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  • What to Do When You’re Mad at God and Life Keeps Hurting

    What to Do When You’re Mad at God and Life Keeps Hurting
    2026/08/26

    If you’ve been asking:

    Where is God in my pain?
    How do I forgive someone who hurt me?
    How do I get consistent with the Bible?
    Why is my rebuilding taking so long?

    This episode is for you.

    Because God is not asleep on the job.
    He has not forgotten you.
    And you do not have to hide your questions from Him.

    Watch the full episode on YouTube.com/@tonijcollier and leave your question for Part 2.

    Special thanks to Our Daily Bread Ministries + God Hears Her for sponsoring the Still Coloring Podcast. Be sure to watch Toni’s Unshakeable Moxie Bible study series for free through this link: https://go.odb.org/broken-crayons-moxie

    Broken crayons still color. 🖍️

    If this episode encouraged you, share it with a friend who needs it.

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    31 分
  • You Don't Need More Goals--you Need a Reset with God

    You Don't Need More Goals--you Need a Reset with God
    2026/08/19

    What if you don’t need another goal…you just need a reset?

    In this episode of the Still Coloring Podcast, Toni sits down with certified Christian health coach and Healthy by Heather Brown host Heather Brown for a practical, faith-filled conversation about caring for your mind, body, and soul without turning health into another exhausting thing to achieve.

    Heather shares the framework behind her new book, The Sunday Reset, and challenges us to stop letting life simply happen to us and start intentionally building our weeks with God.

    Together, Toni and Heather talk about finding your “why” for health, meal planning, movement, mental health, stress, consistency, grief, anxiety, surrender, and why getting healthy should be less about looking a certain way and more about having the capacity to live the life God has called you to.

    Heather also leads Toni through a practical breathing exercise for stress—and y’all, Toni almost ended the podcast to go take a nap. 😂

    One of the biggest reminders from this conversation?

    We may not have the power to stop life from being hard, but we can create more capacity in our bodies to hold the hard.

    This episode is for the woman who is tired of starting over, setting goals she cannot sustain, running herself into the ground, or constantly trying to move faster than God.

    Maybe you don’t need to completely reinvent your life.

    Maybe you just need to reset it with God.

    Pre-order Heather Brown’s new book The Sunday Reset and access her bonus reset and meal-planning resources through this link: https://mylifewellloved.com/

    Be sure to follow Heather and listen to the Healthy by Heather Brown podcast wherever you listen to podcasts.

    And special thanks to our Still Coloring Podcast sponsor Our Daily Bread Ministries. Watch Toni’s Unshakeable Moxie Bible study series for FREE through the link here: https://go.odb.org/broken-crayons-moxie

    Watch the full Still Coloring Podcast on YouTube and follow @stillcoloringpod and @tonijcollier for more.

    Share this episode with a friend who has been holding everything together and needs permission to stop, breathe, and reset.

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  • What If You Obey God…and Your Life Still Doesn’t Get Better?

    What If You Obey God…and Your Life Still Doesn’t Get Better?
    2026/08/12
    Access the Unshakable Moxie video bible study, featuring Toni Collier here (for free!)! https://go.odb.org/broken-crayons-moxie To financially support Toni's ministry, donate here: https://shorturl.at/GsH9y What happens when you’ve been faithful to God… and your life still falls apart? In this episode of the Still Coloring Podcast, Toni sits down with preacher, author, and podcaster **Brenda Palmer** for an honest conversation about church hurt, betrayal, rebuilding your life, surrender, and following Jesus when obedience doesn’t produce the outcome you expected. Brenda shares the devastating story of experiencing betrayal inside a church community that felt like family—and why that pain ultimately pushed her **deeper into God instead of away from Him**. Because sometimes we believe: *I prayed.* *I obeyed.* *I did the right thing.* *So surely God is going to make this work out. * But what happens when He doesn’t? Brenda shares how her life didn’t immediately get better after choosing God. She moved across the country, slept on an air mattress, went almost a year without a job, received government assistance, battled depression, and had to rebuild nearly everything. And somewhere in the rebuilding, she learned something that stopped Toni in her tracks: **Surrender isn’t how we convince God to do something for us. Surrender is our response to what He has already done.** WHEW. 😭 If you’ve ever thought: **“God, I did everything right. Why did You still let this happen?” ** This episode is for you. Because obedience isn’t ultimately about what you get on the other side. **It’s about the God you meet along the way.** 📖 **ABOUT BRENDA** Brenda Palmer is a preacher, author, podcaster, and the author of *The Journey of Yes: The Everyday Adventure of Radical Obedience*. Find Brenda’s book wherever books are sold and search **Brenda Palmer** in the Bible App for her devotional. Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollierSupport the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheetShop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collierConnect with Toni: Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollierPodcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpodFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoniNewsletter: ToniJCollier.com/NewsletterWebsite: ToniJCollier.comPurchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBrPurchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xDPurchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    41 分
  • How to Rebuild Your Life When Everything Falls Apart

    How to Rebuild Your Life When Everything Falls Apart
    2026/08/05
    As we kick off Season 10 of the Still Coloring Podcast, we're opening the book of Nehemiah to discover a powerful truth: God doesn't just rebuild walls... He rebuilds people. In this episode, Toni shares three biblical principles for rebuilding your life with moxie and resilience: • Stop mourning what was without abandoning what could be. • Rebuild one brick at a time. • Protect what God is rebuilding. If you've been wondering whether healing is still possible for you, let this be your reminder that your story isn't over. God is still in the business of restoration, and even if all you see is rubble today, He knows how to build something beautiful from it. Your broken crayons still color. Scripture: Nehemiah 1–4 This episode is sponsored by Our Daily Bread Ministries. Be sure to check out the free Unshakable Moxie Bible study series featuring incredible stories of women who refused to quit. Visit the link in the show notes to watch. Support Toni's ministry: https://shorturl.at/GsH9y Audio-only pod version: https://pod.link/1627335605 Subscribe to the podcast newsletter: https://tinyurl.com/stillcoloringpod Follow Toni Collier on Instagram: https://instagram.com/tonijcollier Follow the podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod/ For bookings: https://www.tonijcollier.com/booktoni Other resources can be found at tonijcollier.com Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier Support the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheet Shop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collier Connect with Toni: Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollier Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoni Newsletter: ToniJCollier.com/Newsletter Website: ToniJCollier.com Purchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBr Purchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xD Purchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollierSupport the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheetShop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collierConnect with Toni: Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollierPodcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpodFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoniNewsletter: ToniJCollier.com/NewsletterWebsite: ToniJCollier.comPurchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBrPurchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xDPurchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    33 分
  • When You’re in the Wilderness, Pray This

    When You’re in the Wilderness, Pray This
    2026/07/29

    What do you pray when life feels dry, dark, exhausting, and uncertain?

    In this special Fifth Wednesday episode of the Still Coloring Podcast, Toni invites you to slow down, breathe, and receive a prayer inspired by Psalm 63.

    David wrote this psalm from the wilderness of Judah—a parched and weary place where there seemed to be no water. Yet even there, he continued searching for God, praising Him, and trusting that God’s strong hand was holding him securely.

    Maybe you are walking through your own wilderness right now: heartbreak, grief, financial pressure, anxiety, sickness, addiction, insecurity, temptation, or a pain you cannot quite name.

    This episode is your reminder that you are not too broken for God to hear you. Your past has not disqualified your prayers, and someone else’s prayers do not reach God faster than yours. Every person who has said yes to Jesus has access to the same loving and holy God.

    Toni prays for hope when everything feels dark, strength to resist temptation, freedom from sin, rest for sleepless nights, and the ability to remember that God is still good—even when saying it feels difficult.

    Come as you are. Take a deep breath. Bring God whatever you have.

    You can expect:

    • A reminder that God hears your prayers
    • A guided moment to acknowledge your grief
    • A reading and reflection from Psalm 63
    • Prayer for wilderness seasons, temptation, and exhaustion
    • Encouragement to hold onto hope in dark circumstances
    • A reminder that God’s beauty and glory never disappear

    You do not have to pretend that the wilderness is easy. But you can trust that you are not walking through it alone.

    Watch the full episode and support the podcast at:

    YouTube.com/@tonijcollier

    Listen, subscribe, and share this episode with someone who needs prayer today.

    Support Toni's ministry: https://shorturl.at/GsH9y

    Audio-only pod version: https://pod.link/1627335605

    Subscribe to the podcast newsletter: https://tinyurl.com/stillcoloringpod

    Follow Toni Collier on Instagram: https://instagram.com/tonijcollier

    Follow the podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod/

    For bookings: https://www.tonijcollier.com/booktoni

    Other resources can be found at tonijcollier.com

    Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier

    Support the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheet

    Shop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collier

    Connect with Toni:
    Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollier
    Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod
    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoni
    Newsletter: ToniJCollier.com/Newsletter
    Website: ToniJCollier.com

    Purchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBr
    Purchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xD
    Purchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    14 分
  • My Daughter Thought Our Divorce Was Her Fault

    My Daughter Thought Our Divorce Was Her Fault
    2026/07/22
    Dylan opens up about once feeling like she had to choose between her mom and dad, how her relationship with God helped her realize she could love both parents, and what children navigating divorce need most from their friends and families. Toni also reflects on the responsibility divorced parents have to protect their children from adult conflict, resist trying to replace the other parent, and create opportunities for their children to experience family—even when the family looks different than it once did. But this conversation is about more than divorce. Dylan shares how God helped her overcome insecurity, why teenagers need a personal relationship with Jesus instead of simply borrowing their parents’ faith, and what Proverbs 3:5–6 taught her during a moment when she desperately needed to hear from God. Parents, this is an episode to watch with your children. And whether you are raising kids, navigating co-parenting, healing from your own childhood, or simply wondering whether the next generation still loves Jesus, this conversation will leave you encouraged. Because the movement of God does not end with us. The next generation is still listening. They are still asking questions. They are still developing real faith. And they still need safe adults willing to hear what they have to say. Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier Support the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheet Shop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collier Connect with Toni: Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollier Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoni Newsletter: ToniJCollier.com/Newsletter Website: ToniJCollier.com Purchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBr Purchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xD Purchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollierSupport the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheetShop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collierConnect with Toni: Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollierPodcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpodFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoniNewsletter: ToniJCollier.com/NewsletterWebsite: ToniJCollier.comPurchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBrPurchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xDPurchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    35 分
  • When God Makes You Wait…Don’t Get Ahead of Him

    When God Makes You Wait…Don’t Get Ahead of Him
    2026/07/15

    In this episode of the Still Coloring Podcast, Toni gets honest about her own season of loneliness, uncertainty, and learning not to move ahead of God.

    Through Psalm 3, she explores what it means to trust that God is still watching over you, even when your circumstances feel unsafe and your prayers seem unanswered.

    You can expect an honest conversation about:

    Why waiting on God can feel so painful

    The temptation to trust your intellect over your discernment

    How to stop rushing what God is asking you to surrender

    Practical ways to manage anxiety while you wait

    The importance of gratitude, movement, journaling, and community

    How Psalm 3 reminds us that God is still our protector and rescuer

    This episode is for anyone waiting for healing, clarity, a relationship, a new opportunity, relief from grief, or an answer that has not come yet.

    God has not forgotten you. He is with you, He is watching over you, and He can give you peace and presence while you wait.

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    Listen to the Still Coloring Podcast on your favorite podcast platform: https://tonijcollier.com/podcast

    Subscribe for weekly conversations about healing, faith, emotional health, and finding hope in the middle of life’s messiest moments.

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    Remember: broken crayons still color, and God is not finished with your story. #WaitingOnGod #StillColoringPodcast #ToniCollier #Psalm3 #ChristianPodcast #TrustingGod #ChristianWomen #FaithInTheWaiting #GodHasNotForgottenYou

    Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier

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    Purchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBr
    Purchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xD
    Purchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    29 分
  • The Friendship Conversation We Keep Avoiding | With Zoe Asher

    The Friendship Conversation We Keep Avoiding | With Zoe Asher
    2026/07/08

    In this episode we discuss why adult friendships change, how to navigate conflict without ending the relationship, when it's time to transition a friendship, the power of being truly seen, and why community is one of God's greatest gifts.

    Whether you've experienced friendship breakups, church hurt, loneliness, betrayal, or simply want stronger relationships, this conversation will challenge the way you think about friendship.

    In this episode you'll learn:

    + Why friendships naturally change over time

    + How to navigate difficult friendship conversations

    + The biggest mistake people make before ending friendships

    + Why assumptions destroy relationships

    + How to become the friend you're looking for

    + The power of presence over fixing Biblical wisdom for healthy community

    + How to rebuild trust after hurt If this episode encouraged you, share it with a friend who needs it.

    Support Toni's ministry: https://shorturl.at/GsH9y Youtube pod version: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier
    Subscribe to the podcast newsletter: https://tinyurl.com/stillcoloringpod

    Follow Toni Collier on Instagram: https://instagram.com/tonijcollier

    Follow the podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod/

    For bookings: https://www.tonijcollier.com/booktoni

    Other resources can be found at tonijcollier.com!

    Watch podcast episodes on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@tonijcollier

    Support the Still Coloring Podcast: https://square.link/u/u2FkAzC7?src=sheet

    Shop Toni's merch: https://www.shopetch.co/collections/toni-collier

    Connect with Toni:
    Personal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tonijcollier
    Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stillcoloringpod
    Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/colliertoni
    Newsletter: ToniJCollier.com/Newsletter
    Website: ToniJCollier.com

    Purchase Toni's newest book, Don’t Try This Alone: https://amzn.to/3BQqaBr
    Purchase Toni’s children’s book, Broken Crayons Still Color: https://amzn.to/3x3I4xD
    Purchase Toni’s first book, Brave Enough to be Broken: https://amzn.to/3VoCjVu
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    48 分