What happens when the belief system you were raised in no longer matches the woman you’ve become?In this Red Lotus Life episode, Lori Kinsey and Sara Elizabeth Hoffman are joined again by Lisa Gonzalez, founder of Creatrix Rising, for a powerful conversation on religion, Mormonism, faith deconstruction, worthiness, self-worth, spirituality, sovereignty, body shame, modesty, grief, and coming back to yourself.Lisa shares what it felt like to move back to her hometown after leaving Mormonism and realizing the woman she had become was being pulled back into an old version of herself.This conversation explores how religion can shape identity, worthiness, people-pleasing, family belonging, body image, modesty, self-esteem, and the way we relate to our own spirituality.Lisa speaks from her own lived experience of growing up in Mormonism, doing all the expected things, and eventually realizing that organized religion was not true for her higher self. She shares how her self-worth had been tied to worthiness, obedience, family belonging, and the belief that becoming a goddess was something she had to earn someday instead of something she could recognize within herself now.They discuss:- What happens when you return to a place connected to old conditioning- How religion can become tied to worthiness and self-esteem- Why spirituality and religion are not always the same thing- What it means to reclaim sovereignty after religious conditioning- How modesty teachings can affect body image, visibility, and self-expression- Why body shame and religious conditioning can become woven together- How old beliefs can still run in the background after leaving religion- Why some people leave religion and others deepen into their faith from a more sovereign place- How grief, loss, and anger at God can shift someone’s relationship with spirituality- What it means to say “my body is my temple” from a place of sovereignty- Why healing can help you come back to your own truth, values, and spiritual connectionThis episode also touches on childhood trauma, religious shame, forgiveness, accountability, grief after loss, spirit connection, soul contracts, and the difference between being told what to believe and choosing what feels true in your own body.This conversation is not about telling anyone what to believe. It is about sovereignty, discernment, healing, and the freedom to come back to yourself.Learn more about Lisa and Creatrix Rising:www.creatrix-rising.comAutumn Alchemy Retreat — Rest and Restore:https://creatrix-rising.com/autumn-alchemy-retreatLocal Grief Group:https://creatrix-rising.com/grief-coachingCreatrix Designs:https://creatrix-designs.comSubscribe for more conversations on emotional clearing, healing after abuse, trauma-informed healing, nervous system awareness, The Spiral, embodiment, sovereignty, grief integration, and creating a life you love.Follow Us🌐 Website – https://www.redlotuslife.com📸 Instagram – https://www.instagram.com/RedLotusLife📘 Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/RedLotusLife📺 YouTube – https://www.youtube.com/redlotuslifeDisclaimerThis video is for educational purposes only and does not replace professional medical, psychological, or therapeutic advice. If you are in crisis or require support, please reach out to a qualified professional in your area.#ReligiousTrauma #SpiritualSovereignty #RedLotusLife