I practice with the sacred marriage, I am the bride,

I am the Christ,

we make the vow, we practice in the marriage bed,

I am in the sacred marriage with you and all of life, step into it,

unconditional love, truth, forgiveness, and freedom.

the way must be made clear through

honesty and pure intention.

Nadi, prana and bindu, container, energy, and substance.

The discipline required of an alchemist to hold all three elements together long enough for an alchemical reaction to occur can be considerable. pairs of red and white drops

in special places, 2 sets.

Leaves are not flower petals, although they may be brightly colored. even a good communication must be let go of,

after a time the message no longer applies.

there is a moment when the sun slants down low in the sky

that it reaches right into the womb of the mother,

softly caressing her innards. I place my offering inside

and there I find a love note.

Little squeaky one flew right by me in the forest twice,

at first just behind the tail feathers of mama and then alone.

some brown, some stripes, bless your sweet life.

I raise up high, I press down low, I offer, offer, offer,

we prostate upon the earth, we undulate in the lovemaking,

we offer, offer, offer...

embodiment of the heart sutra,

through Grace, through emotional honesty

The blessed lady Buddha transcendent Wisdom heart Sutra.

I want, I need, I feel. The sound is the bridge, the song,

the medicine song, the love song,

the pounding drumming song,

the song of highest destiny for all of earth’s children, the lullaby,

the serpentine song of the ripe lotus, entorchment and penetration.

Only in duality do needs conflict with each other. We stay

real on the relative, and we practice drenching in the union,

letting it drip into manifestation.

You said you know the human mind,

I try to refrain from letting mind assess me, others and situations

with its divisive and suspicious nature, and sometimes fail.

Honesty with the level of attunement that we share.

The low side and the high side, bring it all into consciousness and then there's choice, choose her or choose me, lying to her, lying to me.

Your sins are forgiven, the lama is pleased.

The four causes of finding a rebirth in the pure land of Dewachen :

to know of it, aspire to rebirth there, and beseech the Dharmakaya lama Amitabha;

pure motivation, out of compassion for all beings;

the accumulation of merit through the seven branch offering; dedication of the merit...

I remember walking this way before in suffering, lost in thought

and agony, habits of looking for the suffering, to try to recall it,

demons of doubt, my beloved Christ, we cleanse the seven seals

for each other, to cast out the demons. I remember

before the suffering, the pure, milky white substance

that gives birth.

I remember my devotion and let it save me. I remember before that, when there was no devotion and there was no me, no one to save,

no separate self, and this is my salvation, dried brown grasses,

and a rustling movement along the side of the path. When there are demons in the body, everything feels

uncomfortable and irritating.

I remember! I remember you.

Magnetu, angel of truth, dark blue,

and laughing with a space between your front teeth.

I remember peace and forgiveness with a slice of pizza in my stomach, all flour and cheese and tomato sauce.

spiderwebs trembling

under the touch of the setting sun.

Al-uzza , Fatimah, razbah, Johannes, Noah, dancing wind.

Hathor star nation, come to me through my emotional body.

my beloved, my beloved, the emotional body of God.

we melt the bindus into seed essence through our union,

they flow through channels and impregnate the Mandalas.

I bring my consciousness to my cosmic presence,

facilitating ascension through my physical aspects. through this

co-creative unity, each initiation brings me to greater self mastery, portals into the great mystery.

Be summoned, enter, become fused with,

be pleased, and become of the same taste...