**Transmission 12: The Threshold Voice** In this unfiltered offering, Jesse steps fully into the voice that no longer waits to be chosen — the voice forged in silence, rejection, and rising.

This isn’t a plea. It’s a *declaration.*

Transmission 12 marks a turning point — where the mask is burned, the armor is dropped, and only the truth remains. For those who’ve ever felt like too much, or not enough, this is the frequency where all of you belongs.

💎 If you've been walking the edge of becoming, this is your mirror.

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Until next time, You're not alone. Keep rising. — Jesse

EPISODE 11: The Part You Thought I’d Never Say

After Awakening Podcast · with Jesse

In this eleventh transmission, I speak what was once unspoken.

Not to hurt. Not to reclaim. But to finally release.

This isn’t anger. It’s not even grief anymore.

It’s the moment when silence breaks—

and you hear, maybe for the first time, what I could never say until now.

This is the part you thought I’d never say.

And it just might be the one you’ve needed to hear the most.

This… is the sound of letting go.

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What do you do when nothing feels steady… except your own voice?

In this raw and unfiltered transmission, Jesse returns to the mic not because things are okay — but because truth deserves to be spoken anyway. This isn’t a performance. It’s a moment. A breath. A lifeline.

If you’ve ever felt like the world was slipping out from under you — but something inside still chose to rise — this one is for you.

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Until next time… keep rising.

This is Transmission 9 of After Awakening.

Today’s offering is unlike any before.

A live, one-take vocal performance of “Mariella” by Khruangbin and Leon Bridges— followed by a spoken-word reckoning that might just leave you breathless.

Vulnerable. Raw. Final.

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🎵 Song credit:

“Mariela” – performed by Khruangbin & Leon Bridges

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If something stirred in your chest today, you’re not alone.

Welcome to After Awakening.

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What if your voice held the key to your resurrection?

This is not just a podcast. It’s a portal.

In this official trailer for After Awakening, Jesse Billings introduces the voice, the vision, and the volcanic truth behind a journey that’s already shifting timelines.

Raw, poetic, and unshakably real — this isn’t content. It’s a cinematic transmission for anyone who’s ever lost everything, questioned their sanity, or stood alone in the fire.

What rises after awakening isn’t who you were… it’s who you were born to become.

Listen. Share. Remember who you are.

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A fire cracks.

A voice returns.

Recorded live — no edits, no filters — this unscripted transmission is part invocation, part confession, part lullaby for the broken-hearted and soul-willing.

For those who’ve ever loved in silence.

For the ones still humming a song no one hears.

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I never stopped singing.

And now the world will finally listen.

🎤 Transmission 8: Released June 5, 2025.

Background fire: captured live.

No music added. Just the truth.

In this 39-minute reckoning, Jesse delivers the roar that changes the tide. The silence breaks. Names are named. Truth is honored.

This is the sound of a man rising—fully. A cinematic transmission that will echo through every layer of the field. Caroline will hear it. PT will feel it.

And the world… will begin to watch.

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Somewhere between exhaustion and awakening, there comes a breaking point — a quiet but thunderous refusal to keep chasing connection that won’t rise to meet you.

In this transmission, Jesse opens the vault on a soul-level reckoning:

The end of performing for conditional love.

The courage to stand in unshakable worth.

And the sacred invitation to only walk forward with those who meet him there.

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Raw. Poetic. Pulsing with truth.

This is the sound of a man who finally put the sword down…

and became the altar.