Life has had other plans lately.

In this special solo episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the unexpected series of events that have delayed his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery yet again. After fracturing his ankle during a rainy walk with Eightball, he thought the worst was behind him—until a slip at home resulted in a dislocated kneecap and another trip to the emergency room.

With this week’s scheduled guest postponed, Ryan decided to turn the episode into a special edition of the HungerFF Sound Initiative, sharing an honest life update before giving listeners an exclusive preview of several upcoming tracks.

Hear the stories behind:

• Pass Around Party Bottom — the surprise breakout hit that has become the most-streamed HungerFF Sound Initiative song to date.

• Take a Hit (unreleased) — an energetic club anthem inspired by the idea of a tongue-in-cheek “poppers training video.”

• FFinal Boss (coming soon) — a video game-inspired track where, for once, the boss wins.

• I’m Just a Hole, Sir (coming soon) — a playful anthem built around one of the community’s most recognizable phrases.

Ryan also reflects on the incredible response to the HungerFF Sound Initiative after surpassing 100,000 streams worldwide, discusses creating music with AI as a creative tool, and previews what’s coming next for both the podcast and the music project.

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This is the FREE Radio Edit of my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press.

Patrick returns for Part 2 to talk about the realities of independent publishing, editing deeply personal memoirs, censorship, queer literature, and why authenticity matters more now than ever. We also revisit the journey behind Deeper, what it takes to tell difficult stories honestly, and why some books stay with readers long after they've finished the last page.

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This is the FREE radio edit of this week's episode. You're listening to an abbreviated version featuring highlights from my conversation with Patrick Davis, Editor-in-Chief of Unbound Edition Press. The full-length, uncensored interview—including over an hour of additional discussion—is available exclusively to Spotify subscribers and on HungerFF.com.

This week, Patrick and I dive into fearless publishing, queer storytelling, memoir writing, and the responsibility of preserving stories that challenge convention. We discuss discovering fisting culture, the importance of authenticity over marketability, and why the books that matter most are often the ones mainstream publishers are afraid to touch.

Patrick also shares the philosophy behind Unbound Edition Press, how authors like Alexander Cheves and Stephan Ferris helped shape its identity, and why vulnerability is the foundation of great writing. Along the way, we explore the fine line between being fearless and being reckless—both on the page and in life.

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This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with longtime performer, producer, DJ, and fetish icon Dominic Pacifico for a candid conversation spanning nearly three decades in the adult industry.

In this special radio edit, Dominic reflects on breaking into porn at just 18 years old, navigating the studio era of the late 1990s and early 2000s, and the mentorship he received from industry legends like Michael Brandon during his early years at Raging Stallion.

The conversation explores how attitudes toward fetish content have changed over time, the rise of creator platforms, and why longevity in adult entertainment has become more challenging—and more rewarding—than ever before. Dominic also shares how the pandemic unexpectedly launched an entirely new chapter of his career, transforming him from a performer known for versatility into one of the most recognizable names in modern fetish content.

Along the way, Ryan and Dominic swap stories from the industry’s golden era, discuss the difference between “porn stars” and “content creators,” and reflect on what it takes to build a lasting career in an industry that never stops evolving.

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This week on Brolapse, Ryan sits down with longtime friend and performer Ray Diesel for a conversation that spans more than a decade in the adult industry.

The two reconnect after running into each other at the JustForFans Conference and dive into Ray’s unforgettable introduction to a side of gay culture he didn’t even realize existed at the time. What starts as a hilarious story about a hot military daddy quickly becomes a fascinating look at how much queer sexual culture has changed over the years.

Ryan and Ray also reflect on filming together for the first time, how the industry evolved from long studio shoots to creator-driven content, why Fort Lauderdale became an unexpected hub for adult production, and the realities of navigating content creation in cities like Los Angeles, Miami, and Atlanta.

Along the way, Ray shares stories about working with creators including Axel Abysse, why he has become more selective about the projects he takes on, and how his approach to content has shifted from chasing quantity to focusing on genuine chemistry, authentic moments, and collaborations that actually excite him.

The conversation also explores the behind-the-scenes reality of creator events and conferences, the pressure many performers put on themselves to maximize every opportunity, and why sometimes the best content comes from slowing down, being present, and enjoying the experience rather than treating every encounter like a production schedule.

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Funny, insightful, nostalgic, and surprisingly thoughtful, Episode 91 offers a rare look at the changing landscape of queer adult entertainment through the eyes of two creators who have witnessed the industry’s transformation firsthand.

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Alex Tikas returns to Brolapse nearly 90 episodes after becoming the very first guest on the show, and this time the conversation goes way deeper than Mexico stories.

Ryan James and Alex unpack what it’s really like to live as two of the most polarizing figures in adult entertainment — from parasocial relationships and online pile-ons to public misconceptions, fisting stigma, fame without fortune, and the emotional toll of constantly being perceived through fantasy instead of reality.

The episode dives into fan entitlement, internet outrage, hookup culture, and the strange disconnect between the personas performers create and who they actually are behind closed doors. Along the way, they revisit the shared betrayal that once made them enemies before eventually bringing them together as friends.

Funny, brutally honest, self-aware, and surprisingly emotional, this episode becomes less about porn and more about identity, projection, loneliness, ego, survival, and trying to hold onto yourself while thousands of strangers think they already know who you are.

In Part 2 of my conversation with FFalconPunch, we dive into some of the most meaningful topics we’ve ever discussed on Brolapse.

We talk about mentorship, community building, and why belonging shouldn’t be determined by follower counts, party invitations, or perceived status. FFalconPunch shares his philosophy that “if you’re interested, you already belong,” and explains why connection, curiosity, and shared experience are far more important than competition or comparison.

The conversation also explores friendship, loyalty, and standing up for the people you care about. FFalconPunch opens up about being bullied growing up, how those experiences shaped his protective instincts, and why he believes community members have a responsibility to look out for one another—especially when safety, consent, and trust are at stake.

We also tackle one of the most serious discussions ever featured on Brolapse: substance use, harm reduction, and the dangers of Maximum Impact. Drawing from personal experience and heartbreaking loss, FFalconPunch shares why education and honest conversations can save lives, and why silence around these issues helps no one.

Finally, we reflect on our decades-long friendship, the evolution of queer spaces, the changing nature of online content creation, and the importance of protecting intimacy in a world that increasingly encourages us to monetize everything. Thoughtful, funny, emotional, and surprisingly vulnerable, this episode is a reminder that the strongest communities aren’t built on status—they’re built on people showing up for one another.

🎙️ Guest: FFalconPunch🖤 Part 2 of a two-part conversation.

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with @Beatrush94XXX for a hilarious, surprisingly thoughtful, and extremely relatable conversation about toys, self-play, fisting culture, and the strange journey from curiosity to obsession.

The two dive into giant “door stopper” plugs, Seahorse toy addiction, solo play routines, Denver’s growing fisting scene, “alpha bottom” energy, and why the modern fisting community feels more relaxed, playful, and social than ever before. Along the way, they talk about the balance between pleasure and performance, why humor belongs in the bedroom, and how COVID accidentally created an entire new generation of fisters.

What starts as a conversation about giant toys quickly turns into one of the most natural and chemistry-filled Brolapse episodes yet — complete with war-zone bedrooms, Netflix-and-toys sessions, Telegram fisting clubs, and enough oversized silicone to qualify as furniture.

Expect laughs, chaos, surprisingly wholesome moments, and a very serious discussion about why every experienced bottom eventually develops strong opinions about the Seahorse. 🐴👊

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