quotes

"a lot of these teachers, preachers, spiritualists, politicians depend on the dependency of their followers to survive."

"we are the tools. we are the altars. we are the medicines."

"if they are as bad as they say they are, why do they need help? make it make sense."

"i don't believe in borders. i don't believe in boxes. a box is a border. a circle is a border."

"you've got to get on your fucking path first."

summary

this is the start of a series. i recorded this live on october 18, 2026, and i am still recording. i don't know how many parts will end up in this series today. if you prefer to watch, you can watch on youtube live. if you need translations and captions, youtube can take a couple of days to process, so come back later.

watch on YouTube at -- https://youtube.com/live/GmVdseE-yIQ --

this is the behind the scenes story of what has been happening to me in brazil. it has been building for a while, and today is the day. some of it will not make sense yet. it will make sense to people in this energy now. it may also land for anyone who had something significant happen around 2016. if you watch later, take notes for when you enter this cycle. this one runs about an hour and 22 minutes.

i start with travel protection and the difference between insurance and assurance. i have not had medical insurance in over 20 years. when i left corporate america, people asked about medical insurance before they asked about money. so i taught myself to heal myself, and to keep away people who make me sick. i also talk about packing light, with the word light and the word lite. i explain how baggage keeps people stuck. i came to brazil with a carry on and a suitcase. i am the tool, the altar and the medicine.

then i get into abuse of power. power is energy, and i explain what i mean by that. i talk about people who need followers to do their dirty work, and people like me who move solo. i also have a hard truth for anyone being used to harm someone else.

in 2016, i got wrapped up in love and it almost killed me. that night my gifts came online, and the porch and the vanguard mystery school grew out of it. ten years later, in brazil, i recognized the same game with another foreigner. this time i am not attached in the same way. i also share the voice that told me in 2016 to pull my energy out.

i also talk about keeping your friends close and your enemies closer. i explain why empress and high priestess energy is not queen energy. i share the engagement ring i bought as a power play. i cover online protection, from prayer to a vpn to telling your story. i end with a message for young women about to start their ten year journey.

find me at faafo.app.