the blessing of difficult people:

we have it all backwards. it's like the gym. without struggle you can't increase strength. as gets easier, you increase the struggle to get stronger. adding resistance isn't being mean, it's supporting strength gain. Earth is a gym, sometimes hard sometimes easy but it's a workout here, not a spa.

real foundation of all spiritual practices is to see god in all, and feel love. everything is a part of the creator.

Happy is to wake up to true nature: and may all the beings in all the worlds be happy.

How love the unlovable.

• "treat them as yours". if cranky old man, they are your cranky old man.
• A movie without a villain has no conflict, and messes up the hero that we love. There has to be the villains. these 'bad' people are the heavy weights for training. sometimes you can't appreciate them, but you can appreciate that they play the 'bad guy' really well in this play of life.
• Need catalyst to move past unknown limitations. having 'bad' people to forgive is what gives us the forgiveness workouts. Now the greatest enemy becomes greatest teacher. "Don't hate me when I show up as an enemy, I have paid a large price for this for you." - Baba.

When God looks, all god sees is God.

What we call "bad karma" gives us the greatest opportunity to grow. What we call "good karma" often sets us back the most. Backwards for most.

What Would Jesus Do? in each situation what would god have me do? Engage as much as you can stay compassionate. Increase the time as long as you can stay compassionate and loving. Don't go until engage in attack/fear. This is the workout.

3/13/25 notes.

Frequency based decisions . There is not a right political platform . In mind field frequency is mine detector

- use mind. use divinity.

- mind contains all the info you remember.

- subconscious mind contains all info in whole life and previous lives, but has a slant on info due to programming. this programming can be set when before you recall.

- super conscious mind. in contact with god.

- how tell? it's the frequency. super conscious is high frequency, no fear/anger/resentment.

- Before go to bed, ask the question, feel into the question, go to bed and wake up and if the answer feels good without negative feelings then that's it.

- To hear clearly, have to be unattached

- energy flows where attention goes.

- Content. not when desires achieved and problems solved. it's just being in the moment, not pulled to past, or wishing a future, just being in present. Ancient sage in India living in woods eating bugs and content.

- Alexander the Great went to test the sage. he sends a tester and says the sage has to come to palace and Sage says no. The tester was instructed to take his head if he said no, the sage 'take it". That was Alexander's test, and so he knew he was a sage, and the rep left and told without killing and Alexander went to the sage knowing he was real.

- non-attachment is the key, but how get there? imagine all the accomplish and exam desire and ask "and then what"? to see that the desire is not what fulfills. and do the same with releasing fears. do the same 'and then what' with all our fears, "worst case scenario planning", be ok with the worst. diminish power.

- desire you can accomplish is the same coin different side of suffering/anguish.

- High thinking. Simple living.

- Less luggage makes the travel a delight. - Baba

- If not attached the stuff isn't heavy luggage.

- Do spiritual practices as long as you are breathing. - Baba.

- Classic religions have you practice 3 times a day, because the river of the world carries you down stream fast, swept away and miserable.

Instrument Flying: how to be happy on path of devotion.

Path of devotion is path of the heart. All things are manifestations of god. If don't have love for god, what do you love? Love mom? then love everything like mom, and know that is a sliver of the love of god. build the feeling of love in your heart for the creator and all the creation, extensions of creator. Hold loving frequency as much as can.

Path of wisdom is path of mind. harder. If can't hold frequency, you can use mind, talk to your self and reframe. Like our A/B topic, the A just to get you to presence, to Love. Use the adoption of new concepts, which is mind, to shift and go back to the heart.

Part 1. shift to higher vibrational state.

Part 2. then keep by shift concept of reality by keeping all experience neutral or positive by "this too is god".

Part 3. instrument flying: don't need to look out the window in plane can look at the instruments, even in dark, with no visuals. in life, get to where we don't need to use normal human senses, as feelings / vibration stay high, and you engage to keep them high.

If something knocks you off your instruments, feelings/vibration lowers, just like a pilot you need to correct for it. The Law of One this is the discipline of the personality. Hidden Hand this is working on self.

The lower feelings is your subconscious mind giving you a change to clean up of past programming. "Master your mind and become a mastermind." There are random lower vibrations that may not make sense, but you see them by vibration lowering. Pay attention, and forgive/let go of whatever that is coming up in order to work out that past blockage you weren't aware of. The higher your state the more you will notice and not like a lower vibrational state. You'll be more sensitive. What you didn't notice before now is unbearably miserable.

Good Year Blimp: when ties/weights are released, it naturally floats up. When we cut these old beliefs, we naturally drift up in vibration. Believing and seeing nothing but god is a very high state.

Key is to not get upset about being upset. just notice, forgive, and try a new concept and shift back to the heart when you can.

Better Concepts, Better Experience

Using better concepts as shortcut to Liberation part 2 where we talk about then the mental techniques of dealing with the stresses of everyday life that allows you to hold beingness far more easily otherwise it's impossible.

i am infinite love having a david experience. say with feeling, so need to slow down.

get into that peaceful state and then move slow to try to keep it when you move!

as you raise your frequency you pull away from the everyday world. How do I hold onto high frequency? Once we learn to balance there are experiences that come to try to knock us off balance, which helps us fine tune our skills. More sill at holding our over all frequency trends up.

Here's concepts to correct to help us keep high frequency.

1. Everything is from god/a blessing. There are no accidents.
2. Forgive (let go judgements)
3. Positive Attitude. It's not positive icing on a giant crap cake, but all day in all thoughts be positive.
4. Accept where I am and what is and they are as it is. Then after accept make things just a little better, baby steps consistently done are better.
5. This too/this person is god/is perfect. not "god is in there somewhere", not bad but better "this is a manifestation of God." Jesus, "not impressed by loving those who love you. no, love those who hate you."
6. It's a big play in god's consciousness, each character being played by the one consciousness. So don't be mad at the bad guy for playing the bad guy perfectly! That's their job right now, and it's god who is pulling the strings.

How to Love the Unlovable - Talks on God with David

• Loving the unlovable. See them as incredible actors, and still expressions of God.
• love those who hate. teachers. reveal my judgments.
• every action movie there is a really good bad guy. you can say, "wow that actor is such a believable bad guy, he is doing great!". we can do that for our bad guys too. we need people to play the bad guys or the show doesn't work. you can thank them if you see it this way. Don't try to see the good, just see how good of a bad guy they are playing. they have fully embodied their role, like a pro. Don't push aside dung to see a clean spot below, just appreciate the pile of manure.

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Shortcut to liberation.

liberation: fully awakening to true nature of reality.

• it's the grace of god to even have interest in liberation.
• See brother as the same gives you all things. Identity with the whole Sonship is first step to identity as god.
• Giving is Accepting is Knowing God.
• thinking God and your brother as 'another' 'out there' keeps you stuck in ego.
• all suffering and confusion comes from separate ego's impossible struggle to survive.
• shortcut: project your consciousness to highest point in kingdom. Phowa - technique that was kept secret.
• Baba says this is secret:
• Gayatri. give up all practices but don't give this one. youtube "Sai Baba chants the gayatri".
• Baba says Gayatri is summation of Vedas (sacred scriptures of India).
• Head, heart and request. the request is what god wants to give you right now.
• Gayatri parts:
• Acknowledge god who is everywhere.
• Who is everything, I thank you.
• I meditate on your divine light/effulgence. I see you.
• Awaken me completely to this. I am you.
• Only mantra: "I am god. I am no different than god."
• this is deeper way of Gayatri line "I meditate on your divine light.
• DAvid Icke, "I am infinite awareness having a human experience."
• activating the mind to free is activating Maya, which is the belief in separation. so the mind nor Maya can free you, because the real You is already free.
• Garden of eden. before knowledge of good evil, everything was easy. after they got judgment and made everything hard. the judgment is what makes things difficult.

Head in sky. Feet on ground.

- Dual Nature -

- we are a piece of god but in a body.

- the part in me that wants right, good, fair. The part that is separate and needs and wants and gets, that is separate.

- physical body is loud yell. subtle body is soft, quiet whisper. the body is a wild animal needing tamed to have as an obedient pet. WE have lots of animal tendencies we need to learn to control.

- Baba said, our job is to be fully human. Baba asked, How define fully human? He said, Well like Jesus.

- Instead of "I am angry", recognize "my body has anger". treat the body, separate identity with love and kindness, like loving a horse you want to win over.

- Be gentle, firm and scientific. learn and change from mistakes. Self examination.

- how about letting the animal be and just associating with the self/spirit? Tune into divinity, higher frequency and you will get inspired to do this or that. It's not about meditating to be with god, then get up and do life like the devil. It's raising frequency so everything changes, even in physical world.

- have a problem. get quiet and see what comes to you.

- spiritual path: keep head in the sky but feet on the ground.

- head in sky ex: all the universe is just perception.

- Feet on ground ex: forgiving and having a tough conversation. key is finding the joy of the challenges of life on the ground, like enjoying a challenging game.

- Enjoy the adventure of the growth of being human.

giving is receiving