What if your sugar cravings aren't about discipline—but about grief from a life you lived centuries ago?

A few months ago, I did a mushroom journey. The plant medicine showed me a past life in France where I had a bakery, making beautiful chocolate croissants. It was my art, my passion, my dream. I'd given up everything for it.

And no one came. No one noticed. The dream failed.

Suddenly, everything clicked: my obsession with chocolate croissants, my sugar cravings, my candida overgrowth and gut isses, my emotional eating patterns I could never understand. The mushrooms showed me I was trying to fill the void from that life—eating to soothe grief I didn't know I was carrying.

In this episode, I share what the mushrooms revealed, why unfulfilled dreams from past lives show up as physical cravings, and the shamanic work that actually healed the pattern.

If you've ever felt like your cravings go deeper than habit—like you're trying to fill something that's never quite full—this episode will give you a whole new lens.

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What happens when two healers get the same cancer diagnosis—and their intuition leads them down completely opposite paths?

Cindy Ryan is a Reiki Master and detachment therapist who discovered her breast cancer tumor through her own intuition. The diagnosis: triple negative, the most aggressive form. As a healer who teaches others to trust their inner guidance, her intuition clearly told her to do chemo and radiation.

As a shamanic guide myself, I was diagnosed with the same cancer. My intuition told me the exact opposite: decline all conventional treatment and trust my body to heal through shamanic practices.

Both of us are deeply spiritual. Both of us trusted our intuition completely.

And now, we're both thriving!

In this conversation, Cindy shares her full story—how she discovered the cancer, why she chose chemo despite being a Reiki healer, and what she believes were the spiritual and emotional roots of her diagnosis. We explore how intuition can lead two people down completely different paths, and why honoring your own inner knowing is the only way forward.

Whether you're facing a health crisis, navigating big life decisions, or learning to trust your intuition more deeply, this conversation will stay with you.

You can find more about Cindy here: https://www.blissfulintuitive.com/

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You can find more about Mariel here: https://allwaysintuitive.com/work-with-me/

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After three months away, I'm back with the deepest work I've done yet.

I've been living nomadically for nine months, constantly moving, unable to settle. I told myself it was adventure and freedom. But a recent mushroom journey showed me the truth: I've been running.

In this episode, I take you inside that journey and what it revealed about home, stubbornness, and why I can't feel grounded anywhere.

What you'll hear:

• The moment the medicine called out my stubbornness (and why it matters)
• How abandoning my first home has kept me "homeless" ever since
• Why home is a feeling, not a location
• The pattern of looking for external things to save us
• What I'm learning about staying instead of running

This isn't polished. I'm in the middle of the mess. And I think that's where the real medicine is.

If you've ever felt like nowhere feels like home, this episode is for you.

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