Poverty doesn't just mean having less money – it creates an entire ecosystem of experiences that shape how a child views the world. This raw, unflinching episode takes listeners into the realities of growing up with constant instability, from roach-infested motels to sleeping on mattresses stuffed into closets.

The haunting details of motel life paint a vivid picture: drug deals happening just outside, used condoms on the floor and roaches crawling everywhere. These weren't just temporary accommodations, but actual homes for weeks or months at a time. Perhaps most devastating is how these living conditions created a second layer of isolation, as roaches would hitchhike in my backpack to friends' houses, resulting in some parents banning visits to prevent infestation in their own homes.

We witness childhood resilience in its rawest form. The contrast between these harsh surroundings and normal childhood experiences – cherishing Pokemon cards, attending an NSYNC concert, navigating awkward fifth-grade relationships – highlights how children attempt to create normalcy even in the most abnormal circumstances.

What's most unsettling is how all of this seemed completely normal to a child who had never known anything different. With no adult intervention or questioning whether these conditions were acceptable, the cycle continued as the family moved from place to place whenever they could no longer pay rent.

Have you experienced similar circumstances or know someone who has? Share your stories and reflections – I read every message and am deeply grateful for this community of listeners willing to engage with difficult but important conversations about the hidden realities of childhood poverty.

From Dirt We Grow: https://youtu.be/lIpmNdhX_08?si=6AfIj5Q033KIWvOq

STAG Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/episode/4NZCksMcTCoeiRljlrhu9U

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