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  • Haute Mess Episode 6: Good vs Evil

    Haute Mess Episode 6: Good vs Evil
    2025/05/08

    What do you believe is truly evil? Episode 6 discusses how our integrity and character is put to the test on on daily basis. On this episode I explain the issues surrounding having poor role models. I base alot of my philosophies using the teachings of Frederick Nieche, Aristotle, Socrates and more.

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    31 分
  • Haute Mess | S2 E1 : Catching Feelings, Triggers, PTSD, CPTSD & Psychosis, Self Harm & Coping Skills

    Haute Mess | S2 E1 : Catching Feelings, Triggers, PTSD, CPTSD & Psychosis, Self Harm & Coping Skills
    2024/08/28

    Enter the mind of the mentally ill and learn about: Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Genetic Factors & Genomes, Triggers, Blacking Out, Psychosis and learning to cope.

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    32 分
  • Haute Mess | Season 2: Trailer

    Haute Mess | Season 2: Trailer
    2024/08/27

    Follow me through a nervous breakdown and learning about CPTSD. Coming this season, I document re-entering society, applying coping skills and learning to love again while trying to avoid making a huge mess.

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    1 分
  • Haute Topic | You Can’t Pray Away Mental Illness • part deuces

    Haute Topic | You Can’t Pray Away Mental Illness • part deuces
    2024/08/24

    Haute Topics | Abortion, Religion, Political Parties, Who’s Running this Shit Show
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    41 分
  • Haute Topic | You Can't Pray Away Mental Illness • part one

    Haute Topic | You Can't Pray Away Mental Illness • part one
    2024/08/24
    Haute Topics | Sexual Morality, Shame, Dudes in Dresses
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    12 分
  • Episode 5 Part 1 | Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies

    Episode 5 Part 1 | Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies
    2024/08/23
    Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies
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    18 分
  • Haute Mess | Episode 4: How You Treat Me is Not a "Me" thing, it's a "You" thing

    Haute Mess | Episode 4: How You Treat Me is Not a "Me" thing, it's a "You" thing
    2024/08/23
    Once I began to research my diagnosis of Complex PTSD (CPTSD) I learned what an emotional memory was. I also learned what love wasn't. I had associated caring and loving someone with criticism. I learned how to be hard on myself and allow treatment that was hurtful in my life. I also had no idea that leaving it untreated could be so life threatening. See prologue Disclaimer: I am a mental health and suicide awareness advocate. I document my journey through my mental illness and self discovery. I remain as authentic and raw as I am expressing how I feel. If you listen you could learn something.
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    39 分
  • Haute Topic | I Feel Dead People

    Haute Topic | I Feel Dead People
    2022/10/26

    See Audio prologue for episode description: I Feel Dead People
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    11 分