Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Ben, and Pam as we begin our two-part series on the deadliest act of domestic terrorism in American history. In this first episode, we trace the road to the Oklahoma City bombing, exploring the political climate of the early 1990s, the impact of Ruby Ridge and Waco, and the radicalization of Timothy McVeigh from decorated Gulf War veteran to domestic terrorist.

We'll follow the months-long planning of the attack, examine how the bomb was built, and walk through the chilling final hours leading up to the morning of April 19, 1995. Then, minute by minute, we'll recount the devastating explosion that tore through the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building, the chaos that followed, and the extraordinary courage of the first responders and ordinary citizens who rushed toward the devastation to save lives.

This episode contains discussions of domestic terrorism, mass casualty events, the deaths of adults and children, graphic descriptions of injuries, and traumatic events. Listener discretion is strongly advised.

History isn't just about the moments that change the world—it's about understanding how those moments came to be. Join us as we examine one of America's darkest days with the care, respect, and historical context it deserves.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Pam, and Ellie for another edition of Talk Nerdy to Me, where we explore the stories behind the hobby we love. This episode is a deeply personal conversation about mental health, community, addiction, PTSD, depression, and the unexpected ways tabletop roleplaying games can impact our lives.

Kayde shares the story of how a random YouTube recommendation in 2019 led him to Critical Role during one of the darkest moments of his life, and how that single decision ultimately led him to discover Dungeons & Dragons, a supportive community, lifelong friendships, and a reason to keep moving forward. From there, we examine the growing body of research surrounding tabletop roleplaying games, their use in therapeutic settings, and why storytelling, shared experiences, and genuine human connection can have such a powerful effect on our well-being.

We'll discuss the psychology behind roleplaying, the importance of community in combating loneliness, how characters can sometimes reveal truths about ourselves, and why so many people credit gaming groups with helping them through some of life's most difficult seasons. Because beneath the dragons, dice, and fantasy worlds lies something much more important: people coming together to support one another.

This episode contains discussions of depression, PTSD, addiction, suicidal thoughts, and mental health struggles. Listener discretion is advised. If you've ever wondered whether a game can truly change a life, pull up a chair and join the conversation.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Pam, and Ellie for another edition of Talk Nerdy to Me, where we trade true crime and mysteries for a deep dive into one of tabletop gaming's most interesting debates. This week, we're asking a question that's sparked discussions across gaming tables, conventions, and online communities for years: Is Dungeons & Dragons queer at its core?

Together, we'll explore the concepts of found family, chosen identity, self-discovery, and belonging. From the bonds formed between adventuring parties to the ways roleplaying allows players to explore different aspects of themselves, we'll examine why D&D has become such a meaningful space for so many people. We'll also look at the history of the hobby, how gaming culture has evolved over the decades, and whether the themes many associate with queer experiences are unique to those experiences or simply universal parts of the human story.

Whether you're a lifelong Dungeon Master, a first-time player, or someone who's never rolled a d20 in your life, pull up a chair as we discuss community, storytelling, identity, and what it means to find a place at the table. Because sometimes the most fascinating adventures aren't about dragons and dungeons—they're about the people sitting around them.

Grab a drink, take a seat and join Kayde, Ben, Pam, and Elliot as they continue their deep dive into the Waco siege. In this episode, we step inside Mount Carmel during the fifty-one-day standoff, exploring daily life under siege, David Koresh's marathon Bible studies, and the mounting pressure from FBI negotiators and tactical teams. We'll examine the growing divide between patience and force, the controversial psychological tactics used against the Davidians, and the decisions that ultimately led to the final assault on April 19, 1993. As tear gas fills the compound and flames consume Mount Carmel, we'll break down what happened that day, the investigations that followed, and the lasting impact Waco continues to have on debates surrounding government authority, religious freedom, and crisis response.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Ben, Pam, and Elliot as they dive into one of the most controversial tragedies in modern American history: the Waco siege. In this episode, we explore the origins of the Branch Davidians, the rise of David Koresh, the warnings that drew federal attention, and the deadly ATF raid that turned Mount Carmel into a national flashpoint. We’ll break down the beliefs, the weapons allegations, the planning failures, and the chaos that left both agents and Davidians dead on February 28, 1993. As negotiations begin and the world turns its eyes toward Waco, the stage is set for a standoff that would change America forever.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Ben, Pam, and Elliot as they wrap up their discussion on Ruby Ridge.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Ben, Pam, and Elliot as they discuss Ruby Ridge, the horrible ATF incident.

Grab a drink, take a seat, and join Kayde, Ben, Pam, and Elliot as they discuss Lizzie Borden, the woman who hacked her own family.