I Always Thought I’d Be A Mother. But Did I Want To Raise A Child?
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When I was younger, I never questioned whether I would become a mother. I assumed it was one of the natural stages of becoming an adult.
Twenty years later, I am not a mother, and I am no longer certain that I ever will be.
In this solo episode, I explore the question I still have not answered: do I want to raise a child now, or am I grieving the mother I always assumed I would become?
I talk about waiting for my relationship, finances, career, and emotional life to feel settled; the fear of repeating patterns from my childhood; the realities of pregnancy in my 40s; and why adoption remains one of the futures I can imagine.
This conversation is for the women who live between a definite yes and a definite no. The women who made careful choices, watched time pass, and are still trying to understand what they truly want.
I do not have an inspiring conclusion to offer. The story is still open.
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