After a week surrounded by my beautiful sister and her daughters I am HYPED on femme energy! Lashes tinted and lifted, make over glammed out, and manicures abundant. This episode is me honoring the unveiling and teaching in every moment through everything, and specifically in this case: fake nails. Did ya know they can be a portal? An access point. A small, physical reminder that the divine feminine doesn't rush, she moves slow. She rests. She plays. She luxuriates. She doesn't grip life like it's about to run away from her.This episode is recorded live, mid-process, a little clunky, but I’m inviting you into a more vibrant living radiant experience of the feminine within (boys and girls alike!) through my weird magical nail portal, and hoping you’ll to do the same for me.

What basic everyday mundane magical portals to the divine feminine are you enlisting?!Ashes to Wildflowers | A Sacred Women's Renewal Retreat Info here: https://jessiesiren.ju.mp/#retreatConnect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com✨Find me@JessieSirenOfficial (IG)@JessieSiren (TikTok)@SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok)⚠️ DisclaimerThis podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

This one is so special. Matty boy is opening up more and more and I just loved getting to hear him use his voice! As for me? This 5-MeO-DMT journey rocked my world in a way few things in this life have. It’s taken time to metabolize, and it’s been hard to find the words to translate it into shareable, useful information. No research or citations here, just me and Matt sitting down to talk about the medicine that changed us both in radically different ways.

I took 5-MeO-DMT first, back in October. Matt didn't take his journey until this May, seven months later. So this episode isn't a single shared trip story. It’s two separate ceremonies, two nervous systems, two very different unfoldings, held up next to each other. Our hope is to share some polarity. To unpack our shared experience and feeling that there is “no bad journey”, and that whatever comes up, it’s all useful information.

in this episode:

* the polarity between our experiences, where they mirrored each other, and where they didn't

* the beauty and power of circle & ceremony

* the specific gifts each of us walked away with

* why integration is so important

* the role of the space holder / facilitator, and why that container matters as much as the medicine itself

* why the journey doesn't end when the ceremony does

This is a playful conversation about journeying, about contrast, about twu wuv! We share how the same medicine can meet two people in totally different places, and what it's like to witness someone you love go through something you can't fully follow them into.

As always: this is personal experience, not medical advice. 5-MeO-DMT is a powerful and serious substance, please do your own research, work with an experienced facilitator, and never go into ceremony unprepared.

Ashes to Wildflowers | A Sacred Women's Renewal Retreat

Info here: https://jessiesiren.ju.mp/#retreat

Connect with me!

In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com

✨Find me

@JessieSirenOfficial (IG)

@JessieSiren (TikTok)

@SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok)

⚠️ Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.

This month I come face to face with full nervous system collapse: my first smattering of grays, exhaustion, zero sex drive, endless wallowing and finally hitting rock bottom.

A deep heart to heart with Universe where I cry out for help and receive a clear answer: there isn't the way or the truth, there is only ever your way and your truth. When I get lost in my mind and look outside for answers, it's a lot of disappointment. When I connect deeply to what I call my IGS, or my Inner Guidance System, I am never let down.

I share the power of keeping a dream log & heeding the dreamworld's call to follow the breadcrumbs. The breadcrumbs lead me to a yoga mat on the bank of the river, to the art of doing nothing, and back to the still, quiet voice of my inner knowing. I share how Universe schools me in the unraveling of old fear patterns and learning the art of discernment: aka what is excitement aka fear of the unknown, and what is warning-fear, I am shown the eternal procreant urge, and how if I can’t find peace here and now, ultimately there is no other side, and if I am waiting for it, I will always be waiting. I am shown that everything I’ve ever wanted is here, and now and in the stillness and quiet the magnitude of this deep medicine changes everything for me.

Connect with me! In the comments, socials or by email: sexdrugsandsoundbowls@gmail.com

✨Find me

@JessieSirenOfficial (IG)

@JessieSiren (TikTok)

@SirenSkoolie (IG/TikTok)

⚠️ Disclaimer

This podcast is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only. I am not encouraging or advocating the use of any illegal substances. No substances were consumed during the making of this episode. Altered states--whether achieved through breathwork, drumming, or plant medicines--can impact perception and decision making. Exploring these realms without proper guidance, preparation, and integration support can be dangerous. Please journey responsibly and in alignment with your own truth, safety, and sovereignty.