Most of what we do is motivated by a deep-seated desire for recognition, we try to get attention any which way we can. What happens when you don't succeed, though?

Swiftly, you are outcast, shunned. And who wants to be the social failure, left behind? Motivated by fear of ridicule and mockery, we discard our authenticity. Popularity in exchange for vulnerability. What happens if you stop trying, though? What happens if you let go?

I'm here to tell you that from the perspective of an almost friendless loner. Most days, I speak so little that my mouth grows thick with silence. At University, I sit alone, with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company.

By all accounts, I should be ashamed of my position. After all, I have failed to prove my worth, socially speaking that is. However, I disagree; I have made the choice to prefer my own company over that of people who cannot appreciate me anyway.

And if my confession of isolation makes you feel uncomfortable, that's okay. I'm terrified to admit to it if that helps. And yet, I do it regardless of the fear--I do it in the hopes of reaching someone who relates. If you happen to be that someone, I promise you it's alright.

All the fear does is protect you, you do not have to let it take control. You can choose to focus on love, instead. That's where my hope comes from. In the end, it's all about love, everything is. And you are so very loved, always.