What if the relationship you keep neglecting is the one you’ll have for the rest of your life?

We’re taught from an early age that happiness lives somewhere outside of us. Find your person. Get married. Have kids. Build the house. Be desirable. Be good. Be successful. And somewhere along the way, we become so focused on being somebody’s partner, parent, child, friend, or caretaker that we completely lose track of who the hell we are.

In this episode of Alchemy Unhinged, we’re flipping the script on relationships and getting into the one relationship that changes everything: the relationship with yourself.

We talk about religious conditioning, purity culture, queer identity, codependency, marriage, sexuality, boundaries, people-pleasing, self-care, and why so many of us are trying to create healthy relationships with other people while barely knowing how to have one with ourselves.
We get into the uncomfortable question: Do you actually know what you want? What makes you happy? What fills your cup? What do you desire? What are your boundaries? What parts of your life are actually yours, and what are you still doing because someone else taught you that’s what you were supposed to want?

Because you are not broken. You don't need to be fixed. You need to unearth yourself.

And once you stop pouring from an empty cup, everything changes. Your relationships. Your boundaries. Your capacity to love. Your ability to receive. Your entire relationship with your own life.

So grab your tea and come sit with us for a conversation about self-love, codependency, relationships, conditioning, boundaries, sexuality, and learning how to choose yourself without abandoning the people you love.

Because the goal isn't to need nobody.

It's to become so deeply connected to yourself that you can love others from overflow instead of depletion.

Alchemy Unhinged is hosted by Auric Blackwood & Jo-Lynn Bhagwandin.

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Topics discussed may include spirituality, energy healing, plant medicine, trauma, mental health, sexuality, relationships, religion, personal transformation, and other mature or sensitive subjects. Listener discretion is advised.

What if you don't actually need another freaking sign?!

What if you don't need another course, another certification, another book, another tarot pull, another Google search, or another person to tell you what you already know?

Maybe you just need to **trust yourself.**

Welcome to this week's Unhinged Forecast from Alchemy Unhinged, where we take the astrology, Gene Keys, Human Design and tarot for the week ahead and translate all of that cosmic bullshit into something you can actually use in your life. 😂

This week, we're moving from “I need more information” into “I need to trust what I already know.”

We're diving into Gene Key 48: Inadequacy → Resourcefulness → Wisdom and Human Design Gate 48, the Gate of Depth, and exploring that familiar feeling of never being ready enough, knowledgeable enough, healed enough, successful enough or qualified enough.

Because how many times are you going to tell yourself you need one more thing before you finally trust yourself?

We're also moving toward Gate 57 and intuitive clarity, which brings us out of the endless mental analysis and back into the body. That subtle nudge. That gut feeling. That knowing you can't always explain but somehow fucking know.

Plus, we're breaking down the astrology for October 5–11, including:

🦂 Venus retrograde in Scorpio
💋 Mercury conjunct Venus in Scorpio
🌑 The New Moon in Libra
🔥 Mars square Venus
♎ Libra season, relationships, boundaries and balance
🧬 Gene Key 48: Inadequacy → Resourcefulness → Wisdom
🔺 Human Design Gate 48: Depth
✨ The shift toward Gate 57 and intuitive clarity
🔮 Tarot for the week ahead

And because we can't do an Alchemy Unhinged Forecast without getting a little feral, we're also talking about the difference between knowing something in your body and immediately letting your mind talk you out of it.

Your unhinged experiment this week is simple:

Every time you catch yourself saying, “I need to know more before I can…” STOP!

Ask yourself this instead: “Do I actually need more information, or do I need to trust myself?”

You don't have to act on every feeling.

But you also don't have to talk yourself out of every fucking thing you already know.

Maybe you don't need another sign.

Maybe you just need to do the damn thing.

🔮 Welcome to the Unhinged Forecast.

Subscribe to Alchemy Unhinged and join us every week as we explore astrology, Gene Keys, Human Design, tarot, spirituality, self-discovery and all the beautiful chaos of being a human being.

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The views, opinions, and perspectives expressed on the Alchemy Unhinged Podcast belong to the hosts, Auric Blackwood and Jo-Lynn Bhagwandin, and to any guests appearing on the podcast, and do not necessarily reflect the views of any affiliated individuals, businesses, organizations, or entities.

Alchemy Unhinged is intended for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, financial, or other professional advice. The hosts and guests share personal experiences, perspectives, beliefs, and opinions, which may not be applicable to every individual or situation.

Topics discussed may include spirituality, energy healing, plant medicine, trauma, mental health, sexuality, relationships, religion, personal transformation, and other mature or sensitive subjects. Listener discretion is advised.

What happens when you go into an ayahuasca ceremony looking for healing and come out the other side speaking snake, a set of spiritual gifts, and an entirely different understanding of yourself?

In Part 2 of our plant medicine journey, we’re going deeper into the experiences that completely cracked us open.

We talk about Mother Aya, snake medicine, spiritual gifts, channeling, ancestral connections, energy healing, spirit language, purging, integration, and the bizarre moments that left us asking, “Was that real?”

Auric’s journey took him into encounters with snakes, Yeshua, Sekhmet, healing energy, venom, ancestry, and a direct download of something he was meant to do. Jo-Lynn received her own unexpected encounter with the fae. And somewhere along the way, the two of us experienced ourselves as two heads of the same iridescent snake...yes... we are snake sisters!

Because apparently, this is what happens when two spiritual weirdos drink ayahuasca together.

We also get into the part nobody talks about enough: what happens after the ceremony. The doubt. The questioning. The integration. The religious conditioning that makes you wonder whether you can trust your own experience. And the challenge of bringing something completely unexplainable back into ordinary life.

This isn't about telling you what to believe. It's about sharing what we experienced, what we made of it, and what happened when the medicine got very, very personal.

Grab your tea. We're going back into the jungle. 🐍

#AlchemyUnhinged #Ayahuasca #PlantMedicine #SpiritualAwakening #SpiritualGifts #AyahuascaJourney #PlantMedicineIntegration

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Alchemy Unhinged is intended for entertainment and informational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical, mental health, legal, financial, or other professional advice. The hosts and guests share personal experiences, perspectives, beliefs, and opinions, which may not be applicable to every individual or situation.

Topics discussed may include spirituality, energy healing, plant medicine, trauma, mental health, sexuality, relationships, religion, personal transformation, and other mature or sensitive subjects. Listener discretion is advised.