In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

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Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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"You will succeed in all you do, and light will shine on your path." - Job 22:28

You know how when you walk into a Cathedral it's so quiet,

that the quiet echoes?

The silence echoes.

That's how it is here right now.

It's as quiet as His tomb,

as empty as His tomb.

Match My empty.

Match My Silence.

Feel His Love there.

The air you think you're breathing is Love.

Love that inhale.

Love that exhale.

He loves you.

You can trust him.

Tell Him you're scared.

Tell Him to help you.

Pray, 'save me, I need you. This is hard."

And then linger in the Silence.

Listen for Him in the Silence.

Tell Him you're listening for Him in the Silence.

I feel for Him in and AS the Silence, and I find Him every time.

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

Surrender Novena Day 8 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

Close your eyes and let yourself be carried away on the flowing current of my grace; close your eyes and do not think of the present, turning your thoughts away from the future just as you would from temptation. Repose in me, believing in my goodness, and I promise you by my love that if you say “You take care of it” I will take care of it all; I will console you, liberate you and guide you.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen

"In fact, Mary is so silent that the evangelists say little about the Mother of God. She is entirely absorbed by contemplation, adoration, and prayer. She hides herself in Her Son; She exists only in Her Son. She disappears in Her Son (.) The attitude of Mary is that of listening. She is completely turned to the word of the Son. Mary does not speak. She simply wants to submit to God like a trusting child. Her fiat is tot a I and joyful. She intends to receive God's will through Jesus." - Robert Cardinal Sarah, The Power of Silence

Isaiah 43

"God's timing might be sooner than you think. Be ready." - Unknown

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"In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also." -John 14:1-3

What you thought was dead,

look again.

What you thought was impossible,

He disagreed with you--

feel the Promise of It.

All you have to do is keep facing the Son,

and letting these words water you,

letting your practice work the soil,

while you face the Son.

While you feel the blooming,

the flowering,

the fruiting,

the Law of Love.

It must be.

Whatever it is... it must be.

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena Day 7-Father Ruotolo Dolindo

I perform miracles in proportion to your full surrender to me and to your not thinking of yourselves. I sow treasure troves of graces when you are in the deepest poverty. No person of reason, no thinker, has ever perform miracles, not even among the saints. He does divine works whosoever surrenders to God. So don’t think about it anymore, because your mind is acute and for you it is very hard to see evil and to trust in me and to not think of yourself. Do this for all your needs, do this all of you and you will see great continual silent miracles. I will take care of things, I promise this to you.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen"

"I Come to Him Running

The Prophet said,

God Most High has said:

When my worshipper's thoughts turn to Me,

there am I with him.

And when he makes mention of Me within himself, I make mention of him within Myself. and when he makes mention of Me in company, I make mention of him in a better company.

Ifhe draw near to Me a hand's breadth, I draw near to him an arm's length; and if he draw near to Me an arm's length, I draw near to him the length of both arms wide outstretched;

and if he come to Me walking, I come to him running.

And if he meet Me with sins equivalent to the whole world,

I will greet him with forgiveness equal to it." - The Mishkat Al- Masabih

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

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Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

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Jesus, Surprise Me | Surrender Novena Day 6

You're seeing your lack of faith from Faith.

You're seeing your lack of love from Love.

Who is seeing?

What is seen?

The eyes report rock, tree, wall, person.

But My Spirit is seeing Love, Love, Love, Love.

It's seeing Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus.

It's all His.

That's why we pray, 'take care of it.'

It's His anyway.

Give it back.

Give him 'you',

He'll surprise you.

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena Day 6 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

"You are sleepless; you want to judge everything, direct everything and see to everything and you surrender to human strength, or worse to men themselves, trusting in their intervention, this is what hinders my words and my views. Oh how much I wish from you this surrender, to help you and how I suffer when I see you so agitated! Satan tries to do exactly this: to agitate you and to remove you from my protection and to throw you into the jaws of human initiative. So, trust only in me, rest in me, surrender to me in everything.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen"

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"Why do I not call on God? Why do I worry and invent plans?" -Charles Spurgeon

"There is something within you that knows your true destiny, your very reason for being, the very masterpiece that you are in the midst of creating." -@saralandonlife

"Open, open your hearts to the delightful joy of the Lord, and let your love overflow from the heart to the lips, to bring forth fruits to the Lord, living and holy, and to walk with watchfulness in His light.

Rise up and stand straight, you who were once brought low.

You, who were silenced, speak, for your mouth has been opened.

You, who were cast down, be henceforth lifted up,

for the Righteous One has brought you back to life.

For the Right Hand of the Lord is with you, and will be your Helper.

And peace was prepared for you, before your war began.

So hear the Word of Truth,

and receive the Knowledge of the Most High." - Ode 8, Odes of Solomon by John Davidson

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Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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"But me, I’m not giving up. I’m sticking around to see what GOD will do. I’m waiting for God to make things right. I’m counting on God to listen to me." - Micah 7:7

This is how you know God is listening to you right now-

pray the words, 'Jesus, you take over',

and just hear those words.

'Jesus, you take over.'

If you heard only those words inside,

even if there are ambient sounds,

even though you're hearing my voice,

even if there's a car alarm going off outside,

if there are no other words inside,

no other thoughts in you, but, 'Jesus, you take over',

if your whole being is in agreement,

meaning no secondary train of thought.

Not praying, 'Jesus, I surrender myself to you', while thinking about what you need to do as soon as you're done praying.

No, when your whole soul is praying,

'Jesus, you take over', and you hear only that,

the hearing is Him hearing.

It's Him listening.

It's Him answering.

In truth, it's Him praying.

It's all Him.

And that includes you.

Which means you are blessed.

Your prayers have changed the course of your life.

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena Day 5 - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

"And when I must lead you on a path different from the one you see, I will prepare you; I will carry you in my arms; I will let you find yourself, like children who have fallen asleep in their mother's arms, on the other bank of the river. What troubles you and hurts you immensely are your reason, your thoughts and worry, and your desire at all costs to deal with what afflicts you.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen"

"Sweet Heart of Jesus, be my Love." (pray these words for countless blessings)

"Prayers win battles.

Prayer changes things.

If words have power, imagine a prayer

Talk to God, He misses you." - @betteryouliving

"Jesus only performed miracles under one condition. From the water turned to win, to the healing of the paralytic, you cannot find a single example of a miracle without this. Of course, every miracle requires faith, but there also had to be one circumstance present in the persons life. Desperation. So if you feel like the situation is hopeless, if you feel too far gone, if you don't feel worthy, you are primed for a miracle! His heart is one of a Father in search of a prodigal child, a shepherd in search of a lost sheep, a physician in search of the sick, and a Savior who has come not for the righteous, but the sinners." - @dudewithgoodnews

In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

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Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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'I' didn't bring you here to leave you.

Do you trust that?

Do you trust Me?

Then show me.

Relax enough to feel Me.

That Feeling IS My Name.

Call It.

"Become conscious of Being Conscious. Eventually, the false 'I' will vanish, leaving only the unbroken awareness of the real, immanent 'I', Self-Consciousness Itself." - Ramana Maharshi

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I call It Jesus.

I call It Christ.

I call It Love, still.

Only Love is here.

But when I say, 'Only Jesus is here',

there is a dimension of feeling that has yet to be experienced.

It feels more personal.

It makes me take things less personally.

It makes me more humble.

I live in a posture of bowing,

of worshiping everything,

of seeing Him everywhere.

Which is why one prayer is not better than another one.

One religion is not better than another.

Love is Love,

and it does not belong to any one religion.

This body goes into a Catholic church daily and serves as often as possible.

It receives the Eucharist as often as possible.

But the Spirit,

this Awareness, that's Here,

the church is in It,

the temples,

the ashrams are all in Here.

I can't fit in them.

Nikki goes to them.

She likes to visit them,

but I can't fit in any box.

I Am That, and You are That.

And every time you remember that,

"All the saints salute you. The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the communion of the Holy Ghost, is with you." - 2 Corinthians 13-14

I Love you,

nik

p.s. CHANGE IS HERE.

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In a season of Stillness, but I’m still here. ❤️‍🔥

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Find me daily at CurlyNikki.com and @CurlyNikki

Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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Slow down today.

That's the assignment.

Every time you catch yourself going top speed to nowhere,

STOP and slow down.

And know that 'nowhere' will look like 'somewhere'...

it will look like your office, or your home, or your room,

whatever it is,

stop in the midst of that stride,

and slow down.

Stop and listen for The Feeling.

Stop and listen for The Feeling.

Stop and listen for The Feeling.

And then continue,

slowly,

very mindful,

very peaceful,

very God-like.

You're closer than you think. (When you stop thinking, you're (t)here.)

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

"Dear Jesus, please slow me down so I can better hear your voice." - @Living_Christian

DAY 2 Surrender Novena - Father Ruotolo Dolindo

Surrender to me does not mean to fret, to be upset, or to lose hope, nor does it mean offering to me a worried prayer asking me to follow you and change your worry into prayer. It is against this surrender, deeply against it, to worry, to be nervous and to desire to think about the consequences of anything. It is like the confusion that children feel when they ask their mother to see to their needs, and then try to take care of those needs for themselves so that their childlike efforts get in their mother’s way. Surrender means to placidly close the eyes of the soul, to turn away from thoughts of tribulation and to put yourself in my care, so that only I act. Saying You take care of it.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen

September Affirmations:

I release my need to control outcomes.

I am thankful for all that has come.

I am grateful for all that has left.

Whatever had to go was not mine.

1 find beauty and value in change.

My home is within me, wherever I am.

My struggles refine, not define, me.

The universe conspires in my favor.

I trust in the timing of my life.

Uncertainty is a friend, not a threat.

I am going to get exactly what I want.

I choose peace over worry in this moment.- @wetheurban

A lot can happen in a month.

Trust God." - @trustodbro

"If you can win over your mind, you an win over the whole world." - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

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Let this moment hold you like it once held me.

This isn’t old, it’s eternal.

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"With every ending you didn't think you wanted, comes the beginning you didn't know you needed." - Eddie

Jesus is saying, "Stop running. Turn around, and come face to Face with Me. This Silence is My Face. It is My Ear. It is My Hand. Take It."

Take up your prayer beads,

and invite Him into your heart.

Feel Him praying within you.

Feel your transitioned loved ones,

and all the Saints,

praying beside you,

before you,

for you.

I am praying with and for you, too.

Grace is here.

The rest is here.

The Promise is here.

Stay at His Feet like your life depends on it.

Which means, hear and feel the Silence, like your life depends on it.

Because your best life does!

I Love you,

nik

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Surrender Novena #2 (All nine days in one place!)

Don't Sing the Sadness Anymore (one of the many episodes on the Divine Sound Stream I've heard since I can remember)

An article about the Divine Sound

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Surrender Novena Day 1 by Father Dolindo Ruotolo

Why do you confuse yourselves by worrying?

Leave the care of your affairs to me and everything will be peaceful. I say to you in truth that every act of true, blind, complete surrender to me produces the effect that you desire and resolves all difficult situations.

O Jesus, I surrender myself to you, take care of everything! (10 times)

Mother, I am yours now and forever. Through you and with you I always want to belong completely to Jesus.

Amen

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"Get out of your comfort zone and bring comfort to others." - Sri Sri Ravi Shankar

Many of us spend our whole lives running from feelings with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already born the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are, beyond that pain." - Kahlil Gibran

"I pray that God heals vour heart from whatever is causing you pain right now." - @HerTrueWorth

"Letting go takes a lot of courage. But once you let go, happiness comes very quickly." - Thich Nhat Hanh

"Until God opens another door, trust Him right where you are." - @trustgodbro