Acknowledging Agitations

Arising tides

Overwhelming the mind

Taking a look from elsewhere

To understand the despair

Beginning to repair

Through becoming aware

From the ways the enemy attempts to scare

Prepare

Suit up & show up

Pressure repressed

Ignoring irritation

Irrational instincts

Intersecting agony

Gone again, against the wind

Winding up, wilting away

Weathered, dead, & gray

Dealing with doses

Hopeless heartache

So weak it's ready to break

All the mistakes

Again, to bad decisions

Finding comfort to live in

In voluntary man slaughter

Voluntarily killing the man within

Choking on the choice

Distorting my voice

Violating the volatile

Pictured perspectives

Respecting their reasons

While falling to pieces

Disappearing to dust

Hush all of this lust

The luxury longed for

Forking over to shut up

With the middle finger stuck up

The conversation struck up

Resounding tones to suck up

Striking the chord

I can't take this anymore

The little things people do

It's like taking a look inside, of who I am

All that I can't stand

Holding out on the brand

Unaware of the lending hand

& how it helps to find myself

The self suffering under sand

Unable to understand

Until I learn to withstand

Discovering the plan

Proceeding through pain

Taking notice of the gain

Being cleansed by the rain

The dark past

Becoming the most valued possession

The obsession

With all the lessons

Session after session

Answering all the questions

Caught up in comatose

Let go

Going forward

Warding off the weakness

To seek Him