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  • Episode 7 -The Injured Brain
    5 分
  • Dilaudid - A Poor Choice....
    5 分
  • #Myhusbandnick - Flashback to July 4th
    2025/09/10
    This episode contains raw emotion. Violent language lots of anger and very new grief
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    12 分
  • Episode 4 Flashback to July 4th (intro)
    2025/09/10
    Introduction to the next episode my thoughts I recorded the day after Nick died. Before listening to it you should hear this...
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    3 分
  • Episode 3 - a couple of swear words and karaoke version of my heart song all dedicated to #Myhusbandnick
    14 分
  • The infamous Case Management call ..
    2025/09/10
    Noticed after she makes the joke there's an awkward pause because clearly no one laughed and she tries to egg them on a little bit and goes right? Some emotionally needy nurse turned case manager needed a little validation at somebody else's expense. She could at least been a little funnier. And then after a very long pause ironically laughing that I'm still in the tread it's the husband. As though what? 20 years and I would stop fighting ?

    Even with this voicemail who I played for my new friend Skipper once I realized he was the house supervisor.. i I had had some genuinely warm chats with this man before I ever knew he was the big cheese so to speak the house supervisor. That's a story for another episode. But he pretended to care when I told him about the message but.. it wasn't one voicemail it was the entire attitude with which we were approached by almost everyone. There were special angels along the way who were definite exceptions and everyone at Fresenius Kidney Care in Marana and South Tucson .... Who put up with both of us but never made us feel like they were putting up with us. They consistently went above and beyond to put the care into the patient treatment. He appreciated the respect you showed him.

    Fresenius was the exception. Tina at Banner South.... She was the rule.
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    1 分
  • Episode 2 - (unfinished sneak peek) My Husband Nick
    2025/09/09
    A sneak preview of an upcoming podcast. The first episode has to be perfect and we're finishing it up now.. some episodes will feature different formats some will be deep dives into various factors that helped lead to my husband's death. Some might be just a song. Some might be someone with a message for him. I'm inviting any of the people who knew him to please record an audio message for him and we'll post them in special episodes. the first season will be exploring the various components that led to the death of my husband Nick. I fought against a lot of this while he was alive. But it wasn't until the very end when I really started finding out that not only wasn't I crazy about how I saw things going down but that this exact same scenario has played out for other people... So the aim is to perhaps make a difference for some other people going through the same thing even if that difference is just knowing they're not alone. And if ANYONE is able to make that difference, even after losing his fight for life, it's certainly #Myhusbandnick
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    15 分