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The Oath

The Oath

著者： Elaina Redmond
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“The Oath” is more to me than anything, the promise to protect myself from what I went through. It doesn’t mean I turned cold-hearted, angry or that I am lashing out. I turned out quite the opposite. I am still humble, grateful and down to earth despite many trying to change me. Which didn’t work, a story that I was once afraid to share. I realized I needed to share. Many may not understand, because never experience half of the things I experienced, especially at young age. A survival guide turned into a story to help others. The oath now is to help as many as I can, despite how painful it was for me to survive. I am still here for a reason.

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Elaina Redmond 個人的成功 社会科学 自己啓発 衛生・健康的な生活
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  • What Matters To Me

    What Matters To Me
    2026/05/18

    I have always been big on telling the truth, being authentic and doing what is right when no one is looking. I have burned bridges, lied, hurt others and had to learn the hard way. Being kicked out four times, once for Diet Coke, the soda. and others I really don’t remember, was it extreme yes, was I perfect no. Walking on egg shells, being choked and pinned against the wall, being slapped, I wasn’t just sexually, mentally,

    physically and verbally abused by someone I was related to. I did lie, but I chose to make amends, but anything would set this person off. Never having a relationship with this person, and they still ask why? It’s not because of the mistake I made, it was taking everything to extreme, being physical and never making amends just holding everything over my head, even til this very day you hold everything over my head. You tell everyone I wasn’t the black sheep, I was lying to get attention or

    Not telling all the truth. Which I have, I knew the rules, I broke them, but at I least I can admit everything. You solved everything by being physical, you could never have understand why I was close my dad. I forgive you, but I will never have a relationship with you. I could never talk to you, with being scolded, or told walking on egg shells. Everything was about how perfect you were. I don’t really care what you say to others, because at least I can be honest with my story, the mistakes I did and what I did was wrong. You will always flip the story to play the victim and no accountability, that’s why I am big on accountability, telling the truth and being honest and authentic. You change things so it doesn’t look so bad. What matters to me, is telling everything how it was even if

    It hurts. You can never amend a burned

    bridge. I’m sharing every part,to help others. I’m over the anger, sadness and hurt. We shouldn’t be made to feel guilty for telling the truth. Telling everything, because it shows how we became. We have thrived and survived without you,

    Which was held over our heads as well. We couldn’t live without you or survive. Everything we accomplish was because of you. We are given some tools to survive, while the other part we say how we didn’t want our life to be. What matters to me is my reputation, integrity because it’s hard to get respected or believed when you have hurt so many and burned so many bridges.

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  • Asked The Traffic Lights, If I Would Be Okay

    Asked The Traffic Lights, If I Would Be Okay
    2026/05/17
    I had symptoms occur back in 2024, I pushed for a mammogram but was told it was hormone changes and it was dismissed, the symptoms got worse. This past Wednesday they found a lump in my left breast. They said I was too young, and denied my repeated warnings or how I felt. The emotions would be mad, angry, upset, scared and sad. Like my whole life just flashed before me, I have an ultrasound this Thursday to see how big it is, and what it actually looks like to proceed from there. I had many I knew die from cancer, Especially breast and stomach cancer. I wonder if this related to why my lungs are restricted, is this related to everything? If it is cancer I hope it was caught early, to where something can be done. I just have a feeling another surgery is going to happen, this would be my ninth surgery in five years. Always trust your instincts, every time I trusted mine, even though I was told I was wrong, everything would always come back to I was right and I was telling the truth. I have had many great doctors, but there have been a few who like to throw their education in your face, I know more than you so I’m not going listen to you, but they get taught a lesson, that many of us who see the doctor are actually telling the truth and not crying wolf or trying to get attention. So put you’re arrogance aside, before someone’s life is on your hands and you have to answer why they aren’t here and that is something you will have to live with for the rest of your life. Asked the traffic lights if I would be okay because there are so many unknowns right now.

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  • You Are Enough

    You Are Enough
    2026/05/11

    I will always support the education system, but I have had my fair share of teachers who hated me, who didn't like me and wanted to see me fail or they would do illegal things that would cost them their license. I was never the perfect student, I made mistakes, hurt others and had to learn the hard way from many things I did. With many teachers taking the side of the bully, then playing the victim when the truth came out or acting nice because you got caught. It's not my problem that your true intentions were exposed, and don't think I forgot either. You are enough, don't let a grown adult tell you nothing will ever happen for you, that they try to fail you illegally and lie when they get caught. You are enough and you will be someone someday. All of us make mistakes and none of us are perfect, but many of us choose to learn from our mistakes instead of lying and hurting innocent people. Lying on your resume that you have the qualifications to be a professor at a technical college and also trying to pull illegal moves on several students, not just you. It's too late now to apologize now, you didn't destroy any of us, you went to jail because you committed a crime. That only the technical college had to apologize on your behalf but many schools you attended had to apologize. Even the unit the commander was part of, their own representative had to apologize for someone else's actions. Each profession will have some sour fruit, some will give dirty looks, talk bad about you. That's a them issue not an you issue, the choice is yours if you want to break and destroy everything or make it better.


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