In this episode, I walk through one of the most honest and raw chapters I’ve ever written.

This is a real look into a season where I felt confused, stuck, behind in life, and unsure of what I was doing or where I was going.

This isn’t a polished message — it’s what it actually feels like to be in the middle of a hard season, questioning everything, but still choosing to move forward.

If you’ve ever felt lost, discouraged, or like you’re falling behind in life… this episode is for you.

In this episode, I begin Part 1 of the chapter “Presence of God” from my book Sinners’ Soup.

I talk about a season where my life — and my marriage — was falling apart, even though I was doing all the “right” things spiritually.

This is the story of how I realized something was missing, how I began seeking God’s presence in a real way, and how that began to change me from the inside out.

This episode also goes back into my past, into addiction, darkness, and the night I made a decision that could have ended everything.

This is where the story starts to go deeper.

In this episode, I walk through the chapter “Pursue Your Dream” from my book Gamblin’ With God.

This chapter is about learning how to surrender your plans, your timeline, and your understanding… and trust God even when you don’t know what’s next.

I talk about what it looks like to be led day-by-day, how God has been reshaping my mindset, and what it means to truly pursue your dream without trying to control the outcome.

This is about letting go… trusting more… and learning how to follow.