Welcome to a chaotic little game we’re called Hot or Not where the takes are absolute, the rules are fake, and commitment is allegedly 100%. We run three rapid-fire rounds Everyday Life, Culture & Internet, and Relationships & Self and decide whether common trends deserve hype or a hard pass.

Expect spicy disagreements (Crocs, self-checkout lanes), a feral rant about vegan “cheese,” and a surprisingly thoughtful detour on minimalism (the art movement vs. the beige lifestyle brand). We also argue about sticker-bombed cars as community finding and admit that cold showers are just legal torture. In the Relationships round, we get honest about ghosting (context matters), the joy of having your partner as your lock screen, soft-launching on IG, and why sharing phone passcodes can feel either intimate or invasive, depending on the scars you’ve collected.

Hit play if you like big opinions, fast laughs, and zero fence sitting. Then tell us your own Hot/Not list. Bonus points if you can beat our 5-in-a-row streak without catching feelings.

Charlie Kirk was killed while answering a question about transgender mass shooters on the first stop of his “American Comeback Tour.” In those final moments, he repeated a lie, that trans people are a major driver of mass shootings even though they account for just 0.11% of such incidents over the past decade. Seconds later, gun violence. The very epidemic he defended claimed his life.

In this episode of So I Was Told, we cut through the selective outrage, the hypocrisy, and the pearl-clutching over “political violence.” This isn’t just politics. This is about mental health. PTSD, trauma, grief, fear — gun violence is a public health crisis. And when retribution comes, it won’t land first on the powerful, it will land, as always, on the margins: Black, brown, queer, and trans people.

Neutrality is a myth. Silence is consent. Which side are you on?

Sources for Show Notes

• Pew Research Center. What the data says about gun deaths in the U.S. (March 5, 2025).

• Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health. Guns remain leading cause of death for children and teens. (March 2024).

• The Daily Beast. Charlie Kirk was asked about mass shootings moments before assassination. (Sept 2025).

• People Magazine. Charlie Kirk was answering a question about gun violence when he was fatally shot. (Sept 2025).

• Wikipedia. List of mass shootings in the United States in 2025. (Accessed Sept 2025).

• The Times. Charlie Kirk: Who was he? (Sept 2025).

So I was told freedom is doing whatever you want, whenever you want. But what if that’s the biggest lie we’ve bought into?

In this episode, I break down how indulging in every craving doesn’t liberate us, it enslaves us. We’ll talk dopamine, addiction, and the “hedonic treadmill” that keeps our brains hooked. We’ll look at how capitalism profits from keeping us dissatisfied, why discipline is actually the key to agency, and how tying identity to desire leaves us emptier than ever.

I’ll weave in philosophy, modern neuroscience, and real-world stats from America’s trillion-dollar credit card debt to studies linking heavy social media use with anxiety and depression. And I’ll leave you with one question: if you can’t say no, are you really free?

Because indulgence feels like liberation in the moment, but long-term? It’s just a prettier set of chains.

Sources:

• Epictetus. Discourses. (c. 108 CE). — Stoic philosophy on freedom and self-mastery.

• Mischel, W., Shoda, Y., & Rodriguez, M. (1972). “Cognitive and attentional mechanisms in delay of gratification.” Journal of Personality and Social Psychology. — The original Stanford marshmallow experiment.

• Mischel, W., Shoda, Y., & Peake, P. (1988). “The nature of adolescent competencies predicted by preschool delay of gratification.” Journal of Personality and Social Psychology. — Long-term outcomes of delayed gratification.

• Schultz, W. (2018). “Reward prediction error.” Nature Neuroscience, 21(2). — Research on dopamine, tolerance, and addiction cycles.

• Twenge, J. M., & Campbell, W. K. (2009). The Narcissism Epidemic: Living in the Age of Entitlement. Free Press. — On indulgence, consumption, and mental health decline.

• Baudrillard, J. (1998). The Consumer Society: Myths and Structures. Sage. — On consumption and identity.

• Twenge, J. M., Haidt, J., & Campbell, W. K. (2023). “Trends in adolescent mental health and social media use.” JAMA Psychiatry. — Correlation between indulgence in social media and rising anxiety/depression.

• Federal Reserve Bank of New York. (2025). Quarterly Report on Household Debt and Credit. — U.S. credit card debt surpassing $1.13 trillion.