Binding The Column

Compromising integrity

Fixated on a feeling

Unable to let go

Searching for healing

The hollow

That follows

The echo

Etched in time

From persevering the chains that bind

Wrapped around

Suffocating

Relocating the mind

To a better place in time

Stay in the present

While pressing forward

Rewarded by the investment

Venting all the questions

Continuing the quest

Stumbling over all the yets

Keeping in mind, as to not forget

Forging ahead

The mind made new

Dumping out the stew

Among the few

Brewing the bastard

Stirring the bad brain

As the rain rings

Drying the rags

Gagging on the rope

Causing to choke

Tying the knot

On this love affair, that's been lost

Losing life, from the fading light

Unable to see

The darkness dampening

Saturating the stance

Hypnotized by lies

Leading to longevity

In a boat, with no hope

Stuck out at sea

How can I conquer this, to believe?

The lie caught in the middle

Fixated on this riddle

Good riddance to the strife

Dancing off stage to and enhanced life

Shifting perspective

Better equipped as a detective

Detecting deviance

Destroying deception

Pulling in the reception

Proceeding from the recession

Taking up a collection

Contributing to the course

The horse pulling the plow

Tilling the land

Preparing the dirt

Investing to enrich

Rectifying the soil

Sowing seeds

Bleed to believe

Rooting on the plants

To advance

Adversaries intersecting

Sectioning off

To scare away

Carry the cross this way

Yielding to the field

Feeling the fever

Ever exemplified

Amplfying the action

Acting on the wrong

Writing the song

The example of His son

Saluting onward

Warding off weakness

And cleansed of the secrets

To Dust

DNA intertwined

Ascending down the line

Traits tailored within

Shown as a familiar grin

Shining on through time

Dealt for opportunity to deal

Through the past there's opportunity to heal

Living real

In reality

Out of the fallacy

Tripping over the fault lines

Drawn by the hand

Needed to be reprimanded

Self-will demanded

Suffering just as I planned it

Oh, so blind

Unable to see behind

The hindrance hiding

For the back of my head

With the plan for me to wind up dead

Ding Dong!

Who's there?

It's me

Destructive in behavior

Having to be in control

Scatter brained let's roll

Ruthless retaliation

Retailing to retain

Aiming to embark on the game

Don't do it alone

We're good, there's me, myself, & I

Good grief, what belief

As the last leaf falls

So will the hope

Enveloped in ecstasy

All I can hear is me

Meandering

Misunderstanding

Unable to stand

My own plan

I know where it lands

Everything the same

Going insane

Plain and simple

Keep it simple, stupid

It's been eluded

No more confusion

Fuse the vision

Repairing the incision

Wounds to be healed

Learning to peel back

The layers stacked on top

Causing me to drop the juggling act

Attacking the process

Proceeding by conceding

Acknowledging Agitations

Arising tides

Overwhelming the mind

Taking a look from elsewhere

To understand the despair

Beginning to repair

Through becoming aware

From the ways the enemy attempts to scare

Prepare

Suit up & show up

Pressure repressed

Ignoring irritation

Irrational instincts

Intersecting agony

Gone again, against the wind

Winding up, wilting away

Weathered, dead, & gray

Dealing with doses

Hopeless heartache

So weak it's ready to break

All the mistakes

Again, to bad decisions

Finding comfort to live in

In voluntary man slaughter

Voluntarily killing the man within

Choking on the choice

Distorting my voice

Violating the volatile

Pictured perspectives

Respecting their reasons

While falling to pieces

Disappearing to dust

Hush all of this lust

The luxury longed for

Forking over to shut up

With the middle finger stuck up

The conversation struck up

Resounding tones to suck up

Striking the chord

I can't take this anymore

The little things people do

It's like taking a look inside, of who I am

All that I can't stand

Holding out on the brand

Unaware of the lending hand

& how it helps to find myself

The self suffering under sand

Unable to understand

Until I learn to withstand

Discovering the plan

Proceeding through pain

Taking notice of the gain

Being cleansed by the rain

The dark past

Becoming the most valued possession

The obsession

With all the lessons

Session after session

Answering all the questions

Caught up in comatose

Let go

Going forward

Warding off the weakness

To seek Him