Through thunderous declarations and heartfelt petitions, this powerful prayer session confronts the dark reality of cyber-stalking, digital surveillance, and coordinated harassment. Beginning with reverent acknowledgment of God's many names—El Roy (the God who sees), Jehovah Shama (the ever-present one), El Shaddai (the all-sufficient)—this prayer establishes spiritual authority before addressing modern persecution tactics head-on.

The prayer courageously confronts the sophisticated methods used against believers today: illegal monitoring through digital devices, character assassination campaigns, privacy violations, and coordinated harassment networks. What makes this prayer particularly potent is its recognition that persecution operates through both human agents and spiritual forces simultaneously, requiring warfare that addresses both realms. Listeners facing similar battles will find specific language to combat these attacks and reclaim their peace, dignity, and purpose.

Most striking is the transformation from victim to victor demonstrated throughout. Rather than being paralyzed by surveillance and harassment, the supplicant boldly declares: "I am not isolated, I am surrounded. I am not silenced, I am rising." This spiritual reframing establishes boundaries around one's home, mind, reputation, and future—all areas under attack through digital means. The prayer culminates in powerful declarations of restoration, reclaiming everything stolen through persecution while sealing these declarations with spiritual authority.

Whether you're personally experiencing digital harassment or supporting someone who is, this prayer offers strategic spiritual weapons for today's battlefield. Listen, pray along, and remember that while technology may have given persecutors new weapons, your spiritual authority remains unchanged and undiminished. Your prayers are heaven-bound, and justice will roll like thunder.

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A powerful prayer unfolds, revealing the heart behind "The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman" docuseries. Sincere vulnerability meets divine purpose as the speaker dedicates this project not as a perfect person, but as a willing vessel with a transformed story. The prayer establishes a spiritual foundation for what promises to be more than just personal testimony—it's positioned as a resource for seekers and a catalyst for systemic change.

The creator's petition for divine protection against "digital attacks, retaliation, slander and sabotage" hints at the challenging truths this series will unveil. This isn't casual content—it's a deliberate mission with ambitious goals: "May it influence legislation, reform policies and protect the vulnerable. May it expose exploitation and usher in justice." These aspirations reveal a project designed to transcend personal narrative and create tangible impact.

Perhaps most striking is the declaration of identity that emerges: "I will not be defined by what I've endured, by gossip, by slander, by lies, but by what you are doing through me." This refusal to be limited by past experiences or others' narratives signals the liberation that comes when personal testimony serves higher purpose. The prayer culminates in confident affirmations of divine enablement, setting the stage for a docuseries that aims to be "a light in dark places, a voice for the voiceless and a shield for the targeted." Subscribe now to witness this powerful journey unfold and join a movement that merges personal truth with collective transformation.

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Navigating the shadows of targeted harassment requires understanding the terminology that defines these experiences. In this milestone fifth episode, I create a comprehensive framework for recognizing and naming the tactics used against targeted individuals.

The digital age has transformed abuse into something more insidious than ever before. I meticulously break down the landscape of emotional and psychological manipulation, from gaslighting and DARVO (Deny, Attack, Reverse Victim and Offender) to the more technological aspects of cyber stalking and digital surveillance. These aren't just unwanted messages or creepy behavior—they represent systematic campaigns of monitoring, data extraction, and reputation destruction designed to isolate and destabilize targets.

What makes these forms of abuse particularly devastating is how they work together. A perpetrator might use spyware to gather personal information, create false narratives based on that information, then recruit others to participate in harassment through what I identify as "third-party grooming." Some attackers even stoop to using children as unwitting participants in subliminal harassment campaigns—a tactic I find particularly disturbing and unethical.

As a targeted individual experiencing these attacks on a global scale, I share not just definitions but spiritual reflections on finding strength during ongoing persecution. Through prayer and faith, I've found a framework for understanding these attacks not as random suffering but as evidence that I'm on a path the enemy wants to obstruct. "What the enemy meant for bad," I affirm, "God will turn into good."

Whether you're experiencing similar targeting or simply trying to understand this phenomenon, this episode provides the vocabulary needed to recognize these tactics and the reassurance that you're not alone. Subscribe to follow my journey of documenting these experiences and reclaiming my narrative despite sophisticated attempts to silence me.

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The assassination of a public figure jolted me into deep reflection about the state of our discourse and the dangerous tactics used to silence differing viewpoints. This episode departs from my usual format to examine my reaction to this national tragedy while connecting it to my personal journey as a targeted individual experiencing harassment and intimidation.

When violence becomes the response to speech we disagree with, we've crossed a dangerous threshold. I share my momentary fear upon hearing the news – knowing that as someone breaking silence about my own experiences, I could become more vulnerable. Yet that fear quickly gave way to resolve. As scripture reminds us, God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power and a sound mind.

The digital landscape has created a troubling disconnect where real humans with families and feelings are reduced to abstract entities deserving of scorn. I've experienced this firsthand through algorithm manipulation, cyber stalking, character assassination, and coordinated campaigns designed to shame me into seclusion. These tactics share a common goal: silencing opposition through fear and isolation.

Despite these challenges, I'm strengthened by faith and encouraged by other Christian voices who refuse to be intimidated. We overcome through our testimony – which explains why those opposing truth often desperately try to silence it. I'm committed to documenting my experiences not from fear but conviction. As the Creole/French saying goes, "Abraham dit c'est assez" (French) or "Abraham di sa ase" (Haitian Creole).

I close with prayers for our nation, its leaders, and a return to respectful dialogue across differences. While this episode offers glimpses into my personal story, I invite you to continue following this documentary series as I break my silence and share the truth of my experiences. Join me in choosing courage over fear and dignity over dehumanization.

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What if the strange encounters and technological glitches you experience aren't random but part of something more sinister? Delving into the world of targeted harassment, this episode explores neutral definitions of terms often dismissed by mainstream sources.

The term "targeted individual" describes someone experiencing deliberate, coordinated harassment and surveillance through various means. I unpack related concepts like "gang stalking"—where multiple people work together to monitor and intimidate someone—and "mobbing," the psychological abuse aimed at isolating targets within communities or workplaces. I also examine how technology has transformed harassment through "tech manipulation," using digital tools to disrupt daily life.

Drawing from my personal journey, I share how these experiences manifest in real life and the challenge of being dismissed as mentally ill when seeking help. My story begins with technological interference before expanding into other troubling patterns that match these definitions perfectly. While I can only speak to my own experiences, the overlap between established terminology and my reality is striking.

This shorter episode serves as groundwork for future, more detailed accounts where I'll provide specific examples from my years of harassment. Subscribe now to join me as I document this disturbing phenomenon and help bring understanding to experiences that too often remain in the shadows.

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Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Well, this powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion. This series stands as both documentation and resistance—a refusal to be silenced despite overwhelming odds.

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What happens when society constantly dismisses your truth? Welcome to the unfiltered journey of "The Dire-Rie of a Sane Black Woman," where I unpack the powerful meaning behind this carefully chosen title.

The name itself contains intentional wordplay—"Dire" capturing the gravity of my current situation combined with "rie" from my name, Marie. But it's the words "Sane" and "Black" that carry the most weight. Throughout history, Black women have been systematically ignored when reporting problems and labeled with harmful stereotypes that serve to silence us. When we speak up, we're "angry Black women." When we endure hardship, we're praised as "strong Black women"—a backhanded compliment that actually expects us to withstand unlimited abuse without complaint.

This episode dives deep into gaslighting—that insidious form of emotional manipulation where someone creates a false narrative that makes you question your reality and sanity. The term originated from the 1944 film "Gaslight," where a husband manipulates his wife by dimming lights and then denying any change when she notices. My experience mirrors this classic example: having my algorithm manipulated, my truth twisted, and my character smeared through campaigns designed to make me appear unstable.

Unlike highly produced podcasts, I'm embracing imperfection in this series. As a self-proclaimed perfectionist, this approach represents my commitment to authenticity over polish. I'm simply speaking my truth, documenting my experiences, and inviting you along for this journey of reclamation. If you've ever had your reality questioned or been made to feel like the "crazy one," you'll find validation and community here. Subscribe now to follow this ongoing exploration of identity, truth, and the power of owning your narrative.

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Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Marie's powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion.

Marie begins her raw, unfiltered account by describing how traditional authorities—police, FBI, employers, and school officials etc.—have failed her, offering therapy referrals instead of protection. "To me, that's just a nice way of saying you're crazy," she explains, highlighting the profound isolation that comes when systems designed for protection become another form of gaslighting.

Drawing on Malcolm X's powerful observation that "the most unprotected person in America is the Black woman," Marie contextualizes her experience within broader patterns of vulnerability and dismissal, modifying this quote to say that "the most unprotected person in the world is the Black woman". Her harassment transcends digital boundaries—strangers park outside her home to extract data, neighbors participate in surveillance, and sophisticated technology infiltrates every device and platform in her life. Most disturbingly, Marie reveals how her private information has been weaponized and monetized by others, turned into social media content, and used to systematically block opportunities from employment to basic daily activities.

This series stands as both documentation and resistance—a refusal to be silenced despite overwhelming odds. While Marie doesn't share her complete testimony here, her courage in documenting these experiences offers crucial visibility to a form of abuse that thrives in shadows and silence. Listen to understand how technology enables new forms of harassment, and why believing victims matters more than ever in our hyper-connected world.

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