Ever notice how we can sabotage the very things we want most?

That was me, literally trying to break up with my soulmate because my Gene Keys shadows were convinced I was "protecting" myself.

The plot twist? The same patterns that made me want to run away as a little girl in Oklahoma, that had me fantasizing about escaping my entire 13-year marriage, were now threatening to destroy the one relationship where I actually felt safe and at home.

In today's episode, I'm breaking down the Gene Keys that revealed why I'm wired to run when things get good, what happened during that tearful Father's Day conversation that changed everything, and how understanding my SQ and Core Wound spheres saved my relationship.

You'll discover the Pathway of Love in the Venus Sequence, why some of us crave solitude when we're in love and intimacy when we're alone, and the shadow patterns that convince us we're being "mature" when we're actually being controlled by our deepest fears.

Ready to understand why you might sabotage your own happiness?

Let's dive in, babes!

Xx, KD

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Grab your favorite beverage, girl, bc I'm spilling all the tea about how my handsome honey and I met, our sweet lil love story, and the most perfect proposal that literally made my dreams come true.

From "I will never date a Southern man" to falling head over heels for a Tennessee boy who checked every single box on my ideal partner list (yes, I got THAT specific during my self-work era), you'll hear about why doing the deep inner work on yourself attracts the right person, how we both came into this relationship as whole humans, and my hilarious attempts to break up with him multiple times because I was terrified of losing my independence. Eeep!

If you love a good love story and want some behind-the-scenes realness about finding your person when you're actually ready to receive them, this one's pure magic.

Xx,

KD

You know that feeling when your partner asks "what's wrong?" and you can literally feel the truth about how lonely you've been feeling sitting heavy in your chest - about how scared and unsupported you've been feeling - but instead you just smile and say, "Nothing, I'm fine."...?

You've become a master at swallowing what matters most, convincing yourself it's not the right time, or that maybe if you just work on yourself more, these feelings will magically disappear.

Here's what's actually happening: Every time you choose silence over truth, you're not just avoiding conflict - you're teaching your nervous system that your authentic truth is dangerous.

And your body? It's keeping a running tab of every unexpressed emotion.

In today's episode, I'm sharing my 3-step framework for breaking this cycle and finally having the conversations that will set you free.

We're talking about the internal work that has to happen first, how to own your truth without blame, and the way to communicate that actually brings you closer together.

You'll discover why your body rebels when you stay quiet, the game-changing reframe that removes all the drama from difficult conversations, and exactly how to speak from your heart instead of your fear.

If you're ready to speak your truth and create the deep connection you've been craving, this episode will change everything.

Xx,

KD

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My Gene Keys Book Club is exactly where we unpack the root of why speaking up feels so dangerous and how to heal these patterns at the source. We're diving into your conditioning, your relationship blueprints, and the unconscious programming that keeps you small.

The women in this space are learning to trust themselves completely, communicate without fear, and create the soul-deep connections they've always wanted. Zero guesswork - just deep work with incredible support.

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