I'd been wanting to meet Alma ever since I saw her in an interview on Angelo Dilullo's YouTube channel. That interview actually gave me my first real taste of awakening. In this conversation, Alma shares her journey from years of spiritual seeking and anxiety to a genuine awakening at 19, guided in part by the teachings of Jeff Foster and a pivotal encounter with Angelo.We talk about the heat that builds before awakening, the role of inquiry, shadow work, facing fear without turning away, and what it actually looks like to live this out in an ordinary life.This one goes deep. I hope it finds you at the right moment.Topics we explore:How both of our journeys began (including cults, atheism, and a Costco that nearly ended my awakening)Jeff Foster, Angelo, and the teachers who pointed the wayThe inquiry process and how it actually worksShadow work — what it is and why it takes so longFear, dissociation, and the choice to turn toward what's realThe Hero's Journey as a map for awakeningFind free resources for awakening (and sleep) at https://erikireland.comMy book, Awaken Your Myth, comes out on March 31, 2026. You can order it at https://aymbook.comDisclaimer:Hi there! I’m a certified mindfulness teacher, and I create these videos to support anyone seeking clarity, presence, and connection with their true nature. While the practices and reflections I share are intended to inspire and guide your journey, they are not a substitute for therapy, medical care, or professional advice.The insights and meditations offered here can bring about profound shifts in how you experience yourself and the world. If you’re currently navigating a mental health challenge or feel overwhelmed, please prioritize your well-being and reach out to a licensed therapist, counselor, or trusted resource for support. If you’re in crisis or at risk of harming yourself or others, contacting a suicide hotline, a trusted professional, or emergency services is the best step to take right now.These teachings are a gentle invitation to explore your inner world, not a prescription for how to live. Take what resonates, move at your own pace, and always approach this work with kindness toward yourself.Wishing you peace on your journey. 💛Erik