EPISODE 9

From therapy sessions, no accountability, and many masks dropping, I entered the darkest period of my life (besides what i have going on with my kids currently)

WARNING some explicit language

Episode 8

Mind games and bread crumbing were insane. Don't know why I fell for it, but trauma bonding is a thing.

Not many probably know that we were working things out.

Thanks for listening...AJ

EPISODE 7 PART 6

Hopefully, this makes sense.

The self-doubt.

The realization that you were so isolated from everyone.

The fact that what you knew and researched about a person's behavior was on point, but way worse than you thought.

The shitstorm you were left to deal with at work and home.

Thanks-AJ

Delusions crumbled only for Moby to create new delusions.

Panic in an abusive narcissist is more insane than normal.

Apologies for breaking down about my kids and the panda btw.

EPISODE 7 PART 3

I ignored all my spidey-senses and ended up being right. Typical.

Things got more delusional and apparent all at once. Cheating confirmed.

Sabotage, mind games, and more...oh my!

This contains ** explicit language ** my apologies, my sailor mouth came out a little bit.

Thanks for listening,

AJ

Part 2 of Episode 7

Odd behaviors began...

If it happens while you sleep, it is a violation.

This is part 2 of going downhill

Abusive narc and his other odd behaviors...the patterns never end.

it's a little humiliating in a sense, but I do not want to make anyone uncomfortable.

this contains explicit language and I talk about intimacy...odd things that never happened until over a decade into our relationship.

Recap of marriage counseling avoidance, delusions, loss of control and more...

Apologies for my amazing song intro I did at the beginning...

the delusions and illusions were strong with this one

This Episode 7 will come in parts as it is lengthy

Thanks for listening

💜 AJ