Content warning: discussion of addiction.

Jabe Largen grew up on a hillside in Appalachian Virginia surrounded by family, beauty, and loss. By his early teens, drugs had become the only thing that made him feel like himself. By his twenties, he had nothing left. And then, four months clean, standing in a small wooden church by a creek, something shifted.

He is now a United Methodist minister, a husband, a father, and the author of They Call Me Jabe: A Hillbilly Tale of Life, Death, and Grace, a memoir tracing the unlikely thread connecting addiction, death, grief, and grace across a single life.

In this conversation, Jabe talks about what it felt like when OxyContin hit Appalachia and changed everything, what he found on the other side of rock bottom, and what it means to sit with the dying as someone who has spent years staring down his own darkness. He also shares the story of a hospice patient, a Popsicle, and two words that have never left him: for what?

To learn more about Jabe and his memoir, visit thegoodbyepodcast.com.

Vincent Cutino was twenty-three years old, smart, funny, fiercely loyal, just finding his footing, when he collapsed at the gym and never came home. What followed for his father, Chris, was the kind of grief that turns the world upside down and makes everything that came before feel like a different life entirely.

Chris Cutino is a husband, a father, and the author of Vincent's Bookends, a memoir he never intended to write. It began as notes rattling around in his head, a way to make space for whatever healing might eventually mean. It became something much more.

In this conversation, Chris talks about the fog of those first hours, the unexpected loneliness of being surrounded by people, the guilt, jealousy, and comparative grief he didn't expect to feel, and what it means to rebuild when the fairytale you promised your family is no longer possible.

He also talks about what the small things, a cereal bar in the cabinet, a dog looking down the hallway, can do to a person who is trying to survive.

Vincent's Bookends is available now. Learn more at thegoodbyepodcast.com.

Audrey Bellezza had just turned fifty when an ordinary check-in with her hip doctor led to an MRI, a biopsy, and three words that split her life in two: stage four cancer.

A two-time Emmy Award–nominated television producer and novelist, Audrey had spent decades believing in narrative order: that if you did the right things, the story would make sense. ALK-positive lung cancer didn't care about that.

In this conversation, Audrey talks about losing herself in the early weeks after diagnosis, learning to advocate for her own treatment, and how she went from feeling completely helpless to founding Love4Lungs, a nonprofit raising funds for a lung cancer vaccine trial at Johns Hopkins.

She also talks about what fell away after the diagnosis, what came back, and what it means to build a life that's fully present while still inside the hardest thing you've ever faced.

To learn more about Love4Lungs and support ALK-positive lung cancer research, visit love4lungs.org.

Content warning: discussion of miscarriage and assault.

Some losses come with a funeral, a death certificate, a community that gathers. And some losses happen in silence — without a name, without a ritual, without anyone to say: I see what you've lost. Cole Imperi has spent nearly two decades building language for that second kind.

Cole is a thanatologist, researcher, and the originator of Shadow Loss Theory, the idea that the death of something, not someone, deserves the same recognition as any other grief. She's also the founder of the School of American Thanatology and a pioneer in Thanabotany, the study of how humans use plants to navigate death and loss.

In this conversation, Cole talks about why grief isn't the enemy (the loss is), what composting can teach us about healing, and why she, a multi-credentialed grief expert, is still figuring it out herself, all these years later.

Grief is the Way Home, Cole's forthcoming book, is available from Penguin in 2027. Learn more about her work at coleimperi.com or visit thegoodbyepodcast.com.

Season 2 of The Good-Bye returns with six new conversations about loss, in all the forms it actually takes: a diagnosis, an addiction, a transplant, a trauma that changes who you thought you were. Each episode, host Anna Marie Precythe sits down with someone who has lived through it and rebuilt a life on the other side, often turning what broke them into the very thing they now use to help someone else. New episodes begin July 14.

In the final episode of season one, host Anna Marie sits down with her sister Natalie to reflect on the recent loss of their father, almost ten years after losing their brother, Michael. What began as a show about grief becomes a lived experience all over again. Together, they talk about anticipatory loss, sudden death, and the complicated ways grief shapes families over time. A raw and intimate conversation about love, legacy, and learning to stand without your anchor.

For more information, visit thegoodbyepodcast.com.

Content warning: this episode contains themes of suicide, drug use, and addiction.

After surviving a traumatic childhood and years of addiction, Betty Guadagno died from an overdose—and came back transformed. In this extraordinary conversation, Betty shares her near-death experience, what she saw on the other side, and how it led her to healing, recovery, and a new sense of purpose. A story of spiritual awakening, radical self-forgiveness, and the long road home to self-worth.

For more information on Betty's work, visit thegoodbyepodcast.com.

Content warning: This episode contains discussion of suicide.

After losing her husband in a tragic helicopter crash, Laurel Lewis’s life was shattered. But in the years that followed, grief became her greatest teacher. Through hospice work, spiritual study, and radical self-love, Laurel transformed pain into purpose. A story about healing, identity, and learning to live—truly live—after loss.

For more information on Laurel, her journey, and her work, visit thegoodbyepodcast.com.