, weird, and scary to try to let go of my OCD and other mental health disorders because I have had them for so long. 

    lastly I talk about the stress the holidays bring on. 

    Please give it a listen and let me know what you think, or what you would like me to talk about next time. 

    Thank you. 

    Mental health links: 911

    If the situation is potentially life-threatening, get immediate emergency assistance by calling 911, which is available 24 hours a day.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    If you or someone you know is suicidal or in emotional distress, contact (call or text 988) the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    links for OCD Help: https://iocdf.org links to help find a therapist:  https://www.psychologytoday.com/us
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    56 分
  • My Recent Lowest Low
    2022/12/21

    *mental health links below* 

    hello everyone, I am not a doctor or therapist. I talk about my personal stories and thoughts with the hopes of helping others. I think the best way to start to help each other is by talking about what we are going through. 

    I am 24 years old and suffer from OCD, anxiety, and I believe mild depression. 

    I want to share my story with the Intention to show others they are not alone. We are all unique and are going through something different. But I know it helps when I come across someone who lives in a similar way. 

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/ 

    This week's episode:

    In this week's episode, I get very real and personal. I really open up about my Mental Health. How much of my OCD has taken over my life leaving me to self-isolate and become very sad. 

    I talk about why I got back into therapy, and why I started taking SSRI's.  

    Then I share a story of my most recent, low, breakdown, freak out. I talk about drinking while taking CBD and an SSRI. 

    Please give it a listen and let me know what you think. Thank you. 

    Mental health links: 911

    If the situation is potentially life-threatening, get immediate emergency assistance by calling 911, which is available 24 hours a day.

    988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    If you or someone you know is suicidal or in emotional distress, contact (call or text 988) the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

    links for OCD Help 

    https://iocdf.org

    links to help find a therapist: 

    https://www.psychologytoday.com/us

     

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    53 分
  • Life update/ How Lucky Am I...
    2022/08/28

    In this week's episode, I talk about how the last two weeks have been... I talk about engaging with people and genuinely asking them how they are... And lastly, I talk about the phrase "HOW LUCKY AM I...".

    If you like the podcast or want me to talk about a certain topic please let me know! 

    Thank you so much for listening, please come back next week for more! 

     

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/ 

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    38 分
  • Intro
    2022/08/14

    Welcome to my podcast. I am your average 20 something year old that picked up a microphone and started to tell his story.

     

    I know this is not the best episode, but it was the ice breaker for me. We all need to start somewhere. 

     

    I hope you enjoy it and continue you follow along on my journey. 

     

    Thank you for listening. 

    Check out my website: https://www.livingmylifepodcast.com/  

     

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    28 分