In this episode, Eva sits down with Patty and Michael, a couple who have returned to Flow Life retreats multiple times - both individually and together. Patty and Michael first joined us a year ago at the couples retreat. Later, Patty attended a women's retreat and most recently they returned as a couple for another transformative experience.

They share their heartfelt reflections on how this medicine and the retreat container have supported their healing, growth, and connection as partners. Their take-a-way highlights how real people, not just research participants, are finding lasting change through these experiences.

Recent studies show that even a single dose of psilocybin can ease depression for up to five years, reduce heavy drinking by half, and bring profound relief for those living with anxiety, PTSD, and more. Patty and Michael’s journey brings these findings to life in a deeply personal way.

For more information about Flow Life Retreats, visit: www.flowliferetreat.com

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In this heartfelt excerpt from our very first Kindle Flow Retreat, you’ll hear one woman’s deeply vulnerable share during a group exercise where participants brought a photo of themselves at a time they last felt connected to pure joy. Her chosen moment was from when she was graduating high school - a season of life filled with transitions, dreams, and uncertainties.

This raw and tender reflection reminds us that healing often happens in the space where we allow ourselves to be seen, heard, and loved exactly as we are. At Kindle Flow Retreats, we believe we are the medicine - no plant medicine required. Through connection, guided practices, and a safe, loving container, participants rediscover joy, clarity, and self-trust.

If you’ve been longing for a space where your story is honored and your heart is held, this episode offers a glimpse into the kind of transformation that unfolds when community and compassion meet.

Learn more about upcoming retreats: FlowLifeRetreat.com | EvaPayne.com

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What if everything we’ve accepted as “normal” the stress, the sickness, the disconnection is actually far from what it means to be fully human?

The Real Human Baseline is a wake-up call and a roadmap. Hosted by Eva Payne, this podcast explores what life could look like if we remembered who we really are beyond the systems, the trauma, and the noise. Each episode unpacks what it means to live as an optimized human: physically, emotionally, and spiritually aligned. We’ll dive into what society could become when we build from coherence instead of chaos.

From nervous system regulation to regenerative education, from purpose-driven work to frequency-based healing, we paint a picture of a world you may have sensed… but never seen laid out clearly, until now.

This is not about escaping reality.
It’s about reclaiming it.
You’re not here to fit into the old world.
You’re here to help build the new one.

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In this calming and heart-centered guided meditation, you'll be gently led back to your own inner sanctuary—the place within where true safety resides. Beginning with deep, grounding breaths, you’ll journey into your heart space, visualizing a moment, a place, and a person where you’ve felt deeply safe. As you breathe into this sense of security, you’ll come to realize that this feeling is not dependent on anything outside of you.

This moment of safety… you created it. And you can return to it anytime.

This meditation is here to remind you that you are safe, you are supported, and you are the creator of your experience.

Let this be your invitation to embody peace and presence—right here, right now.

Together, we flow my friend.

Eva Payne

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In this guided meditation, you are gently invited into the sacred in-between—a place where your past self has been released, but your new self has not yet fully emerged. Imagine stepping out of an old forest and into a wide open field of lavender, where the air is calm and full of possibility. In this space, there is no rush. No pressure. Just presence.

This is the field of becoming—where you get to plant what you desire, remember who you truly are, and allow the future to unfold with grace. Let this meditation ground you, soften you, and open your heart to the beauty of what’s emerging.

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In this gentle guided meditation, you'll journey back to meet your younger self — the version of you filled with wonder, playfulness, and pure imagination. Together, you'll revisit what once brought you joy, reconnect with that vibrant energy, and receive the words your inner child has always needed to hear. This is a heart-opening experience designed to bring more lightness, compassion, and creativity into your life today.

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Life presents us with challenges—some expected, others unforeseen. In this meditation, we will gently explore a current challenge in your life, bringing awareness to what feels difficult while holding space for growth and transformation. From here, we’ll shift our focus to the ideal outcome—how you truly desire this situation to unfold. With clarity and compassion, we will then uncover the most loving next step forward, recognizing that each small, intentional action brings us closer to resilience, strength, and ease.

This meditation is an invitation to move through challenges with grace, self-trust, and a deep knowing that you are capable of navigating life’s hardships with courage and love.

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