Grief can make prayer feel impossible. In this episode, I share my journey through anger, silence, and searching for faith after loss.

I share what the first year after losing my wife was really like — the pain, the silence, the small steps toward healing.

The first year after losing a spouse can feel like walking through a fog — filled with unexpected waves of grief, empty holidays, and unfamiliar routines. In this episode, I talk openly about what that first year often brings, from birthdays that feel heavier to the quiet moments that hurt the most. Whether you're in the middle of your first year or remembering your own journey through it, I hope this brings comfort, understanding, and a sense that you are not alone.

In this very first episode, I open the door to After the Silence, a space for anyone who has lost a spouse and is navigating life afterward. This short, heartfelt introduction shares why I started this podcast, who it’s for, and what I hope you’ll find here—comfort, connection, and maybe even a little peace.
Whether your loss is fresh or years behind you, this is your space too. Let’s take the first step together.