Janine’s trip to Kauai should have been paradise. Instead, she woke up dizzy, disoriented, unable to walk straight, and struggling to form sentences. She fell repeatedly, wandered dangerously close to a cliff, and spent the week wondering whether stress, illness, or something even more serious was taking over her body.

Back home, she learned that changes in estrogen and hormone replacement therapy may have affected her Lamictal level, contributing to severe brain fog, balance problems, and confusion. Meanwhile, Isadora was still searching for answers after her own frightening health crisis, an unexpected UTI, emergency-room visits, and the lingering fear that her symptoms could return without warning.

Together, Janine and Isadora talk about women’s health, medication interactions, HRT, medical gaslighting, emergency-room anxiety, and what happens when no one seems to be in charge of your healthcare. They also revisit Isadora’s year-long struggle to find a doctor who finally took her pain seriously — and the stylish surgeon who told her, “I know how to sew, girl.”

This episode is about lost time, unanswered questions, and the exhausting work of advocating for yourself when the healthcare system fails to connect the dots.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

What happens when you're told you might have had a stroke — or even a heart attack — and a doctor is out of reach? In this episode of the Nutty & Slutty podcast, Isadora and Janine reveal two frightening health scares that occurred nearly simultaneously. What begins as a conversation about mysterious symptoms quickly becomes a much bigger story about navigating the American healthcare system, which often leaves patients scared, confused, and completely on their own.

Isadora recounts a terrifying series of ER visits, alarming medical reports filled with indecipherable jargon, and the panic of trying to determine whether she was facing a stroke, a heart attack, or something else entirely. A compassionate physician ultimately provides the five-minute explanation that no one else would — raising an important question: Why is getting clear medical information sometimes harder than getting the tests themselves?

Janine shares her own decades-long battle with chronic illness, insurance companies, expensive medications, and the exhausting reality of becoming your own healthcare advocate. Together, they discuss crushing medical costs, delayed care, denied treatments, and the emotional toll of constantly fighting a system that seems designed to wear patients down instead of helping them heal.

If you've struggled with emergency room visits, confusing diagnoses, health insurance, or simply getting someone to listen — all while worried you might die — you are not alone. Don’t be afraid to be persistent. You are the best and sometimes only advocate for yourself. Be that squeaky wheel!

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

Have you ever seen 11:11 on the clock and wondered if the universe was trying to tell you something? In this episode, Janine and Isadora dive into the mysterious world of psychics, tarot readings, angel numbers, intuition, and spiritual signs — with stories that range from hilarious to downright unsettling.

Janine recounts an unforgettable encounter with a fake psychic in New York that ended with a cracked egg, a terrifying scam, and a very expensive lesson. She also shares why, despite it all, she still believes some psychics possess extraordinary insight.

Isadora reveals the psychic prediction that haunted her acting career for years. Together, they explore how a few carefully chosen words can shape our confidence, influence our decisions, and sometimes become self-fulfilling prophecies.

Whether you're a skeptic, a believer, or just here for the stories, get ready to think about fate, faith, free will, and what silly and significant signs life may throw your way.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

This week, Isadora shares one of the strangest and most unforgettable trips of her life. What starts as a relaxing spa vacation in Mexico quickly turns into a naked mud ritual, a Mayan sweat lodge, giant bats, and a spiritual experience she still can't explain.

Along the way, she finds herself covered in mud, swept into the Pacific Ocean, and wondering if she accidentally checked into the wrong resort. What follows is equal parts hilarious, terrifying, and surprisingly moving.

Janine and Isadora also explore what happens when we feel disconnected from our bodies and connected to something larger than ourselves. They talk about spirituality, grief, near-out-of-body experiences, and the moments that make us question what exists beyond everyday life.

It's a funny, heartfelt conversation about mystery, healing, and the experiences that stay with us long after they're over. Plus: bats, moths, Mexico, and one very unexpected spa treatment.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

Is this a medical emergency? Janine and Isadora talk about migraines, panic attacks, emergency room anxiety, and the complicated relationship many women have with the healthcare system. Will their painful symptoms be judged or even believed?

But the conversation takes an unexpected turn toward something many of us are missing: simple human kindness. From a doctor's diagnosis by massage to feeling the healing comfort of a hand on a shoulder, Janine and Isadora explore how profoundly we need tenderness, connection, and care — and how rarely we receive it without strings attached.

This episode is deeply relatable for anyone who's ever stayed awake wondering, "Am I okay?" or wished someone would simply tell them, "I've got you."

Take a deep breath, settle in, and join us for a warm, honest conversation about fear, resilience, and the comfort we all need a little more of.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

_________________________________________________

Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

Janine tells Isadora about voting in the 2004 presidential election — from a psych ward. When Janine learned that they were bringing ballots into the hospital, she began furiously making lists: the pros and cons of each candidate, Republican George Bush or Democrat John Kerry. The decision felt like the weight of the world on her shoulders.

Did psychosis turn Janine into a Republican? Maybe so. The pressure was on, and she believed that a vote for Bush might turn her into a Christian country music star. Would she resist that newfound path to stardom?

Then the episode goes somewhere darker.

Janine remembers running through the hospital hallway trying to send souls to heaven. From the outside, she may have looked like the sweet girl next door. Inside, she believed she was carrying heaven, hell and the souls she could not save.

She and Isadora talk about how psychosis can live in the body. Not just thoughts. Not just voices. Sensations. Fear. Aftershocks.

And for Janine, the body sensation after rape was persistent and confusing — a secret she kept while she had to walk the dog, talk to mom, and always look as normal as possible.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

_________________________________________________

Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

In this candid and often hilarious episode, Isadora pulls back the curtain on how she unexpectedly became known as the “number one escort in America.” Long before she owned a computer, she discovered that a client known as “The Big Doggy” had created an influential online review site where escorts were ranked and reviewed by clients. To her surprise, she found herself at the top of the list, leading to a surge in bookings and a reputation she never actively pursued. Isadora shares what it was like to learn about an entire online world that was shaping her career without her knowledge and reflects on the early days of internet-based escort reviews.

The conversation explores the hidden infrastructure that existed within the sex industry before social media and smartphones. Isadora describes how escorts relied on professional networks, personal referrals, and eventually online communities to share information and protect one another. She discusses the evolution of review sites, the legal pressures that forced many of them offshore, and how these platforms changed the way clients and escorts connected. Along the way, she offers a rare insider’s perspective on the business, its culture, and the relationships among the women who worked within it.

The episode also delves into the importance of safety and mutual support. Isadora recounts a harrowing early experience with a drug-fueled client who kept her for an entire weekend before refusing to pay. The story illustrates the vulnerabilities escorts often faced and why informal “blacklists” and word-of-mouth warning systems became essential tools for protecting workers from dangerous or dishonest clients.

Through humor, honesty and hard-earned wisdom, Isadora highlights the resilience, resourcefulness and community that helped women navigate a frequently misunderstood profession.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

_________________________________________________

Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...

In this episode of Nutty & Slutty, Janine continues her story about a night in San Francisco when psychosis, confusion and sexual violence collided.

Paranoid and psychotic, Janine gets locked out of her apartment wearing just a sweatshirt -- half naked. With her arm out for help, the public pulled back from her. Alone at a laundromat, she was approached by a man who offered comfort, then decided to leave the city. She negotiated that he could come back to her apartment so she could get dressed for this out-of-town party. Knowing she wanted him to leave and feeling unsafe, she believed she was now stuck in a play, saying lines to him as if it were a performance.

What followed left her questioning herself for years: Was it rape if she was confused? Was it her fault for letting him in? Why did no one in her family name what happened?

Through conversation with Isadora, this episode explores consent, coercion, dissociation, trauma, self-blame and the devastating confusion that can follow sexual assault during a mental health crisis. It is also about the power of finally hearing the words: It was not your fault.

This episode is for anyone who has struggled to name what happened to them, especially when mental illness, memory, shame or other people’s silence made the truth harder to hold.

Content warning: sexual assault, rape, psychosis, suicidal fear, police/medical response, trauma.

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Welcome to NUTTY & SLUTTY
Where Mental Health, Sexuality and Unfiltered Truth Take Center Stage

NUTTY & SLUTTY is a bold, sex-positive podcast exploring the messy, complicated and often hilarious intersections of mental health, sexuality and real life — without shame, filters or pretense.

Hosted by Janine Noel (living with bipolar disorder) and Isadora O’Boto (ex-escort), this show brings together two radically honest perspectives for conversations that are as raw as they are insightful. From navigating mood swings and medication to unpacking the realities of sex work and desire, nothing is off-limits.

_________________________________________________

Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests sh...