This episode wasn’t planned. Honestly, I almost didn’t record it at all.

This week has forced me to think about relationships, family, old patterns, and what happens when telling your own story starts ruffling feathers.

I’m talking about why I keep finding comfort in people from my past, why starting over with someone completely new feels so fucking uncomfortable, and the difference between taking accountability for the things I’ve done and allowing someone else to rewrite my experience.

And then there’s this podcast itself. Sharing my story has created some backlash I wasn’t entirely prepared for—but I’m realizing that someone else being uncomfortable with my experience doesn’t mean I shouldn’t talk about it.

So this one is raw. It’s me figuring shit out in real time and reminding myself—and my pack—that we’re allowed to talk about what happened to us, learn from our own mistakes, change our patterns, and protect our peace while we do it.

Take it easy on yourself. Respect yourself. And hang in there, people. 🖤🐺

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Why do we open the fridge five times like new food is magically going to appear? Why does getting into bed suddenly remind us of every single thing we forgot to do? And why the fuck did we spend our entire childhood wanting to grow up?

This week on Black Wolves Confessions, Jax is taking a break from the deep shit.

No trauma. No healing journey. No major life revelations. Just a slightly sick, bronchitis-ridden Jax asking the completely random questions that have been living rent-free in her head.

From laundry that never ends and fitted sheets designed by Satan to disappearing hair ties, grocery-store math, autocorrect betrayal, kids yelling “MOM!” from another room, and all the other tiny ridiculous things that make absolutely no sense about everyday life—nothing is off limits.

Sometimes we need the deep conversations.

And sometimes we just need to sit around and ask…

Why the fuck is it like this? 😂

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You know how This or That is supposed to be simple?

Pick one. Move on. No explanation needed.

Yeah… James and I apparently don’t know how to do that.

This week on Black Wolves Confessions, one of my best friends, James, joins me for a round of This or That that starts with simple choices and quickly turns into stories, explanations, random side quests, questionable answers, and a few things you probably weren’t expecting us to admit.

Because when you’ve been friends as long as we have, apparently you can’t just answer the damn question. There’s always context.

Some questions are completely innocent. Some get personal. Some get spicy. And some have us stopping everything because, “Okay, wait… I need to explain this one.”

This episode is less about choosing A or B and more about the conversations that happen when two longtime best friends have microphones in front of them and absolutely no ability to give a simple answer.

So grab a drink, play along with us, and see whether you’d make the same choices — or whether you’d also need to explain yourself.

Welcome back to Black Wolves Confessions.

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