"I looked in the mirror after the reveal and burst into tears. I knew my whole world was going to change."

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This week on Trans Crush, Pavie sits down with 60-year-old Gina, who recently transitioned after 22 years of marriage. Gina opens up about growing up feeling different, secretly starting HRT, her late ADHD diagnosis, and the emotional moment in front of the mirror that changed everything for her.

She also talks about losing contact with her ex-wife and children, learning to set boundaries, and why she believes it’s never too late to finally live as your authentic self.

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Head over to our Patreon Exclusive where we get into the details you won't hear anywhere else. Dylan joins us to talk openly about dating after transition, navigating body dysmorphia, and the physical changes from testosterone (including the surprises like hot flashes and bottom growth). You won't want to miss this juicy and uncensored bonus content!

In this inspiring new episode of Trans Crush, Zelah sits down with Dylan (also known as Dylan and the Moon), who shares his journey of stepping into his authenticity and transitioning as a trans man at 26. Dylan opens up about growing up in Cornwall, using music as a safe space, and learning to honor his past rather than hiding from it. We explore critical topics including:

• Dylan's early realization of his gender identity at six years old and the struggle of growing up in the '90s without the language to express who he was.
• Navigating teenage years and the uncomfortable feeling of "cosplaying" femininity before finding the courage to come out.
• His unique artistic process of creating duets with his pre-transition self (under his former name Lots Holloway) and building a vocal choir using his changing pitch range on T.
• Filming a four-year documentary detailing his voice transition to create vital resources for future transmasculine people.
• Winning a BBC music show, collaborating with Jason Derulo, and how stepping into authenticity attracts success and magnetism into your life.

Join Zelah and Dylan for an uplifting conversation that demonstrates the beauty of finding your true voice.

Dylan is a British singer, songwriter, and musician who transitioned at 26. He creates indie-folk music, writes about his journey, and works on documentary projects to provide resources and visibility for transmasculine people.

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Bella is back on Trans Crush! We first met Bella in Season 1, and a lot has changed since then. She has moved from London to Perth, Australia, and in this episode she talks honestly about how different her life feels now. She describes what it is like to wake up and not think about being trans every single day, the sense of normality she has found in Perth, and why Australia feels so different from the UK when it comes to how people react to trans people.

We also talk about some of the harder parts of transition. Gender dysphoria, the pressure to pass, being a 6'1" trans woman, body image, and the ridiculous beauty standards we put on ourselves. Bella also shares her experience with trans healthcare in Australia compared with the UK, including the huge difference in waiting times and how much knowledge doctors have about gender affirming care.

And we get into something I think a lot of people will relate to: how social media can completely distort the way we see ourselves. Bella talks about why she stepped back from trans activism and started focusing more on simply living her life. There are some really honest moments in this conversation, especially when we talk about dysphoria, confidence and learning to look at yourself with a little more kindness.

And if you're a parent of a trans teenager, stay until the end. Bella has some really thoughtful advice about social media, comparison and helping young people who are struggling with their bodies.

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In this new episode of Trans Crush, Zelah sits down with Ant, a trans masc creative who challenges everything we think we know about gender, transition, and identity. From breaking free of binary expectations to questioning the idea that there is only one "right" way to be trans, Ant shares a deeply honest conversation about finding peace in the grey areas.

We explore important topics including:

• Ant's emotional realization they were trans, crying alone in a workplace bathroom after finally accepting their identity.

• Growing up as a tomboy, being bullied for not fitting gender expectations, and how childhood experiences shaped their journey.

• Why they stopped testosterone after six months, and how they realized medical transition wasn't the right path for them.

• The pressure many trans people face to medically transition, and why there is no checklist for being "trans enough."

• Dating as a trans masc person in a non-monogamous relationship, and how society perceives queer couples.

• Why gender stereotypes don't only hurt trans people, but affect everyone, from children in the playground to the mental health crisis facing men today.

• A refreshing perspective on transition as a journey rather than a destination, and why embracing uncertainty can be one of the most liberating parts of discovering yourself.

Join Zelah and Ant for an honest, funny, and thought-provoking conversation that celebrates authenticity over expectations. Don't forget to subscribe and turn on notifications so you never miss a new episode of Trans Crush.

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This week on Trans Crush, we sit down with Joëlle, founder of Injectual, to talk about growing up in an all boys school, facing relentless bullying, navigating a difficult relationship with her father, and the moment she realised she wasn’t alone.

Joëlle shares her journey in the cosmetic beauty industry, how she built Injectual, opens up about how gender affirming care transformed her confidence, and explains why she’s now on a mission to make transition related care more accessible for other trans people.

We also discuss mental health, family, the realities of being a visible trans entrepreneur, the NHS waiting lists, and what it takes to build a successful business while staying true to yourself.

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Head over to our Patreon Exclusive where we get into the details you won't hear anywhere else. Chloe is our first guest to talk openly about getting an orchiectomy, and she shares everything about that experience. We also dive into her dating life, what it's like dating men for the first time at 47, how her sexual attraction completely changed after transitioning, and the shocking ways men treat her differently once they know she's trans. You won't want to miss this spicy and uncensored bonus content!

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In this incredibly moving new episode of Trans Crush, Pavie sits down with Chloe, who shares her inspiring story of transitioning later in life at the age of 47. Chloe opens up about the decades of suppressed femininity, the deep shame she felt, and the ultimate relief of finally living her truth.

We explore critical topics including:

•Chloe's lifelong struggle with gender identity, from wishing she could wake up as a girl in the '90s to the profound grief of missing out on her 20s and 30s.

•The pivotal moment her "egg cracked" in 2023 and the emotional process of coming out to her parents via a heartfelt letter.

•The story behind choosing her name, Chloe, and why she still goes by Lucy on socials.

•The differences between moving through the world as a man versus a woman, including the loss of male privilege and the joy of finally feeling connected to her body.

•Her bold decision to leave a 25-year corporate career to travel, write a romance novel (Transatlantic), and pursue trans femme coaching.

•A powerful message to transphobes about the painful reality of transition (like electrolysis) and why it is absolutely not a "choice."

Join Pavie and Chloe for a conversation that proves it is never too late to find happiness and live authentically. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!

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In this powerful episode of Trans Crush, host Zelah sits down with Ronni, a 21-year-old trans masc individual. Ronni shares his deeply personal journey of knowing he was "born trans" from a very young age, navigating a childhood of feeling misunderstood, and his path through self-discovery and medical transition.

We explore critical topics including:

•Ronni's early realization of his trans identity and the impact of his older brother on his self-perception.

•His coming out journey, from identifying as a lesbian to non-binary, and finally embracing his transmasc identity.

•The challenges and triumphs of medical transition, including experiences with hormones (Testogel), top surgery, and the decision-making around body masculinization and hysterectomy.

•The unexpected physical changes on testosterone, such as altered smell and cravings.

•The vital role of trans community and representation, particularly in places like Brighton Trans Pride.

•Ronni's powerful message to transphobes and his advice for younger queer trans mascs on finding community and staying true to themselves.

Join Zelah and Ronni for an honest and inspiring conversation about living authentically, finding your chosen family, and the ongoing fight for trans rights. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!

For an even deeper dive, head over to our Patreon Exclusive. Ronni gets candid about his dating experiences since transitioning, the challenges of intimacy and dysphoria in the cis gay male community, and offers crucial advice for younger transmascs navigating their relationships. We discuss the struggle for validation, the fetishization of trans bodies, and the importance of finding partners who truly understand. You won't want to miss this raw and unfiltered conversation!

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In this deeply personal episode of Trans Crush, host Pavie sits down with the Chanel. Chanel shares her journey from a traumatic childhood and early realization of her trans identity to becoming a confident woman who embraces self-expression through fashion, art, and her vibrant personality.

We delve into:

•Chanel's childhood experiences, including bullying and feeling misunderstood, and how these shaped her resilience.

•Her early awareness of being trans at just 7 years old, and the lack of trans representation that made her feel alone.

•The pivotal moment she saw a trans woman on Big Brother, realizing transition was possible.

•Her family's reaction to her coming out, navigating cultural expectations (Romani heritage), and the evolving relationship with her mother and grandmother.

•The importance of self-expression and how it contributes to her happiness and mental well-being.

•Chanel's advice for trans women starting their transition, especially those balancing it with education.

Join Pavie and Chanel for an honest and inspiring conversation about identity, family, and the power of living authentically. Don't forget to subscribe and hit the notification bell for more essential discussions!

Head over to our Patreon Exclusive where we dive deep into Chanel's dating life and experiences with intimacy. We're talking about dating men, women, and trans people, navigating reluctance around intimacy, and the biggest misconceptions people have about her. Plus, we get into some spicy details about a 'sex shed' and other uncensored stories! You won't want to miss this raw and unfiltered bonus content!"

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