How far would you go for a dream?

In this brutally honest chapter of The Lethal Voice Podcast, I continues my journey through hell and back in pursuit of my single vision: making Vengeance Turns. From a bug-infested shithouse and a repo'd car to four surreal months living in a rented car for rideshare, you'll hear the darkly comic, (hopefully) deeply human, and sometimes terrifying realities of chasing art to the edge of sanity.

Meet Gummy—the worst-smelling nightmare roommate with a heart of gold—and Brutus, the pill-dependent agoraphobe who loved him. Learn what happened when a ghost from my high school past, now known only as “General Loudmouth,” offered him a couch… with a price tag that smelled of beer and MAGA hats.

You’ll laugh, you’ll cringe, and you might even reconsider your own breaking point!

This is not and never will be a rags-to-riches story. It’s my story about refusing to let go, no matter how bad it gets—and sometimes, about how bad it has to get before anything really happens.

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Chapter 2: Everything Falls Apart begins!

What do you do when your first feature film dies, your car gets repossessed, and your “producer” vanishes with your last $2,500?

You keep keep pressing forward. At least that's what I did...

In this raw, unfiltered episode of The Lethal Voice Podcast, I share the unraveling that followed The End of Fun — a project that started with a bang on Kickstarter and ended in the void. Now broke, half-homeless, and inhaling bug spray in a North Hollywood flop house, I put everything on the line for a second chance -- with Vengeance Turns as my means of redemption.

But... then came Slick Talker—a fast-talking “producer” who promised million-dollar budgets, big-name stars, and a golden ticket... for a small fee, of course.

This is the true story of that scam, the downfall that followed, and my stubborn refusal to let go of a dream even when everything — money, housing, and hope — was slipping away.

💥 Listen now for:

• The death of The End of Fun
• Life inside the S*%THOUSE
• Why the “million-dollar proposal” was a copy-paste joke but still a valuable lesson
• Preview of THE CROOKED BRAZILIAN -- an exclusive coming only to Procrastagram this week!

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Start with Episode Zero and the full five-part Chapter One: Putting the Cart Before the Horse – now streaming.

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Because this industry doesn’t just break your heart — it tries to take everything.

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What’s your barometer for knowing if you’re winning — or failing? Deadlines? Bank account? Me? Once upon a time... I used my facial hair.

In the final episode of Chapter One: Putting the Cart Before the Horse, I'm going to take you from a shady “producer” promising cash in Malibu to squatting in a borrowed guest house under security cameras — and explain how a half-wild beard became the unofficial countdown clock for my first feature film, Vengeance Turns: The Motion Picture.

You’ll hear what happened when I gambled on shady money, how background acting turned into a self-made film school, why deadlines must be broken sometimes, and how losing a beard almost cost me a gig on The Mandalorian.

This is the last stop before Chapter Two: Everything Falls Apart! so if you’re just jumping in, you can start here, then binge back through Episode Zero and the rest of Chapter One. Check out the companion newsletter for this episode to check out pictures and video showing the whole facial hair timeline and a lot more!

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One beard, one dream, a mission and a plan that has everything out of order.
This is the Lethal Voice Podcast.

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