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  • APOKALYPSIS—The Unveiling.
    2025/01/21

    Hey there gorls and buys, I'm here to let the curtain fall. What might the revelation entailother than the absolute truth, of course? Well, you might just have to tune in to find out.


    Get ready to board a hyperspeed carriage powered by nocturnal rabbits from space—so, essentially, my own preferred mode of transportation. If you're not careful enough, you might be transformed by one of my powerful spells into a more gleeful and merry version of a human being, so caution is greatly advised.


    If you feel well prepared and have an hour to spare, then come along. Regret is not included in the safety package. For all other concerns—watch out and never stop looking up, cowboy. Love ya to the other side of the Milky Way. Stay joyful!

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    57 分
  • I'm Afraid. Are You?
    2024/10/22

    Most of what we do is motivated by a deep-seated desire for recognition, we try to get attention any which way we can. What happens when you don't succeed, though?

    Swiftly, you are outcast, shunned. And who wants to be the social failure, left behind? Motivated by fear of ridicule and mockery, we discard our authenticity. Popularity in exchange for vulnerability. What happens if you stop trying, though? What happens if you let go?

    I'm here to tell you that from the perspective of an almost friendless loner. Most days, I speak so little that my mouth grows thick with silence. At University, I sit alone, with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.

    By all accounts, I should be ashamed of my position. After all, I have failed to prove my worth, socially speaking that is. However, I disagree; I have made the choice to prefer my own company over that of people who cannot appreciate me anyway.

    And if my confession of isolation makes you feel uncomfortable, that's okay. I'm terrified to admit to it if that helps. And yet, I do it regardless of the fear--I do it in the hopes of reaching someone who relates. If you happen to be that someone, I promise you it's alright.

    All the fear does is protect you, you do not have to let it take control. You can choose to focus on love, instead. That's where my hope comes from. In the end, it's all about love, everything is. And you are so very loved, always.

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    1 時間 5 分
  • Nothing In Nature Lives For Itself.
    2024/09/16
    You were brought into this world screaming and gasping for air. Defense- and helpless, only the warmth of others enabled your survival. It's time to appreciate life, yourself, your strenghts and abilities, despite all that you perceive to be lacking. What you make of your time is up to you now. You're alive--that's a miracle, not punishment; try to make the best of it. P.S.: I love you.
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    58 分
  • Be. Bored.
    2024/08/10
    This episode is sooo booooring. Or maybe that's just your initial perception of it. Tune it to find out what I mean by boredom and why I deem it more than necessary for soul survival in our ever-rapidly changing "live fast, die young" centered society. Don't be scared to lean into boredom, see where it leads you. Maybe, just maybe, you'll even learn to like it.
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    46 分
  • Rectifying a Shattered Identity
    2024/06/10
    I'm back. I'm real. I'm talking. This time there's no script to hide behind. No research to share. Just thoughts. For 37 minutes straight. I hope you're prepared for authenticity; I don't know if I am. But I sure know that I have to do exactly the things that scare me most. Enjoy!
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    38 分
  • The Importance of Witness & The Price of Beauty
    2023/11/14
    I'm back!! After a much needed break, I have returned with a discursive episode covering the topics of witness and beauty. I mention and deal with multiple interesting concepts such as bacterial behaviour, a quick history of graffiti, the convention of wearing pants, prison reform ideas, the senseless gendering of emotions, and much, much more. I recommend you get comfy prior to tuning in to this week's episode of my revived and revamped approach to my podcast. And as a sort of bonus I have incorporated a little interactive element you get to participate in relatively towards the end so make sure to prepare yourself mentally (it only takes about ten seconds, though, don't worry!) I sure hope you enjoy it and maybe even learn a thing or two :)
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    47 分
  • The Necessity of Struggle
    2023/07/04
    In this episode, I try a new approach and go with the flow of my thoughts. They take me from the complicated world of online dating to the struggles artists endure and back to an exploration of freedom. All of my ramblings tie into the theme of struggle. Hopefully, you won't struggle to follow me along on my exploration of the difficulties of personal growth though!
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    21 分
  • Connection in the Digital Age
    2023/06/13
    This was a real struggle to get through! Similar to the struggle 'chronically online' people face when trying to connect to others and the offline world. In this episode, I dive deep into the rising trend of exclusionary tactics used by certain Internet users and examine the reasons behind the tendencies I deem dangerous. I even conclude with a little piece of advice that, surely, most of you have encountered by now—touch some grass, people!
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    15 分