Self-care has been sold to us as bubble baths and face masks. Buy this product. Light this candle. Treat yourself.

And I'm not here to tell you those things don't matter. They do. Self-soothing is real and valid and necessary.

But here's what nobody talks about: Self-care is more than just the soothing part. If you're only doing the things that feel good in the moment but avoiding the hard stuff—the boundaries, the difficult conversations, the uncomfortable choices—you're only doing half of self-care.

In this episode, we explore what real self-care actually looks like, why it's been commodified, and what it takes to care for yourself in a sustainable way.

WHAT YOU'LL LEARN:

- Why self-soothing IS valid self-care (it's tending to yourself, your temple, your mental health)

- The difference between self-care and self-soothing (they work together, not against each other)

- Why you need BOTH: soothing practices that help you regulate AND hard choices that protect your well-being

- Real soothing self-care examples: gaming, comfort shows, pampering routines, retail therapy, hobbies

- Hard self-care examples: setting boundaries, having difficult conversations, saying no, protecting your time

- How soothing practices and hard actions work together in balance

- Why the soothing stops working when your life is out of alignment

- The commodification of self-care and why it's been reduced to products

- Individual self-care vs. systemic self-care (what you can control vs. what requires collective action)

- How to make self-care sustainable (not just occasional treats but regular practices)

- Why self-care isn't selfish—it's necessary for showing up authentically

- Creating systems that support your well-being: protected hours, boundaries you've pre-decided, phone on DND

- The realization that soothing activities alone weren't fixing deeper issues

This isn't about choosing between bubble baths and boundaries. It's about understanding you need both—the practices that regulate your nervous system AND the choices that create a life that doesn't constantly deplete you.

If you've been buying self-care products hoping they'll fix everything, or pushing yourself through "hard" self-care without any softness—this episode will help you find the balance.

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A Lot To Grow Through is a podcast about real healing, real conversations, and no filter. Hosted by Artis Desjardins, this is a space for thoughtful conversations on healing, growth, and the art of becoming. Here, you'll understand you have to grow through it, not just go through it.

I spent years saying yes when I meant no. Overextending myself. Resenting people for things I never told them bothered me.

That's not kindness. That's self-abandonment.

In this episode, we get real about boundaries. What they actually are (and what they're not), why they feel impossible to set, and how to communicate them clearly without drowning in guilt.

WHAT YOU'LL LEARN:

- What boundaries actually are: limits you set to protect your well-being, energy, time, or values

- The crucial difference between boundaries, walls, and demands (boundaries = what YOU will do, not what you demand others do)

- Why boundaries are about YOUR behavior, not controlling other people

- How to recognize the difference: "I won't engage when being yelled at" (boundary) vs. "Stop yelling" (demand)

- Why saying no feels selfish when you were taught your needs come second

- The cost of not setting boundaries: resentment, burnout, self-betrayal, inauthentic relationships

- Why boundaries don't make you difficult—they make you honest

- How to communicate boundaries clearly using direct language

- Examples of time, emotional, physical, material, and values boundaries

- What to do when people push back, guilt-trip, or test your boundaries

- The difference between someone who unintentionally crosses a boundary vs. someone who intentionally violates it

- How to enforce boundaries (what happens when boundaries are crossed)

- Why the people who truly value you will adjust when you set boundaries

- Real examples: morning/night unavailability, time limits on availability, no gossip engagement

- Personal stories about learning boundaries cost more than you could afford to give

This isn't about keeping people out or being difficult. It's about protecting what allows you to stay in—stay present, stay authentic, stay sustainable in your relationships.

If you've been saying yes when you mean no, overextending yourself, or feeling resentful in your relationships this episode will help you understand what boundaries are and how to start setting them.

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A Lot To Grow Through is a podcast about real healing, real conversations, and no filter. Hosted by Artis Desjardins, this is a space for thoughtful conversations on healing, growth, and the art of becoming. Here, you'll understand you have to grow through it, not just go through it.

There was a period in my life when I felt like I was going through the motions. Not sad, not happy, not anxious—just flat. Like there was a wall between me and everything I was supposed to feel.

If that sounds familiar, this episode is for you.

In this episode, we explore emotional numbness; What it is, why your nervous system shuts down, the difference between numbness and depression, and how to come back to feeling without overwhelming yourself.

WHAT YOU'LL LEARN:

- What emotional numbness actually is (a form of dissociation and protection)

- How dissociation creates distance between you and overwhelming experience

- The spectrum of dissociation: mild (zoning out), moderate (numbness), severe (depersonalization/derealization)

- Why your nervous system learned to go offline when emotions felt too dangerous

- The difference between emotional numbness and clinical depression (they overlap but aren't the same)

- Why numbness isn't apathy—you do care, your system is protecting you from feeling

- The danger of staying numb long-term (what you lose when you can't feel)

- How to come back to feeling safely without flooding yourself:

1. Start with physical sensations (temperature, texture, movement)

2. Work with mild emotions first (not jumping straight to grief or rage)

3. Use grounding techniques to stay present

4. Practice titration (small doses of feeling, not all at once)

5. Get professional support when needed

- Why you can't selectively numb—when you shut down pain, you shut down everything

- The importance of pacing yourself when reconnecting with emotions

- Personal experiences with numbness and learning to feel again

This isn't about forcing yourself to feel or overwhelming your system. It's about understanding why you went numb and how to safely reconnect. Because you can't heal what you can't feel.

If you've ever felt absent from your own life, like you're watching from behind glass, or wondered why you feel nothing when you "should" feel something this episode will help you understand what's happening and how to move forward.

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Experiencing emotional numbness? Share your questions, stories, or reflections. Send written letters or voice messages to letters@alottogrowtrough.com or visit alottogrowthrough.com

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If this episode helped you understand emotional numbness, please leave a rating and review. It helps others who are struggling with numbness find their way here.

CONTENT ADVISORY: This episode discusses dissociation, emotional numbness, trauma responses, depression, and mental health topics. Please practice self-care while listening.

A Lot To Grow Through is a podcast about real healing, real conversations, and no filter. Hosted by Artis Desjardins, this is a space for thoughtful conversations on healing, growth, and the art of becoming. Here, you'll understand you have to grow through it, not just go through it.