In this episode I talk about how emotional energy gets stuck in your fascia which communicates to your nerves what to feel. So this is why you can visualize and do your meditations, but nothing is happening because you can't feel it in your body. There are a few reasons why you may not be able to feel emotion in your body and I discuss those along with how to clear the energy and really start feeling your emotions. I also talk about how emotional energy creates the reality you experience.

In this episode I walk through ten stages of consciousness, from the first moments of noticing synchronicities to observing yourself in real time, finding your purpose, releasing what no longer belongs in your reality, and eventually experiencing oneness with yourself, reality, and consciousness.

These stages aren't rigid rules or milestones. They're simply a framework for understanding the different experiences that can arise as your awareness expands. While they're presented in a linear way for clarity, you may experience them in any order.

If you've ever felt like reality was changing around you, noticed meaningful coincidences, or wondered why life suddenly feels different, this episode may give language to experiences you've struggled to explain.

If you'd like to learn more about consciously creating your reality, check out my free course and explore the Conscious Creators Community, where we practice these concepts together and support one another on the journey.

Episode 45: Conscious Creation in Practice

In this episode, we are moving beyond the theory of conscious creation and talking about what it actually looks like in everyday life.

We will explore how resistance can reveal the subconscious beliefs and emotional experiences standing between you and what you want. I will share how I uncovered a deeper layer of resistance around self-love, why awareness is only the beginning, and how feeling and processing what comes up can help you reclaim your power.

We will also talk about reconnecting with your life force energy, becoming more fully expressed, and stepping into the powerful, creative, multidimensional version of yourself that has always been there.

Finally, we will explore how to hold your quantum and human duality—understanding that you are the conscious creator of your reality while still giving yourself permission to feel anger, grief, sadness, joy, and every other part of the human experience.

Content Warning: This episode includes sensitive discussions related to childhood sexual assault, sexual energy, shame, and the suppression of life force energy. This discussion is not sexual or explicit, but these subjects may be triggering. If you are currently struggling with a pornography addiction or are sensitive to these topics, this may not be the right episode for you.

I was asked to share more on how I was able to heal myself from my autoimmune disease and trauma history. I go through why I needed to heal in the first place and how I began that journey after my NDE.

In tonight's episode, as promised, I am going to talk about death and how it works in the simulation. The information I am sharing with you comes from my NDE and my lived experience.

I am going to forewarn you, this is some heavy, recursive, polarity concepts that are going to require some brain work and heavy lifting. So, grab your favorite healthy, nature sugar snack to feed your brain and pack a sack lunch because it is going to be a short episode packed with big information.

There is no death. You experience it because it is the opposite of living and is part of the evolutionary process that you want to have. Death gives life contrast and meaning and is part of the whole polarity system that creates this simulation that we experience.

Where you go when you die is determined by what you believe will happen in the life you are living now, so if you believe you see your family and you go with them to do something else, that is what you will experience. If you believe it is a trap that gets you sucked into the light, that is what you will experience.

You create everything, even the after-death experience. You create it just like you create your life and reality in this avatar that you are in.

I talk about this and more as it relates to how it all works together. This is going to resonate for some, and it may not for others, and that is okay. That is how it is supposed to be.

Thank you for listening!

In this episode of Call Me Your Crazy, we're diving into the nervous system's role in creating abundance. Most of us were never taught how our childhood experiences, family beliefs, and emotional memories quietly programmed the way we think and feel about money. Long before we ever earned our first paycheck, our nervous system was already deciding whether money represented safety...or danger.

In this episode, I'll walk you through where money wounds come from, how subconscious programming shapes your relationship with abundance, and why your body may be resisting the very thing your conscious mind says it wants.

We'll explore how scarcity becomes familiar, why the nervous system treats the unknown as a potential threat, and how you can begin rewiring those patterns by pairing abundance with safety instead of fear.

I'll also guide you through practical exercises and a powerful visualization that you can continue practicing on your own to begin creating a new relationship with money—one built on peace, possibility, and conscious choice.

This isn't about chasing money.

It's about becoming the version of yourself who feels safe creating it, receiving it, and keeping it.

You have been creating your reality this entire time. The difference is that most people are doing it unconsciously.

In this episode, I explain how subconscious programming creates recurring patterns in reality, how the observer effect changes what you experience, why your nervous system struggles during change, and how emotional processing allows you to release old programming and create something new.

We will talk about consciousness, frequency, trust, trauma, regulation, emotional metabolization, and why the reality you experience is constantly reflecting information back to you.

If you've been questioning yourself, doubting your path, or wondering why the same patterns keep showing up in your life, this episode is for you.

In this episode of Calm Your Crazy, we explore remote viewing—from its roots with Ingo Swann, the Stanford Research Institute, and the government’s Stargate program to what it might mean for us today.

After a brief look at the history, I share my perspective on what may be happening during a remote viewing session. Through the lenses of consciousness, neuroscience, frequency, and the reality model I teach, we’ll explore intuition, memory, the nervous system, and the idea of the brain as a receiver. More importantly, we’ll look at why learning to trust your own perceptions can be such a powerful skill.

Then I’ll guide you through a simple beginner remote viewing exercise you can do alongside me. At the end, you’ll reveal the target, compare your results, and start building confidence in your intuitive abilities.

Whether you’re curious about remote viewing, consciousness, or the nature of reality, this episode offers both context and a hands-on experience.

Love you. Mean it.