🎙️S1 E2: 🖤 The Mother Wound: When Silence Becomes Survival. Never thought I would say any of this.🖤 Trigger Warning:This episode contains personal reflections on trauma, chronic illness, emotional abuse, SA and DV, and survival. Please listen with care and pause if needed. You're not alone.Welcome back to my ruins — I’m Angela, and this is Episode 2 of my podcast. If you’re new here, I’m a chronic pain survivor, trauma alchemist, and someone who’s walked through more than one kind of fire. This podcast is my space to speak freely — to break silences that have shaped me. Today, we’re exploring how to speak your truth after years — maybe even decades — of being silenced, gaslit, or simply surviving.Thanks for listening.

WHY I’M SPEAKING NOW:Not to be an influencer.Not for attention.But because silence almost unalived me — and I know I’m not the only one.IM STILL HEALING...🖤 The pain I buried🖤 The people who disappeared🖤 The years I've lost to no diagnosis, misdiagnosis, and gaslighting🖤 Raising a daughter while learning how to re-parent myself🖤 The silent strength it takes to keep breathing when the world says you shouldn't be here🖤 My timeline of 40 years of events...There are thousands of people living in pain, in pieces, invisible to everyone but the mirror.

If this helps just one of you feel less alone, then none of that silence was wasted.FOR THE ONE STILL IN THE FIRE:🖤 You don’t need to be “healed” to speak🖤 You don’t need to be “fixed” to be worthy🖤 You don’t need a studio to show upStart where you are. Speak when you can.

And if today, all you can do is breathe — I’m proud of you.JOIN ME LIVE:📲 TikTok: @angela_pain_alchemist💌 Blog & podcast playlist:

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🖤 This podcast is my reckoning.🖤 My reclamation.🖤 My refusal to stay quiet.Not for revenge — but for every person who’s ever lived in the shadows.Maybe in my rubble, you’ll find a piece of your own healing, too.👍 Like, Comment & Subscribe📣 Share this with someone who needs to hear it🔔 New episodes every Friday available on all podcast platforms I’ve got more stories to tell — and I’m just getting started.

🖤 I Didn’t Survive Hell to Stay Quiet🎙️ Come Sit in My Ruins – Episode Oneby Angela Jade | Find Yourself Here📍 Fridays This isn’t one of those “I healed and now I’m thriving” stories.It’s the part before that.The part no one talks about.The part where I’m still building myself — piece by jagged piece — in the middle of the rubble.If you’ve ever felt invisible…If you’ve ever screamed and no one listened…If you’re still here even when you don’t know how or why…This is for you.⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains references to trauma, abuse, chronic illness, grief, and medical mistreatment. Please care for your nervous system. Watch in a safe space. Pause if you need to. Support link below.For 39 years, I carried stories I thought no one would ever hear.Some were unsafe to speak.Some were silenced.Some were buried so deep, even I couldn’t touch them without shaking.But this week… I spoke. Raw. Unfiltered. Unready — but real.Not a “how I healed” story.Not a “10-step plan.”Just the truth of where I am:A woman with rubble around her and gold still in her bones.IN THIS EPISODE:🖤 The LIFE I wasn’t supposed to survive🖤 Medical gaslighting (endometriosis, fibromyalgia, surgical menopause)🖤 Parenting while in pain🖤 Disappearing inside myself🖤 Grief, loss, and chosen survival🖤 Choosing to stop shrinking for others' comfortIt’s messy. It’s not linear. But it’s mine. And maybe it’s yours too.WHY I’M SPEAKING NOW:Not to be an influencer.Not for attention.But because silence was killing me — and I know I’m not the only one.IM STILL HEALING🖤 The pain I buried🖤 The people who disappeared🖤 The years I've lost to no diagnosis, misdiagnosis, and gaslighting🖤 Raising a daughter while learning how to re-parent myself🖤 The silent strength it takes to keep breathing when the world says you shouldn't be here🖤 My timeline of 40 years of events...There are thousands of people living in pain, in pieces, invisible to everyone but the mirror.If this helps just one of you feel less alone — then none of that silence was wasted.FOR THE ONE STILL IN THE FIRE:🖤 You don’t need to be “healed” to speak🖤 You don’t need to be “fixed” to be worthy🖤 You don’t need a studio to show upStart where you are. Speak when you can.And if today, all you can do is breathe — I’m proud of you.WATCH FULL EPISODE:🎧 JOIN ME LIVE:📲 TikTok: @angela_pain_alchemist💌 Blog & podcast playlist: https://linktr.ee/AngelaPainAlchemist

🆘 SOS Mental Health & Crisis Support 🖤 This podcast is my reckoning.🖤 My reclamation.🖤 My refusal to stay quiet.Not for revenge — but for every person who’s ever lived in the shadows.Maybe in my rubble, you’ll find a piece of your own healing, too.👍 Like, Comment & Subscribe📣 Share this with someone who needs to hear it