You decide to do something different. You start unloading the dishwasher without being asked. You cut back on drinking. You stop snapping at your kids at bedtime. You finally schedule that doctor’s appointment, declutter the closets, or make that change you’ve been avoiding. And somewhere inside, there’s a quiet hope that someone will notice. Maybe they’ll say thank you. Maybe they’ll say they’re proud of you. Maybe they’ll say, “I see how hard you’re working.” But what happens when they don’t? The change becomes the new baseline. The effort goes unnamed. And instead of feeling proud, you start to feel resentful. In this episode of Right Here, hosts Christopher Mooney, LCSW and Kenyon Phillips, LMSW explore what they call the appreciation gap: the space between the recognition we secretly hope for and the silence we often receive in its place. The conversation looks at how resentment can form when genuine growth, care, or effort becomes tangled up with an unspoken expectation to be seen. Christopher and Kenyon examine why wanting appreciation is deeply human, why people often miss or minimize our changes, and how the brain turns that silence into stories like “They don’t care,” “They never notice,” or “Why do I bother?” They explore how the appreciation gap shows up in partnerships, parenting, work, recovery, and personal change, especially when growth begins to feel like a test other people are failing. The episode also offers a practical path forward: getting honest about the hidden expectation, separating appreciation from the value of the change, asking for acknowledgment directly instead of setting silent tests, noticing when praise has become a condition, appreciating yourself without making it cheesy, and recognizing when over-giving is really an attempt to earn being seen. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to be appreciated. The work is learning how to value your own effort in the space between what you hoped someone would say and what actually happened.

In part two of "The Inner Critic," Right Here hosts Christopher Mooney, LCSW and Kenyon Phillips, LMSW continue exploring the voice inside us that says we’re too much, not enough, already behind, or bound to fail. This conversation looks at the real cost of living under that voice: hiding instead of connecting, avoiding new risks, choosing unavailable relationships, attacking progress in recovery, shutting down creative work before it begins, and losing the ability to rest, receive joy, or accept a compliment. Christopher and Kenyon examine how the inner critic often disguises itself as humility, realism, or self-improvement, when it may actually be shame, fear, and old protection strategies running the show. They also explore the connection between self-criticism, perfectionism, comparison, anxiety, depression, obsessive negative self-talk, and the painful isolation that can come from believing the worst things we say about ourselves. The episode offers practical ways to work with the inner critic rather than trying to erase it: noticing it, naming it, externalizing it, asking what it's trying to protect, looking for the younger part of you it may be defending, bringing in kinder and more accurate voices, and practicing the simple but surprisingly difficult act of receiving a compliment with “thank you.” The inner critic may not disappear completely, but it doesn't have to run your life. You're not the voice that attacks you. You're the one who can hear it, question it, laugh at it, and begin writing a different next chapter.

You haven’t even had your morning coffee yet, but the voice is already there—listing off your inadequacies. You didn’t do enough yesterday. You’re hopelessly behind. You’ve never been able to keep up. You open your phone and start to scroll, and the thought comes: everyone else is doing everything better than you. Most of us have some version of that voice, and because it sounds so familiar, we often mistake it for the truth. In Part One of this two-part conversation, Right Here hosts Christopher Mooney, LCSW and Kenyon Phillips, LMSW explore the inner critic: what it is, where it comes from, why we believe it, and how to start relating to it differently. Through the lenses of shame, comparison, anger, limiting stories, anxiety, creativity, parenting, recovery, and self-worth, Christopher and Kenyon examine the difference between healthy self-reflection and self-attack. The conversation looks at how the critic often develops from a collage of old voices, expectations, cultural messages, and attempts at protection, then becomes so internalized that it starts to sound like you. The episode also offers a practical path toward working with the inner critic without pretending it will disappear overnight: noticing and naming it, externalizing the voice, asking what it is trying to protect, and inviting in a kinder and more accurate voice to assess your value. You are not the voice inside your head that rips everything you do to shreds. You are the one who can notice that voice, question it, and decide whether it deserves to be in charge.

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Right Here is a podcast partnership with WPKN 89.5 FM in Bridgeport, CT. This content is for educational and informational purposes only and is not a substitute for therapy, diagnosis, or treatment. If you’re experiencing a mental health crisis, please contact local emergency services or a trusted mental health professional.