Woe is me

Why can't I let myself be?

Berating the behavior

Descending to the dungeon

Instead of learning to function

The conjunction of the junkie

Unable to see the key

That's right in front of me

Menacing morbidity

Incarceration to infinity

The problematic perspective

From the dumb detective

Duh! The deviance devised

Stems from the devil that hides

Conspiring to spread wide the lies

To multiply & occupy the mind

Investing in the middle

Infected with the riddle

Drowned out by the fiddle

Hey diddle diddle

Did the cat eat the canary

Contrary contracting

Reacting ravenously

Studying the test subject

Subjective injections

Substantially stunting

An aerial view

An observation on operations

Preparing to operate

To revise the rate

Of what to anticipate

Antagonizing anatomy

Asphyxiation of the atom

Wondering the response

Who would've thought?

Near death experiences

Time & time again

Locked in the cage

No wonder the rage

Lacking maturity in the age

Agenda altering attitude

Erecting an altar

Which will obviously falter

Alter the angle

Recognize the angel

To gel in application

Look at this!

What have we here?!

What has become of this creature?

These faulty features, festering

Feasting

Translation of the test

Will this carry any weight?

Or

Just fold under the heavy fate?

The cycle that circles round

The memory malfunctioning

In a short time

With the hands ticking away

These thoughts fade away

Forgetting the past

Being condemned to repeat this conquest yet again

Like Groundhogs' Day

Will this ride ever end?

Or

Will I cycle to the bitter end?

Must I live vicariously through myself?

What parts need replaced, so I'm able to present the right face?

Trace the trail, so I stop chasing my tail

Let me learn, to recoil from the flame that burns

Turn away!

Awakening, taking notice of the light

Illuminating the life

To strategize and fight

Taking Flight