What happens when a woman who never touched a drug until the age of 29 ends up addicted to crystal meth, gambling and living in a crack den? This is not the story you expect — but it’s the one you need to hear. Today, I sit down with Charlotte Jackson, a holistic coach and healer who has rebuilt her life after years of chaos, addiction, and near-death moments. Five years clean, she speaks with brutal honesty about loneliness, survival, and finding freedom on her own terms.

Charlotte shares how her darkest moments wasn’t just about drugs or homelessness — it was about being trapped in toxic relationships, feeling invisible and using addiction as a way to escape overwhelming loneliness. We talk about how meth takes hold, why community matters in recovery, and how spiritual awakenings, journalling, and connection can light the way out of the madness.

And then, just when she thought her story couldn’t turn, Charlotte experienced something she can’t explain: a sightings and messages from a friend who had passed away. That encounter revealed itself as a signpost, guiding her towards sobriety and showing her that recovery was possible. It’s a moment that changed everything — and it might just change the way you see life.

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0:00 Trailer & Intro

3:45 Charlotte's rock bottom moment

6:00 Loneliness and constantly moving

8:00 Drugs became my family

10:00 From no drugs ever to living in a crack den

16:00 I felt safe in a crack den!

18:00 What is crystal meth?

22:00 Sleep deprivation

23:30 Stereotypes of drug addiction

24:30 Addiction progression

28:00 What is addiction?

29:15 Loneliness leads to gambling and meth

32:30 Sponsor

33:30 Becoming "indifferent" to drugs

36:45 Finding your own recovery path

39:15 Journalling

41:15 Charlotte's spiritual awakening

42:45 Drugs are the solution to a problem

45:20 Messages from dead loved ones?!

51:00 My friend saved my life

54:15 Is anything possible?

58:45 I'm not scared - I'm excited!

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How do you stay sober through unimaginable pain? In this next quick thought, I revisit my conversation with actor Tom Clarke-Hill who lived through the devastating loss of his wife after 28 years together — and still didn’t pick up a drink.

This powerful clip isn’t just about recovery, it’s about what it really means to live one day at a time, to face pain without numbing it, and to discover strength you never knew you had. If you’ve ever wondered whether you can get through the darkest moments without alcohol or drugs, this episode is for you.

We also explore what it means to survive bereavement without alcohol, why sobriety is never “one drink away,” the reality of emotional sobriety, the importance of living fully in the present moment, and how sponsoring others in recovery creates an extra layer of protection.

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Every other Monday at 5 PM, I’ll bring you a quick ‘thought’—a powerful moment from previous episodes designed to kickstart your week with insight, motivation, and connection. These shorter clips help us stay connected as a community, while every other Tuesday delivers a full, brand-new episode with fresh stories and lessons.

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Do you really need to hit rock bottom to get clean and sober, or is that just a myth? Today’s guest is living proof that the story isn’t so simple. At 15 years old, Tihani was already using cocaine, experimenting with ADHD meds from the street, blacking out and carving tattoos into her own skin in drug-fuelled hazes. By her twenties she was on benders, remembering the days of the week by counting how many pills she'd taken since the weekend. Yet despite the chaos, she built a successful creative career, performing on global stages and working with brands like Vogue and Red Bull. But behind the glossy exterior was a dangerous secret: addiction was eating her alive.

Eight years cocaine free & no hard alcohol or pills and 2 years completely sober, Tihani reveals the truth about addiction most people never hear. We talk about the illusion of control, the rituals of cocaine use, and why “dry sniffing” was just as destructive as the binges mixed with whiskey. She explains what it felt like to shift that obsessive intensity into wellness, how self-help and trauma therapy saved her, and whether addicts are actually the lucky ones for being forced to confront life’s hardest questions around why we are here and if life has any meaning.

This conversation will challenge everything you thought you knew about recovery. Do you really have to give up everything at once? What about nicotine? What is the actual root cause of addiction? And when the highs fade away, does life without drugs have any real meaning? For anyone who has ever questioned their relationship with substances, this episode is more than a story — it’s a wake-up call and one of my favourite conversations ever. If conversation can be 'art' then this is it.

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She a genre-blending artist, creative director, and storyteller who’s spent her life chasing truth across continents and soundscapes. Her debut album The War on Love blends vintage R&B, tribal rhythms, and cinematic textures into healing anthems that hit deep. She’s performed on global stages from TEDx to SXSW, and led creative work for Vogue Italia, RedBull, and NY Fashion Week and beneath the success is an honest story about pain, shame, healing — and learning to create from who you really are. Huge thanks!

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Topics -

0:00 Trailer & Intro

4:00 A rock bottom moment

7:30 Is a rock bottom required to get into recovery?

10:00 Addiction is on a spectrum!

12:15 Using coke at 15

16:00 Street ADHD meds

17:35 Dry sniffing?

21:10 "Downers weren't for me!"

24:15 Shifting intensity into wellness

26:45 Giving up drugs and alcohol one at a time

30:00 Self help and trauma therapy

34:15 Are addicts lucky?

36:30 Does life have purpose and meaning?

43:20 Cocaine was the ultimate permission slip

45:15 Does Tihane miss cocaine?

47:30 Do you have to give up EVERYTHING at once?

50:15 Sponsor

51:15 What about nicotine?

53:00 What is the root cause of addiction?

55:45 First steps to recovery

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