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  • My dad was a cop. My face was the evidence
    2025/07/09

    I read a poem I wrote as a teenager—one I never meant for anyone to see. It opened the door to memories of rejection, abandonment, and misunderstood love.

    But looking back now, I see how fear can masquerade as indifference…and how it was never really about me.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work helped me heal from what I’ve shared here, and if you decide I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    You can reach me at suz@suzieqsolutions.com — just include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line.

    Or take a look at available sessions here.



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    9 分
  • I wore shame like a haircut
    2025/07/02

    I thought I was doing something good.

    A little independence. A moment of pride.

    But instead of praise, I got punishment.

    This is the story of how one small act of self-expression turned into one of the most humiliating nights of my life


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    5 分
  • She said it casually, like it wasn’t a verbal grenade
    2025/06/25

    This episode is about unimaginable hurt and betrayal from the very people you expect to protect you.

    It’s about the lasting impact of words that cut deep, the silence that followed, and the strength it takes to face what you’ve spent years trying to forget.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    5 分
  • 5 Everything I touched became a reason to hate me
    2025/06/18

    What happens when every mistake, every accident, every moment of being human is met with punishment, not compassion?

    This is the story of how shame gets wired into the nervous system… and how one sentence, years later, cracked the lie wide open.

    If you’ve ever felt like everyone saw you as a screw-up, no matter what you did, this one’s for you.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    9 分
  • Too much and never enough
    2025/06/11

    What happens when the people who raise you also tear you down?

    In this episode, I share a few raw moments from childhood that rewired how I saw myself, not in a dramatic way, just in a permanent way.

    Words that weren’t just said about me... they became me. Until I started questioning all of it.

    This is about how identity gets built by insults, how shame becomes normal, and how we spend our lives trying to unlearn what never belonged to us in the first place.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    10 分
  • The warmth of cold floors
    2025/06/04

    When the people who hurt you also control the story, the truth gets buried.

    This episode digs into what happens when home isn’t safe, and silence feels like survival.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    9 分
  • The garage, the ghost and the girl who came back home
    2025/05/26

    Some returns aren’t really homecomings.

    This episode explores the quiet ache of abandonment, the echoes of unspoken grief, and what it means to be both too much and not enough.

    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    11 分
  • A stranger at my brothers funeral
    2025/05/26

    On April 24, 1983, I woke up to five words that would change my life forever: "Suzanne. There's been an accident."

    In this raw, intimate episode, I revisit the day I learned my brother was killed in a car accident—and the complicated grief that followed.

    But this story isn’t just about death. It’s about rejection. It’s about abandonment. It’s about trying to grieve for someone you love while standing in a house surrounded by people who hate you.

    This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt unwanted, unloved, or unsure of where they fit in the world. It’s for the ones carrying silent grief and invisible wounds.

    💔 Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of loss, adoption trauma, and emotional abandonment.


    If you don’t know me, I’m a Clinical Hypnotherapist, Coach, and NLP practitioner.

    This work — hypnosis, NLP, and deep emotional coaching — helped me heal what I’ve shared here.

    If you feel like I might be the right person to help you do the same, I’d be honored.

    Reach out at suz@suzieqsolutions.com (include “Here from IAAM” in the subject line), or click here to see available sessions.

    There is also a self-paced course, Slay Your Inner Demon.

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    18 分