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back from the borderline

back from the borderline

著者: mollie adler
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I don’t want to talk to your personality; I want to talk to your soul. Imagine if your most painful and debilitating mental health symptoms and self-sabotaging behaviors aren’t evidence of 'disorder' or 'dysfunction', but adaptive strategies that once kept you safe. My goal is to help you shift from asking ‘What’s wrong with me?’ to ‘What happened to me?’


The word ‘borderline’ in this podcast has nothing to do with psychiatric labels. It has everything to do with coming back from the inner psychological brink we all experience.


Everyone has found themselves on the edge, in that liminal space where the old self falls apart and the new Self emerges. Here, we explore what it means to undergo true emotional alchemy: that ancient and primordial process of falling apart, confronting the underworld of our psyche, and falling back together into someone stronger, wiser, and more whole.


Many highly sensitive people who identify with the seemingly never-ending list of diagnostic mental health labels contained within ‘the bible of psychiatry’ (the DSM) share the same underlying sense of being irreparably broken, disconnected from their intuition, and paralyzed by life’s existential questions. I believe the resulting—and perfectly understandable—chronic feelings of emptiness and spiritual starvation are the TRUE causes of our current collective ‘mental health crisis.’


Together, we’ll dive into depth psychology, mythology, human consciousness, critical psychiatry, and the impact of trauma to help you begin the process of emotional alchemy. This exploration will help you get to the root cause of your suffering and free yourself from the toxic shame, limiting beliefs, and mental programming that have kept you locked in the chains of your past.


In an era where mental health and spirituality are too often commercialized, I’m not here as a guru with a quick fix to sell you. I don’t believe anyone is ever truly ‘healed’ or ‘cured.’ There is no return to some mythical state of pre-trauma purity, but rather a continuous spiral of unbecoming, unlearning, and transformation. As a fellow seeker, I will be there in your ear, walking alongside you on your path toward wholeness as a sort of parasocial big sister. That, I can promise.


By integrating the concepts we explore together, you’ll begin to see that anyone—even you—can come back from the borderline.


CRAVING MORE? Visit backfromtheborderline.com to dive into my universe, connect with me, access my Patreon, and discover more about my journey and work. Don’t forget to follow Back from the Borderline so new episodes on Tuesdays and Thursdays automatically drop into your podcast feed.

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mollie adler
スピリチュアリティ 個人的成功 心理学 心理学・心の健康 自己啓発 衛生・健康的な生活
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  • you can’t domesticate venus: sex, power, and the archetypes running your life with dr. laurence hillman
    2025/07/22

    Psychological astrologer Dr. Laurence Hillman returns to the podcast for a rare, unfiltered conversation on desire, danger, and the archetypal forces that shape our lives beneath the surface. We dive deep into the myth of Persephone, the shadow of the lover archetype, and the cultural fear of Hades from both a literal and symbolic perspective. We also explore why we are drawn to unsafe situations even when our intuition warns us, how we mistake power for love, and what it means to become conscious of the gods we’re enacting, whether or not we realize it.


    With vulnerability and precision, the episode moves through themes like female rites of passage, the erotic pull of the underworld, religious repression, motherhood, aesthetic agency, and what it takes to keep Venus alive in a domesticated world. Laurence speaks to the difference between being “done by” archetypal forces and learning to work with them intentionally. Together, we sketch a vision of spiritual adulthood that doesn’t rely on victimhood or ego, but an embodied middle way. If you’re craving a conversation that cuts through noise and speaks directly to your inner alchemist, look no further.


    In this episode, you’ll learn:


    • How female desire gets distorted in a culture that represses both eros and complexity
    • The difference between Venus as beauty and Venus as a living energy that must be consciously welcomed into our lives
    • How to begin working with archetypal forces as active co-creators
    • Why collective fear of depth shows up as purity culture, repression, and spiritual bypassing
    • What it means to bring erotic presence back into long-term love and partnership
    • How unresolved desire turns into performance, numbness, or compulsive reenactment
    • Why Laurence says, “You can’t domesticate Venus,” and what that truth asks of us
    • The difference between trauma reenactment and a descent journey that leads to wisdom
    • How archetypal astrology reveals our hidden patterns and invites us into symbolic adulthood
    • What it looks like to reimagine spirituality beyond binaries of sin vs. virtue, ego vs. victim, lust vs. love


    → Connect with Laurence and dive into his work at laurencehillman.com.

    Click here to listen to my first conversation with Laurence or search “Show Me Your Scars and I’ll Show You How Deep You Are” on your favorite podcast player to find the episode.


    Unlock my FULL ARCHIVE of members-only content + Patreon exclusives:


    PATHWORK → Monthly self-inquiry prompts to turn insight into transformation.

    THE CONSCIOUSNESS STREAM → Raw, unfiltered deep dives.

    THE DEEP CUT → Structured breakdowns of esoteric + psychological themes.

    BONUS EPISODES + RESOURCES → Hundreds of hours of hidden gems.


    Start exploring right now for FREE and see everything waiting for you at backfromtheborderline.com.

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    1 時間 30 分
  • your whole childhood wasn’t bad: the danger of “all-trauma” narratives
    2025/07/17

    Many of us find healing through learning about trauma - especially childhood emotional neglect, dysfunctional family systems, and the lasting impact of parental misattunement. That language can bring relief, perspective, and a sense of validation. But over time, it can also shape how we remember the past in ways we don’t always notice.In this episode, I explore how the process of trauma recovery can quietly distort memory, leading us to overlook the real moments of joy, connection, and care that existed alongside the pain.


    I share my own experience of getting stuck in the all-trauma lens, how that shaped my identity for a while, and what it took to begin the slow (and painful) process of moving into emotional adulthood. We’ll talk about the difference between trauma literacy and trauma identification, the psychology of memory and how it works, and why psychological integration requires remembering both what hurt and what didn’t.


    This conversation also looks at how cultural narratives around severance, no-contact, and scapegoating parents can become another form of stuckness. I reflect on what it means to truly grow up (spiritually, emotionally, and relationally) and how remembering the good doesn’t erase the harm. The ability to hold complexity is a true marker of healing.


    What You’ll Learn in This Episode:


    • How trauma content can quietly reshape your memories over time
    • Why emotional adulthood means holding grief and joy at the same time
    • The difference between trauma literacy and trauma identification
    • How cutoff culture online encourages black-and-white thinking about family
    • What Jung’s “divine child” archetype can teach us about growing up
    • Why remembering good memories is part of psychological integration
    • How over-identifying with pain can drain relationships, creativity, and self-trust
    • Why spiritual maturity requires an aspect of contradiction


    ✧ WANT THE FULL EPISODE? ✧ Every other week, I release extended, premium episodes exclusively on Patreon. If you’ve found value in what you’ve heard so far, you can unlock the full version by visiting patreon.com/backfromtheborderline. Just search the episode title and dive in. This podcast is how I support my family. It’s my full-time work. Aside from a few dynamically inserted ads, it’s made possible ENTIRELY by listener support. I already share hours of free content each week, and premium episodes like this help me keep going without having to sell out my voice. If you believe in the value of this work, joining my Patreon is the most direct way to sustain it. Pro Tip: iPhone users should sign up through a browser (Safari or Chrome) to avoid Apple’s extra fees.

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    26 分
  • disordered desire: performing connection, numbing pleasure, forgetting yourself
    2025/07/15

    Desire is meant to be a creative force. Something within us that fuels connection, expression, intimacy, and imagination. But for many of us, that force has been warped and inverted. That means instead of feeling energized by what we want, we chase it compulsively. We convince ourselves that attention + intensity = love. In the process, we end up exhausted, numb, or locked into patterns that THINK are passionate but instead is just living in survival mode.


    In this episode, we explore what happens when desire becomes distorted and when it stops being life-GIVING and starts serving the parts of us that are still trying to EARN love, safety, or power. We move beyond diagnostic frameworks and into a more symbolic, metaphysical approach that treats desire as something sacred, but easily rerouted through hunger, grief, or unmet developmental needs.


    Together, we’ll walk through three common distortions of desire: the hungry ghost self, which seeks constant romantic highs and external validation; the aestheticized self, which curates identity as performance and confuses visibility with intimacy; and the numb hedonist, who turns to pleasure not to feel more, but to feel less. You’ll see that these aren’t character flaws or signs that something is inherently wrong with you, they’re merely coping strategies built from pain.


    Along the way, we’ll draw from esoteric traditions like the Tree of Life, archetypes like Dionysus and Apollo, and depth psychology’s view of the daimon as the inner force that carries both our gifts and our grief. You’ll learn how distorted desire is a pattern. And the thing about patterns is that they can be recognized, interrupted, and re-aligned.

    This conversation invites you to trace your desires back to their source and ask what they’ve been trying to TELL you. Not in the language of performance or perfection, but in the quiet truth of what you’ve longed for all along.


    If you’ve ever felt addicted to intensity, emotionally flat from too much pleasure, or caught in the loop of wanting what harms you, this episode offers a new framework that doesn’t shame desire, but helps you reclaim it.


    GO DEEPER WITH HUNDREDS OF BONUS EPISODES + WEEKLY PATHWORK PROMPTS.


    Unlock my FULL ARCHIVE of members-only content + Patreon exclusives:


    PATHWORK → Weekly self-inquiry prompts to turn insight into transformation.

    THE CONSCIOUSNESS STREAM → Raw, unfiltered deep dives.

    THE DEEP CUT → Structured breakdowns of esoteric + psychological themes.

    BONUS EPISODES + RESOURCES → Hundreds of hours of hidden gems.


    Start exploring right now for FREE and see everything waiting for you at backfromtheborderline.com.


    Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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    1 時間 45 分

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