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In this vulnerable and unflinching episode, I explore the jagged edges of love, intimacy, and self-acceptance. I share the raw truth of what it feels like to be terrified of being fully seen and loved — not for what I do, but for who I am at my core.

This is a conversation about crumbling walls, armor laid down, and the rubble we’re left standing in when we finally stop running from ourselves. I talk about how we push people away to stay safe, how some connections are only built on the idea of us, and what it means to return to our essence — the fire, the love, the too-muchness we’ve been taught to tame.

You’ll hear thoughts on:

The fear of being abandoned for being “too much”

Why staying in the wrong place is self-sabotage

Loving deeply, wildly, authentically — and how that scares people

Why mirrors won’t save us (and how that’s our responsibility)

How love and rage are both human, but only one leads us home

This is the alchemy of intimacy, of self-love, of becoming whole. This is the path back to yourself.

Thank you for being here with me.

This is Inspired Perpetual Alchemy

Sending love to those in need,

~Lizzie

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