In this powerful episode of Riding Through Aphasia, Ed Nell speaks with Andy Ibbott about the years following his stroke and the emotional and physical journey of learning to live again. Andy shares how it took two years to fully accept the impact of the stroke and the reality of aphasia, detailing the deep frustration of losing speech, movement, and identity. He opens up about the mental health struggles he faced, including suicidal thoughts, and how he began rebuilding his life, culminating in completing the London Marathon and riding motorbikes again with adapted controls.

This episode is an honest, emotional, and ultimately inspiring account of rebuilding a life after stroke. Andy’s determination to adapt, recover, and rediscover joy offers powerful hope to others facing similar journeys.

Key Takeaways

Delayed Acceptance: Andy took two years to come to terms with his stroke. Initially in denial, he struggled to accept the extent of the physical and mental changes.

Aphasia Frustration: Though he could think clearly, aphasia meant Andy couldn’t express himself, leading to immense emotional frustration and disconnection.

Mental Health Matters: At his lowest point, Andy contemplated suicide. His story highlights the importance of support, patience, and resilience during recovery.

Physical Recovery and Limits: Andy shares the long-term physical effects, with limited movement on his right side. Despite this, he works out regularly to maintain strength.

Riding Again: With adapted controls, Andy returned to riding motorbikes, demonstrating remarkable determination. He even rides just seconds slower than his pre-stroke lap times.

Best Moments

“I thought I could still do everything. It took me two years to realise I couldn’t and then to start asking, ‘What can I do?’”

“At one point, I told my partner to bring me a knife. I was ready to end it. But I’m still here and now I’ve done the London Marathon.”

“I can’t do 60mph wheelies anymore. But I can walk a mile. And I can ride again.”

“I may not be able to use my right hand, but I’ve got the throttle, the clutch, and the brakes all adapted to the left and I’m back on track.”

About Andy Ibbott

Andy Ibbott is a renowned motorcycle journalist, former Managing Director of the California Superbike School, and coach to world-class riders, including Valentino Rossi.

After a life-changing stroke in 2011, he overcame immense challenges, regaining mobility and taking on extreme endurance events like the Marathon des Sables.

A passionate advocate for brain injury recovery, Andy continues coaching in British Superbikes and supports Brain Research UK. His book Performance Riding Techniques remains a go-to guide for motorcycle enthusiasts worldwide.

Connect with Andy: https://andyibbott.co.uk/

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