What if your sugar cravings aren't about discipline—but about grief from a life you lived centuries ago?

A few months ago, I did a mushroom journey. The plant medicine showed me a past life in France where I had a bakery, making beautiful chocolate croissants. It was my art, my passion, my dream. I'd given up everything for it.

And no one came. No one noticed. The dream failed.

Suddenly, everything clicked: my obsession with chocolate croissants, my sugar cravings, my candida overgrowth and gut isses, my emotional eating patterns I could never understand. The mushrooms showed me I was trying to fill the void from that life—eating to soothe grief I didn't know I was carrying.

In this episode, I share what the mushrooms revealed, why unfulfilled dreams from past lives show up as physical cravings, and the shamanic work that actually healed the pattern.

If you've ever felt like your cravings go deeper than habit—like you're trying to fill something that's never quite full—this episode will give you a whole new lens.

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What happens when two healers get the same cancer diagnosis—and their intuition leads them down completely opposite paths?

Cindy Ryan is a Reiki Master and detachment therapist who discovered her breast cancer tumor through her own intuition. The diagnosis: triple negative, the most aggressive form. As a healer who teaches others to trust their inner guidance, her intuition clearly told her to do chemo and radiation.

As a shamanic guide myself, I was diagnosed with the same cancer. My intuition told me the exact opposite: decline all conventional treatment and trust my body to heal through shamanic practices.

Both of us are deeply spiritual. Both of us trusted our intuition completely.

And now, we're both thriving!

In this conversation, Cindy shares her full story—how she discovered the cancer, why she chose chemo despite being a Reiki healer, and what she believes were the spiritual and emotional roots of her diagnosis. We explore how intuition can lead two people down completely different paths, and why honoring your own inner knowing is the only way forward.

Whether you're facing a health crisis, navigating big life decisions, or learning to trust your intuition more deeply, this conversation will stay with you.

You can find more about Cindy here: https://www.blissfulintuitive.com/

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After three months away, I'm back with the deepest work I've done yet.

I've been living nomadically for nine months, constantly moving, unable to settle. I told myself it was adventure and freedom. But a recent mushroom journey showed me the truth: I've been running.

In this episode, I take you inside that journey and what it revealed about home, stubbornness, and why I can't feel grounded anywhere.

What you'll hear:

• The moment the medicine called out my stubbornness (and why it matters)
• How abandoning my first home has kept me "homeless" ever since
• Why home is a feeling, not a location
• The pattern of looking for external things to save us
• What I'm learning about staying instead of running

This isn't polished. I'm in the middle of the mess. And I think that's where the real medicine is.

If you've ever felt like nowhere feels like home, this episode is for you.

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I've moved countless times in my life, never able to settle anywhere or call a place home. What I thought was wanderlust turned out to be unhealed past life trauma running my life, revealed through a profound mushroom journey. It uncovered how a childhood experience at age 12 triggered ancient wounds from being the sole survivor of a village tragedy.

In this episode, I dive into how past life trauma gets activated, why recurring life patterns keep showing up, and how trauma splits off our natural growth until we consciously heal it. If you constantly feel restless, can't settle down, or notice the same patterns repeating no matter where you are, this episode offers clarity on why surface-level solutions don't stick.

I also share the messages the mushrooms gave me for everyone about breaking free from these cycles and reclaiming your full potential.

Ready to explore your own patterns and clear what's holding you back? Visit https://allwaysintuitive.com/work-with-me/ to learn about 1:1 shamanic healing sessions that uncover and heal root causes keeping you stuck.

Ever felt like you're floating in limbo...not who you used to be, but not yet clear on who you're becoming?
Like you're stuck, foggy, or disconnected from your purpose… and nothing is fully landing?

In this episode, I share what it really means to be in the "in-between"... that sacred space between old identities falling away and new clarity arriving. After months of living in this liminal space (and a powerful recent mushroom journey), I'm opening up about what I've learned, how I've stayed grounded, and 7 things you can actually do when you're in this exact phase.

If you've been questioning everything, feeling behind, or wondering when your next download is going to come through, this episode is for you.

✨ Topics include:

• Why being in the void is actually part of your spiritual evolution

• How to stop overthinking and let clarity emerge naturally

• Why rest is your most magnetic frequency right now

• 7 tools to help you stay grounded, clear, and connected during uncertain times

This is your permission slip to slow down, let go of the pressure to "figure it all out," and remember that the next version of you is already forming, even if you can't see it yet.

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In this deeply honest episode, I'm sharing my journey through high-functioning depression — a state where I was functioning on the outside but emotionally numb and disconnected inside. I didn't even realize I was depressed until my transformative mushroom journeys revealed the truth and helped jumpstart my healing process.

Join me as I dive into how the mushrooms guided me to uncover and clear deep emotional blocks, why contrast is such a powerful teacher, and how this experience has shifted not only my own life but also the way I support others in healing.

If you've been feeling "off" but still able to function, this episode is for you. It's a reminder that you don't have to hit rock bottom to seek support — sometimes the subtle signals your body and mind send are exactly what you need to pay attention to.

Welcome to Season 4 of Sacred Souls! After a 2-month break, I'm back with a life update and some wild spiritual lessons. In this episode, I'm sharing what I've been up to, what happened to me in the desert, and how the universe literally crashed my car to deliver a deeper message. I also talk about an unexpected trip to Boise that stirred something in me and how I'm learning to trust the pull, even when it doesn't make sense yet. From scorpions and wolf spiders to intuitive nudges, this is a story about surrender, listening, and trusting the unseen.

New episodes drop weekly and we're diving deeper than ever:)

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In this episode, I share the raw, unfiltered story of my latest mushroom journey — and how it revealed the deeper energetic root of my gut issues. I kept my intention quiet until now, waiting to truly understand what my body was trying to say. From unprocessed emotions to misaligned environments, what came through was powerful, unexpected, and deeply validating. If you've been living with chronic symptoms, especially gut-related, this episode might reflect back something you didn't even realize you needed. Your body is speaking. Are you listening?

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