Not a beginning
a return.

To the version of you
that never fully left,
just waited.

The soil remembers.
Even when you forget.

This is where you come back
to tend, to heal,
to grow… differently this time.

Setting boundaries has never been difficult for me, but sticking to those boundaries I set well that's a different story. Sharing some recent disconnections I've had to make on this journey of healing, and the degree of hurt and pain in that. But instead of looking at the things that have brought me absolute heartache, I have changed my perception from questioning my higher power to now finding the beauty within myself from such horrific times. So the question I raise now is WHY NOT ME? God has put me in some positions that caused me to feel low, but every time I have found my way so I no longer question what comes along in this journey. I embrace it because I was built for this, I am built for this. Please find beauty in the darkest times because would you be who you are today? Hopefully, you are proud of who you are, and it took some of those dark times for you to see just how beautiful those scars truly are.