Everyone remembers their first love. The one who taught you about connection, shaped your future, and left an impression. But what happens when that person becomes a central figure in a high-profile murder investigation, broadcast on national television as part of 'Million Dollar Murders'?

In this deeply personal and unflinching Episode 5 of True Crime Diaries: Births, Deaths, and Murders Close to Me, join me as I peel back the layers of a devastating crime and its unexpected ties to my past. From teenage sweethearts to a rekindled romance in our twenties, we built dreams together. Now, he's a 'person of interest' in a case that continues to baffle police.

Before the headlines, before the public speculation, there was just us. This is the untold story of a life intertwined with a shocking crime, exploring the complexities of love, loss, and the devastating reach of true crime into the most intimate parts of our lives. You won't want to miss this one.

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What happens when a notorious past collides with a legacy of cultural defiance? This week on "Murders Close to Me," I share a story that hits incredibly close to home: the life of Gordon Syron, my grandmother's former partner, and one of Australia's most significant Aboriginal artists. Born in 1941, Gordon's path took a dramatic turn in 1972 with a murder conviction linked to an intense family land dispute – a case that became a powerful symbol of injustice with an all-white jury denying him fair representation.

You'll hear about his decade in the brutal Long Bay Gaol, where he unexpectedly transformed, teaching himself to paint and forging a powerful artistic voice. From his iconic "Judgment by His Peers" to his tireless work as an activist and educator, Gordon used his art as a fierce weapon against terra nullius and systemic racism.

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In episode 3 of the true crime diaries birth deaths and murder near me I share a deeply personal and chilling story that was haunting me for years it is the tale of Faouzi Abou- Jibal, a man with a dark past and connections to Sydney's notorious criminal Underworld. one fateful night I was invited to hang out with him expecting a relaxed evening but I instead narrowly avoided witnessing a brutal murder that he committed join me as I confront this harrowing experience and explore the depths of Sydney's criminal world.#truecrime #australia #RobinNassour#faouzi #gang #bikie #underworld #ibrahim#GeorgeNassour #Chiswick #murder #2006 #faouziAbou-Jibal #MoudiTajjour#kingofthecross #Nassour #fatpizza #2005 #murdersclosetome #killed #stabbing #secrets #mrrc #cantfighthefate #meoc

EPISODE 2 A deep dive on the life and crimes of Scott May born and bred in the inner West suburb of Balmain. We grew up in the same area and our parents were close as adults we established a good friendship I learned in the end that I respected him and still do.

Please remember that these opinions are my own, and I encourage anyone with more information or corrections to reach out to me. I am always open to learning more about these cases and ensuring accuracy in my content. It's essential to respect the victims, their families, and the facts surrounding each case.

If you or someone you know has been affected by these crimes or has any insights to share, I welcome you to join me on the podcast. Just email me at Ludus909@gmail.com and let me know if you'd like to share your perspective.

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This is a story that has stayed with me for nearly three decades. It's a story about a place I know well, a seemingly peaceful corner of Sydney called Balmain. But on a quiet September evening in 1997, that peace was shattered by a shocking crime – the murder of Pauline Gillard.

Pauline wasn't just a name in the headlines for me. She was my grandmother's best friend. I remember visiting her home, the kindness in her eyes, the laughter in her voice. Just days before her death, I was there, a teenager enjoying a simple afternoon, completely unaware of the tragedy that was about to unfold.

This isn't just a recounting of a cold case. This is personal. Join me as we delve into the details of Pauline's murder, the initial investigation that yielded no answers, and the unsettling revelations of the coronial inquest – a process that pointed to a possible motive and even a suspect, yet ultimately left the mystery unsolved.

We'll hear about the unwavering determination of Pauline's daughter, Karen, whose powerful words for people to go home to hug their mothers and her fight for justice will stay with you. And I'll share my own memories of Pauline and the chilling realization that the danger surrounding her murder might have unknowingly touched my own life.

This is the story of a quiet life violently ended, a community left in shock, and a family's enduring search for truth. This is the haunting of Balmain. Stay with us.

Ludus investigates the unsolved 1997 murder of Pauline Gillard in Balmain, Sydney. We explore the facts of the case, the ongoing investigation, and the search for justice. This podcast aims to present a respectful and factual account of this complex crime.

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Nearly three decades ago, the peaceful Sydney suburb of Balmain was shattered by the murder of Pauline Gillard. For me, this wasn't just a headline – Pauline was my grandmother's best friend. I remember her warmth, her laughter, and visiting her home just days before her death. This is personal. Join me as we delve into the unsolved 1997 murder of Pauline Gillard. We'll explore the initial investigation, the revealing coronial inquest, and the unwavering determination of her daughter, Karen. I'll also share my own memories, and the chilling realization that the danger surrounding her murder might have unknowingly touched my own life. Ludus investigates the unsolved 1997 murder of Pauline Gillard in Balmain, Sydney. We explore the facts of the case, the ongoing investigation, and the search for justice.

This podcast aims to present a respectful and factual account of this complex crime. The thoughts and opinions in this podcast are my own and based on what I know to be true. PaulineGillard, BalmainMurder, UnsolvedMurder, SydneyCrime, AustralianCrime, LudusPodcast

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Music Credit:

Music: Ride On' written and performed by OHK

Bonus information on the 1997 murder of Pauline Gillard

We've talked about the investigation, the inquest, the chilling possibility of mistaken identity. But there's something else, a detail that makes the idea of a mix-up even more disturbing. And that detail lies in the physical descriptions of Pauline and Maria.

Pauline Gillard was a short, curvy woman with blonde hair. Maria, her former daughter in law, was a slender size eight, with olive skin and long, dark hair. The idea that a hitman, allegedly Joe Agostino, could have mistaken these two women is almost unbelievable. The physical differences are stark.

Think about it. Pauline, a loving grandmother, playing a handheld computer game in her bedroom on that fateful evening of September 18, 1997. Six gunshots, close range. A life extinguished. And the theory is, it wasn't even meant for her.

We know from the inquest that Neal Gioa WANTED CUSTODY OF HIS DAUGHTER AND CUSTODY OF HIS DAUGHTER !

But again, the physical differences between Pauline and Maria make this "mistake" so hard to fathom. How could someone, hired to kill, get it so wrong? It adds another layer of darkness to this already tragic story #truecrime #paulinegillard #murder #sydney