this episode I talk about the synchronicity that I received on my 28th birthday, which was the day after the terrorist attacks in New York City and the United States of America on 911 2001.

I talk about some of the things in group therapy about the fact that some of the guys in the group they’re conspiracy nutballs and what I did when I went down the rabbit hole and all the facts that they brought up about 911.

In this episode, I address a topic that was in the group therapy session. That was the American president Donald Trump in the group. Everybody talked about the attributes that make up Donald Trump, and that make up a good person or a bad person a good leader or a bad leader what make up a good society and a bad society.

The topic of pedophilia has always been a hot bed in the group because all the guys in the group were sexually abused as children just like myself. And now that the elections are coming up in a few months, everything that Donald Trump has done as a man comes to the forefront of the guys in the group.

I try not to make judgments on guys in the group because we’re not supposed to but I did get a sense in group that some of them feel guilty for having conservative views or even voting for the Republican party knowing full well what kind of man Donald Trump is and the things he has done to children.

In this episode, I read from Dostoevsky notes from the underground.

Can a sick society produce anything but sick people?
can a broke machine produce anything but broken product?

In group, there have been many discussions about the political from the United States of America and the failure of the politician, as well as the failure of the American voter. Many of the guys in the group had theories about what it was to be a victim not just a victim of childhood sex abuse, but the abuse we take is the adult being an American.

And his victims of childhood sex abuse there is always that idea that somebody around us knew what was happening to us, but they didn’t do anything to stop it because we were the proof, but that person the perpetrator was evil.

This episode touches upon a life lived in failure of society.