I sit down with Kimberly Tromboli, feng shui consultant, esthetician, and holistic wellness practitioner, to explore how feng shui works as an energetic and ritual-based system — not decoration trends.

I share my real-life experience after a feng shui consult, including what happened when I began working intentionally with color, placement, and even red string around household drains — and how quickly energy began to move in unexpected ways.

Together, we discuss:

• What feng shui actually is (and what it’s not)

• The five elements and how color impacts energy

• Why white, gray, brown, and earth tones affect us differently

• How drains can symbolically “leak” money, health, or relationship energy

• Using red string and intention to protect and contain chi

• Feng shui as ritual, not religion

• Why energy work can stir things up before it settles

• Letting changes unfold without forcing timing

This is a grounded, honest conversation about working with your environment instead of fighting it — and why small, intentional shifts can create meaningful change over time.

Work with Kimberly Trimboli:

Work with Kimberly Trimboli:

www.happycatfengshui.com

hello@happycatfungshui.com

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What if you attended your own funeral—while still alive?

In this deeply honest and moving episode of the Awaken Change Podcast, Kelly McGee and I reflect on our shared experience of a living funeral—a powerful death simulation ritual designed to release old identities, beliefs, and patterns in order to fully step into what’s next.

As I approach a milestone birthday and we both navigate profound life transitions, the conversation opens into themes of death, rebirth, gratitude, non-attachment, and spiritual transformation. We explore what it means to “die before you die,” how confronting mortality can awaken a deeper appreciation for life, and why letting parts of ourselves go is essential for growth.

This episode touches on:

• Living funerals and death simulations

• Spiritual death vs. physical death

• Non-attachment, Buddhism, and surrender

• Identity shifts, grief, and transformation

• Gratitude, legacy, and self-acceptance

• Writing letters as if you’ve already passed

• Green funerals, nature burials, and returning to the earth

• How crisis and loss can initiate awakening

  
  

  Work with Nathalie Croix:LIFE ON EARTH PODCAST

  www.livinglifeinlight.com

Work with Kelly McGee:

⁠yournature.care⁠

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Today I’m joined by Siri Bahadur for a steady, clarifying conversation about self-trust, energetic maturity, destiny, and the power of shunya — the zero point of neutrality and presence.

Together, we explore why so many intuitive, capable women feel overwhelmed, confused, or stuck in constant self-questioning — and how much clarity becomes available when you stop trying to control life and instead learn how to meet it from emptiness.

Siri brings a grounded, embodied perspective rooted in yogic wisdom and lived experience, offering insight into how destiny is not something to chase or figure out, but something that unfolds naturally when the nervous system is regulated and the mind is no longer grasping for certainty.

In this episode, we talk about:
• Why overthinking often comes from misplaced responsibility
• The difference between intuition, instinct, and mental noise
• What destiny actually means — and why forcing outcomes blocks it
• Shunya as a state of neutrality, emptiness, and deep presence
• How clarity emerges when you stop trying to “decide” everything
• Energetic maturity and standing in personal authority
• Letting go of urgency, pressure, and the need to fix yourself

This conversation is not about bypassing real life or becoming passive.
It’s about learning how to stand still enough internally that life can move through you — rather than feeling like something you have to manage.

Work with Siri Bahadur:

Ph:(512)496-1966

Email: Sirikhalsa@sbcglobal.net

Website: www.siribahadur.com

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In this second episode with Rachel Otto, we have a rich, grounded conversation about mycelium, collective intelligence, nervous system safety, astrology, and the way humans are meant to connect and co-regulate.

Using the wisdom of mycelium networks as both a biological and energetic metaphor, we explore how nature models intelligence, communication, and support — and what happens when humans forget how to be in right relationship with each other and the Earth.

This is a conversation about:
✨ Mycelium as a teacher of interconnection and resilience
✨ How intelligence moves through networks — not hierarchy
✨ Nervous system regulation through relationship and community
✨ Why disconnection creates overwhelm, burnout, and confusion
✨ Relearning how to listen and attune through astrology
✨ The danger of hyper-individualism and self-isolation
✨ Returning to embodied wisdom instead of mental over-efforting

Rachel brings her unique lens of somatic awareness, nature-based intelligence, and relational attunement — offering a perspective that is both ancient and urgently relevant.

Work with Rachel Otto:

⁠www.waychilllife.com⁠

⁠https://www.amazon.com/Bourbon-Street-Twelfth-Dimension-Finding/dp/B0CTT9S44P⁠

⁠https://youtube.com/@waychillliving?si=4NGVWNmdJAp9kxWO⁠

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In this episode, I sit down with my daughter, Julia, for an honest, unscripted conversation about college, purpose, money, independence, and trusting your own path — even when it doesn’t look like the one you imagined.

Julia recently made the decision to step away from college and move to Nashville. As her mom, this brought up fear, grief, trust, control, and ultimately… growth. Together, we talk openly about why college didn’t feel aligned for her, the pressure young people feel to “have it all figured out,” and what it means to choose real-life experience over forcing yourself into a system that doesn’t fit.

This episode is for:
• Parents navigating fear, trust, and letting go
• Young adults questioning college or traditional paths
• Anyone feeling stuck in a system that no longer feels aligned
• Mothers learning how to detach from outcomes and lead with love

We explore the difference between goals and intentions, how self-care and responsibility evolve at different life stages, and why purpose often reveals itself after you stop trying to force it.

This is not about telling anyone what to do — it’s about opening the conversation, softening judgment, and trusting that there are many valid ways to build a meaningful life.

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In this expansive and unconventional episode, I’m joined by one of my favorite humans — Rachel Otto of Wachel Life — for a conversation that goes far beyond the visible world.

Rachel was my Reiki teacher, angel teacher, and guide into multidimensional realms — and in this episode, we open the door to channeling, otherworldly guides, timelines, purpose, and the illusion of time itself.

This conversation is unscripted, intuitive, and deeply energetic. We explore what happens when you stop trying to make spirituality palatable… and instead let truth come through exactly as it is.

Together, we dive into:
✨ Channeling otherworldly beings and star nations
✨ Working with guides like Syrians, Octurians, Hathors, and 4th-dimensional beings
✨ The myth of running out of time — especially for women
✨ Why the “hustle” feeling is tied to collapsing timelines
✨ Purpose as presence, not productivity
✨ Letting go of the old matrix and outdated identities
✨ What it means to live beyond judgment, labels, and linear time
✨ Allowing guidance to come through the body, not just the mind

This episode isn’t meant to convince you of anything.
It’s an invitation — to listen, feel, and remember what resonates for you.

If you’re curious about channeling, multidimensional consciousness, or the idea that your purpose is simply to be fully yourself… this episode will stretch you in the most beautiful way.

Work with Rachel Otto:

www.waychilllife.com

https://www.amazon.com/Bourbon-Street-Twelfth-Dimension-Finding/dp/B0CTT9S44P

https://youtube.com/@waychillliving?si=4NGVWNmdJAp9kxWO

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In this episode, I sit down with Abi Licatino for a powerful, honest conversation about health sovereignty, informed consent, alternative wellness, and what it truly means to take responsibility for your family’s health.

Abi shares the story behind NAHA — the North Shore Alternative Health Alliance — a growing network connecting vetted alternative health practitioners, farmers, and caregivers with families seeking root-cause, whole-body healing.

We also talk about Abi’s personal journey into health research, motherhood, toxin-free living, food sovereignty, and why so many women feel called to question mainstream narratives once they become mothers.

This episode explores:
✨ Why many women find their true purpose in midlife
✨ What “alternative health” really means — and why it’s actually original medicine
✨ How to eliminate toxins and return to foundational health practices
✨ Food as medicine, regenerative farming, and sourcing clean protein
✨ Research literacy: how to read studies, inserts, and original sources
✨ Why informed consent matters — especially for parents
✨ Compassionate conversations around vaccines and medical choice
✨ Trusting intuition while staying grounded in facts
✨ Building community instead of isolating over health decisions

This is not about fear or division.
It’s about education, discernment, sovereignty, and coming back to the body’s innate intelligence.

Work with Abi Licatino:https://northshorealternativehealthalliance.com/ a_licatino@hotmail.com

Link to my YouTube advocacy video- https://youtu.be/-Pub0rtLdBg

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In this episode, I open up about the mother wound — how it’s formed, how it shows up across generations, and what it actually takes to awaken change and begin healing it.

What starts as a joyful night out in a hot pink Christmas onesie unexpectedly turns into a moment that cracks something wide open: a painful comment from my mother that carries far more than words — it carries lineage, conditioning, shame, and unresolved wounds passed down through generations of women.

In this episode, we explore:
✨ What the “mother wound” really is — beyond psychology
✨ How love and harm can coexist in the same moment
✨ Why mothers often grip what they’re meant to set free
✨ How comments, insults, and shame are passed through lineage
✨ The Mother Archetype — nurturing and restricting at the same time
✨ How to stay in your joy so wounds don’t define you
✨ Turning pain into wisdom instead of resentment
✨ What it means to break generational patterns as the awakened generation

This conversation isn’t about blaming our mothers.
It’s about seeing clearly, feeling honestly, and choosing to evolve.

If you’ve ever felt hurt by your mother…
If you’re a mother trying to do better…
Or if you’re learning how to hold love and wounds at the same time — this episode will meet you right where you are.

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